HAPPY NEW YEAR, HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy New Year everyone~!!

Bye 2009 and Hello 2010.

Whoa~ That was fast. I can still remember what had happened to me this whole year.
Every details... Even the smallest details I can still remember it.XD LOL


The start of 2009 was good. One of the highlights is that I started to get hooked with Super Junior. What a good start~ LOL. I changed SuJu guy from time to time. Until I stopped at Sungmin Lee, and Im fine with him~ XD

Everything was fine until June. June was a rough month not only to me but to my family.

Mama [my grandma] passed away. I was sooooo DAMN HARD to wake up every morning and not seeing someone at the sala waving at you during breakfast. I always feel sad to go home coz I know no one will ask me if I have eaten already. It's not fun to watch Sorry,Sorry MV anymore if she is not my watching buddy. It's really hard to lose a love one. But time taught me how to accept. Mama is up there, happily watching over me. ^^

On the bright side. [LOL]. I still have my daddy, mommy, sibs and friends. Hehehehe...


Uhmmm.... what else had happen to me....

Well, the fangirling continued and continued up to the next level.

Oh. The MIN presents that I got last bday.
Whaaa~~ So love it.
[Zaty, i'll show u the other soon. I m just lazy to post pics. XD and the guns~ LOL]



Oh..~Oh..~ One of the highlights is the SHINee and Key moment. Gonna remember that forever. =)


*sigh...


Im excited what's in store for me this 2010. But I wsh evryone good health and wealth. XD



hahahaha. SEOUL, Korea. Here I come~!!!!! ^__*

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Saeng-il chukahamnida~

Saeng-il chukahamnida~~

Sarangha neun LEE SUNGMIN...

Saeng-il chukahamnida.

Yipee~~~

Happy Birthday SUNGMIN OPPA. ^^

At last I can call you Oppa again. XD

Whoa. Even if it's impossible for you to read my messages, Im out of words now~ LOL

OK. Im so happy to know Super Junior ..SuJu has been my stress reliever. And I cannot imagine i've been crazy about you guys for a year now. Being crazy over you is worth it. I don't regret admiring someone like LEE SUNGMIN coz it's reasonable.

It's fun to discover new things about you. It made me fall inlove with you day after day.[oh~ such a fangirl. Sorry]

I still don't know how... But in my eyes, you stand out the most.

[People spare me if Im fangirling like hell like these, spare me]

Sorry to spoil MIN's Bday moment. Ok I'll calm myself~

OK..

SUNGMIN wish u all the best in life. All the happiness and success.Good health to you and your family and to SuJu too. Oh... and also to Hyaku. ^^

Hope u'll have more projects with the band and hope u guys stick together forever~

Lovelife?? Well, u have me already. LOL. [Now Im dead]

SUNGMIN, Happy Birthday.My God Bless you and your family always.

Love yah .XOXOXOXO.

OH.~

Before I forgot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALSO to my sister, JADE.

I envy you coz you have the same Bday as MIN.
Jade, be good always. Love you~ ♥
God bless. ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN EVERYONE~ CHEERS~! ^^

Fantastic! Elastic! pt.3

YES. Shinee~!!!SHINEE IS NEXT.

Temparature rising,screams covered the whole hall.
Excitement within the fans [including me] is sending shivers down to our spines.
This is the moment that we've been waiting for~~
The long wait is over~~

Isak and Luis made an introduction first~
After a few spiels.Isak ask the audience to kept quiet for a moment coz a clip will be played~

All of us stared at the big screen.
HOLY Sh**~! They played the TEASER of RING DING DONG MV.... And then fans went TOTALLY WILD~!SCREAMS ALL OVER.
Of course the clip was less than a minute, during the clip, after every members have their close up shot, it's funny to hear the screams increasing-decreasing. LOL.

After the teaser was shown.. All eyes are at the stage while screaming.
No lights are turned on. Not even a lil spotlight. But we can still see people going on the centerstage... There's one... two... three... four shadows of not so clear people but we know who they are.. [No Taemin coz he is sick and wasn't able to join the group.]They stood there..
Still no lights..
Fans kept on screaming~
AND then BAM~!!! LIGHTs of different color, and spotlights to the people on the stage was switched on sooo brightfully.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!IT's SHINee....
OMG. I can't believe it. SHINee in the Philippines soil. SHINee on a CCP stage. SHINee in front of their FILIPINO fans FOR REAL~!!! And I can't believe we Shinee, ME and other SHAWOLS are all breathing the same air for once in our lives~ ^___^
Then an intro... a lovely intro...sounded familiar~~
Then fans screamed again~~~ Waaah~!!
And then along with the music... Shinee started to sing...
STAND BY ME nal parabwajwo~~

WAAAH~!!! Scream... squealing all over he place...
OMG. I thought Im gonna die that night not bcoz I finally saw Shinee in person but bcoz CCP hall might collapsed coz of the high level fangirls~~XD
Boys over Flowers video is played in the big screen and I bet not all shawols noticed that along the way the video got cut off or cut through the middle literally. I just noticed that the video only has Jan Di's half face, LOL. [Pirated??]
The boys couldn't sing their lines properly. They couldn't hear themselves and couldn't hear the things which should be heard from their earpiece. They would put a forced smile once in a while not bcoz they are not happy BUT they did not expect such energetic fans to cheer for them like that. In short, they are SHOCKED.
Filipino SHAWOLS went really wild every minute. I guess they really had difficulty on hearing each other [or hearing themselves] coz of the place. The hall couldn't handle such loud scream like that~..
AnywaysOf course that wouldn't be a problem~They sang the first song whole heartedly~ ^__^
Though our seat is at the 3rd floor, I tried my best to feel their aura from afar.~

OMG.I told myself..
This is it. Savor the moment.
I put my eyes first onto JONGHYUN.
OH gosh. Jonghyun is glowing like his hair~ Jin jja~!!I hated the color but when I saw it in real life only Jonghyun can pull off a hair like that. I mean for an Asian. ^^. I must say, Jonghyun is a natural beauty.[ I saw a fancam of them arriving @ tha airport and Jong stands out coz of the hair and... and ... He's just goddamn GLOWING~!!!]
Next is ONEW. Onew is a cutie~ Handsome, cutie, handsome, cutie... Really nice voice. It sounds different in real life. Different in a good way of course..
Next is MINHO. OMG, the handsome young grown up person in the world. MINHO is a one hot catch~ And at last I was able to keep my promise. I promised to myself that If I saw MinHo in person, I would cheer for him like what EUNHYUK do in "Let's GO! DREAM TEAM!" [Chubarl Dream Team]. And I did. Sooo happy. XD
Last but definitley MY no.1 Shining member is KEY~!! Waaah~! [excuse me Sungmin~]MY KEY!! MIGHTY KEY!!!OMG. I CANNOT SEE KEY's handsome face.Because:
1.) Im at the 3rd floor and he's down there.. So far.
2.) I wasn't with myself when I realized that Im really screaming over him in person... LIVE!
and 3.) The thing that covers his face is such a disaster! At first I thought it's a hat... like a Fedora or something. But it was so shiny, so it couldn't be a hat. Then it moved one time when he kind of headbanged. Then I realized that it is a hair. OMG. How can Koreans have their hair pressed against their head/forehead that neatly??!! I was impressed at the same time dissappointed coz it's abig obstruction on my fangirling moment~. BUT I must say, I did not regret choosing Key over the others. Coz he can be cute and soooo manly at the same time~ LOVE~~![And then I am off to dreamland. LOL. XD]

Okay. Back to the show. After they sing STAND BY ME, They introduce theirselves with their trademark hand move. ^^Onew talked and of course it's in Korean so we didn't understand a thing. All of the fans were shouting "English~! English~!" to Onew so that he'll speak in English. Unfortunately. Onew did not~
After that, JULLIETTE was put on. And do I have to say this again. What do you expect from the fans?? A much louder scream of course~ XD
But it kind of break my heart when the boys positioned themselves and you will notice that a spot is unfilled. :( Fans really misses Taemin a lot. :(
Minho sang Taemin's lines and the no. was a great overall performance.
I don't know how this kids do it, but what what u see in the MV, in Music Bank, Inkigayo etc..etc.. are the same on what I saw in CCP. Same level of energy and all. It was superb.

After Julliette, Isak and Luis went to the centerstage to interview the boys.
Language barrier isn't a problem coz Isak was there. She wasn't just a host but an interpreter as well. I felt a bit disappointed about KEY again coz he didn't speak in English eventough he's fluent to speak it. :(
Each member made an extra talent... Isak asked extra talents to show from the boys.
MINHO started and showd his runway model walk.
Next to him is ONEW. Onew didn't show any extra talent, but he cutely imitates MINHO's runway walk.. with a hand-up-in-the-sky pose.
After Onew is KEY. Waaah... MY KEY. Isak asked to audience to keep quiet coz KEY will rap in ENGLISH. And KEY did, he got MINHO beatboxed for him. :)
Last to do something is JONGHYUN, and JONGHYUN sang a bit from a song that could make all "NOONAS" go crazy. Jong sang his line from their song "Noona neomu Yeppeo". waaah. JONGHYUN's voice is to squeall for. so Smooth~~ 0_o

to be continued..

One and only BEIJING FRIED RICE

Hankyung..... T_T

Don't be a heartbreaker..

Don't leave SJ just like that.

SuJu won't be SuJu if one is missing~

Don't leave ur beloved ELFs.

Hankyung, kajima~! TT__TT

Everything will be alright.

pic. cr:smtown/gagpouw@cyworld // stalker93 @ Sapphirepearls

Fantastic! Elastic! Pt.2

The show started with the singing of national anthem. It was first time to hear S.Korea's national anthem, eventhough I don't understand it, you'll sense their patriotism in the music.

The first performance is like an intoduction performance. First set of performers are my fellowmen. They showcased a cultural dance complete with traditional costumes and instruments. I kind of missed their complete performance coz I went outside again to look for my sisters whom luckily got inside [before I went out. *_*]. I also missed important people who played a good role between the diplomatic relations of my country to South Korea. Yeah, I was still outside then. T_T. I missed the ambassador's speech, they said it's funny... IDK. XD

And then to first part of the program.

VJ Isak [Arirang, Pops in Seoul] and VJ Luis Manzano [famous actor/VJ in the Phils] hosted the the show.

The first to perform on the first half the program are the Arirangtown Club [??]. This group comprises of Filipino teenagers who are into Kpop and they prepared a dance number. Their music are of course Kpop songs~ Girl's Generation, U-Kiss and of course SHINee. ^^

Second to perform is Avi.... [oh gosh I forgot her surname]. A Filipina teenager who won last years Phil-Kor talent show.

For the night's show, she performed... what else.. the undying "Nobody" by wonder girls, the song that drive us nuts in a bad way coz it is getting to our nerves already. Getting sick of this song~~~ But infairness to Avi, the girl really has talent.

Third performer is one of my favorites. A Korean boy who sang a Filipino song. [Gosh~ I forget the name again~ T_T]

He sang the famous classic Filipino song ANAK by Freddie Aguilar. I must say hands down to this kid coz his accent is so good considering that he only started to live in the Phils less than 2 years ago~ So wow~!

Before the VJs wrap up the first part of the show, they left the audience with VTRs.

There is a VTR that shows how Philippines started to have a diplomatic relation with S.Korea and stuffs like that. It's like a history subject @ school. ^^ And the other VTR is like madness, coz they got few Korean artist including Idol groups to speak and send messages to the Friendship Fest. I swear it's fun to hear all the screams increasing-decreasing whenever the video will switch from one artist to another. Few Kpop artist who greeted were: U-Kiss, Tiara, MBLAQ, One Two, 2pm, my fave. Girls Generation [I love it coz Sooyoung is the one who started SNSD's greetings], my other fave.F(x) [I swear Amber's fangirls went wild including me. XD], SS501, FT Island, of course 2ne1 and Of course Sandara's own greeting. LOL at Sandara coz she did not greet the people but kept on asking if Filipinos missed her. XD. I think I missed a few artists coz again I forgot who else~~ *_*

2ND HALF of the show:

VJ Isak changed her outfit from gown to wild.

She opened the 2nd half with her own version of Kelly Clarkson's "My Life Would Suck Without You".

After a few chitchats with VJ Luis. They called up the first Artist to perform[for the 2nd part]. Brownman Revival. Whooo~!

Grabe ang gwapo nung vocalist~!!!! Tama ka ms. Athena. LINTIK talaga~! [oopps. Sorry for that Tagalog all of the sudden] Brownman revival is the Filipino front act for the show.

2nd to perform is the Korean hip-hop duo Mighty Mouth. Actually, I don't know them that much. Only by name. But I heard that they made a collaboration with famous actrous and ex-Baby VOX member Yoon Eun Hye, and that's it. But I must say, this 2 gentlemen knew how to bring out the ENERGY of the fangirls~ Thay even went down the stage and made a great interaction with the Shawols~ :) It was so fun~ How I wish I was there, down @ the orchestra...

Another Korean act performed after them. Winter Play. I think they are the only successful Jazz band in Korea.[im my own POV]. It's my first time to hear them played their instruments and sing~.
M.J. would be so proud if he was able to listen to the band's own version of BILLY JEAN.
With all infairness, they gave justice to the song with their own rendition. They also
sang Gypsy Girl.. IDK what song is that. It was my first time to hear it.
Winter Play is sooo good and I forgot to say that they are the 2nd to the last performers...

2nd to the last.. Which means...

YES.
Shinee~!!!


SHINEE IS NEXT

Fantastic! Elastic! :) Pt.1

Finally..

At last, I'm back again.

And I'm ready to share my Shining, shimmering, splendid week [actually this isn't week ago, but decades ago. @_@. I'm so late making entries~~ spare me.]

But first to my Zaty dongsaeng.. yeah. I think u should prepare the guns coz I don't know if u could handle what had happen to me.. *cough*Key*cough*. :)

note.

Alternative titles for this entry are:

-60th Philippines-Korea Friendship Festival
-Next Level K-Pop Adventure
-A Full time ELF, part time SHAWOL

or
-How grannyLEE cheated Lee SUNGMIN? [yeah.. right. I can hear my sibs agreeing to this~].

Ok. Shoot.

[warning: Novel ahead. *_*]

Remember my 2 entries ago~
I was so down and broken when I found out that I am sooo unlucky not to see SHINee performing live. I wasn't a big fan of them and I haven't memorized any of their songs. BUT seeing them in person, seeing a K-pop artist in person is what a K-pop fangirl would always dream of. So I don't want to miss this kind of thing. Considering also that SHINee is the first K-pop Idol group to perform in my homeland, so definetly shouldn't miss~

Day before the big event, I was silently finding ways how to get tickets. I surf and surf the web to death, searching for some possibilities. I send millions of insisting mails to the event organizers if they can give me extra tickets, but I always get a response that.. NO! No Tickets... Already Gone... Tickets was given back to Arirang.. and so on and so forth. I find myself hopeless, don't want to persue anymore. Just let it slip~ Just like that. But Suddenly... while I was eating my lunch @ our office pantry, goddessAthena ran to me and loudly delivered a good news. [Yeah, she shouted it~ LOL]. Her K-pop Chingu Yayo-ssi has an extra ticket and she's willing to give it to ME.

WAAAAHHAHAHAAH~!!! I was like in heaven knowing that it's sure that I will see them~. SHINING, SHIMERING, SPLENDID!

goddessAthena, u are truly a goddess. *wink* Komawo to u and your friend. ^^

Day of the event, an unexpected thing happen. MY BOSS did not allow me to take a leave from work. TT_TT. Ok I don't want to explain it. To make it short, I had to use my bone illness just to get myself out from the office. [And I hope God won't punish me T_T].

Finally, I arrived at the venue~

OMG!! Fangirls, fanboys are evrywhere [with their fanmoms]. I mean, I haven't been to any concert lately so Im kind of shocked [The last performers I see live are HILLSONG Church AU, and it's a worship night.. so Culture shock. XD] ...And most of them are ofcourse wearing their Blue SHAWOL shirts.

But what really suprises me are the teens who [sorry, if Im gonna used this term...] were TRYING HARD to look like Koreans.@_@ Ok, the SHINee Trend is fine, I can handle it. Bright colored shoes and bright colored shirts, it's ok. BUT why would you wear winter boots and knitted sweater IN A TROPICAL COUNTRY!!!!!!!! COME ON~! Think of something else to do to show how you adore Korean culture... eat Kimchi will waiting for the gates to open, that'd be cool~ :)

OK. Back to the real story...

Like what I said teens are evrywhere BUT I didn't expect that most of the teens who are in the line are the people who doesn't have tickets. And 2 of them are my sisters..

My Unnie and dongsaeng decided to try their luck to have tickets on the day itself. And it was like 20-80% chances of having tickets. Im so bothered about it coz the 2 of them likes SHINee more than me~ T_T

Minutes, hours had passed and yet SHAWOLs who doesn't have tickets kept on coming. And geez I started to feel sorry for them. [Including my sisters~]

The doors had opened and excitement among the fans invaded the whole venue.

We, me, goddessAthena and 2 other friends, are Balcony ticket holders. And Balcony is on the 3rd floor. I can imagine at that time how SHINee would be sooo small in my eyes, but it's ok. ^^

We went in the building, up to the 3rd floor and went in the hall.

OMG again~! Once I set my foot in the hall how I really wanted to step back. :) Bcoz the screams of fangirls, fanboys, fanmoms can nearly kill a person. XD

Yes. I do scream but it's my first time to hear something like that. I thought CCP will be destroyed coz the place is not used to it, plus it's a scared place for musicals, cultural events, silent kind of entertainment... So CCP and me are shocked.XD. BUT yeah, loud screams are one hell of excitement!!!!HAHAHAHA...

The show hasn't start yet but they were screaming over the K-pop vids that are playing on the big screen. It was a BIG BANG vid that was playing when my friends went in. Fans are not just singing along with the vid but they were singing using FANCHANTS as if they were on SBS Inkigayo or KBS Music Bank. I must say, Filipinos are truly into HALYU WAVE~ ^_^

That time I was still bothered by my 2sisters coz I know they are still outside.

I went out again to look for them and told myself~ come what may~~~. But me being worried became twice when I cannot find them among the frustrated fans. Soooo worried.. I wanted to go home~ Suddenly my Unnie texted me, "Diane, get in.. we're already inside. Jade[my younger sis] is at the Balcony-4th flr. And I'm at the 1st floor."

I was relieved, only for half a sec. Coz it changed to being envious~ LOL.

Who wouldn't feel envy of my big sis. The person who went to the venue WITHOUT an assurance of having a ticket is NOW AT THE 1ST FLOOR~! She could've even catch bits of Shinee's perspiration during the show. SOOOO damn lucky~ {Zaty, can u imagine now my unnie's fancam?? XD]

I went back and focused on the show...

[.. to be continued....]

to zaty: hold back those guns. LOL. waaah... u're gonna be crazy if I show u the pics.

to KaNGaRoo: Can you figure out now who is Sungmin's dongsaeng I am talking about~??

Both of you: Jinjja bogoshipoyo~ T_T

And I'm back again... This time.. SUCCEEDED

Miracle happens in times of hopelessness.. XD



OMG!!! + fangirl squeal. @_@

goddessAthena found a way to take my fangirling beliefs to the next level.
She got me a ticket to see SHINee performing LIVE. Thanks to her friend, Yayo-ssi, for giving me their extra ticket. Nomu saranghae. You guys rock~! XD


When goddessAthena broke the good news, I was smiling like crazy. From ear to ear. ^^


Somethig like this:

[Yeah. I had to use Teuki again for my blog's uniformity. LOL]

i'll be back and post the timeline of my fantasy with Shinee. ♥

[Oh. I can hear SungMin banging his head on the wall. To Sungmin: Don't worry baby, u're still my No.1, even if you consider Hyaku ur no.1. XD]

Finally I'm back .... frustrated!

First of all..

Hi to everybody..
Hi to my friends..
Esp. to my Malaysian dongsaengs Zaty and KaNGaRoo~
I missed you guys soooooo much~!! *mwah~mwah~~*


I missed blogging XD

But I hate the fact that I returned to my normal fangirling life frustrated.


Waaah~~!!! I want to see SHINee in person!!!!!

Yah. I'm not a Shinee fan. But since I love K-pop I shouldn't let this slip.
Plus Shinee are SuJu's hoobaes~


Huhuhuhu~~~ goddessAthena is so lucky, she already has a Confirmed ticket. [Wow! Parang booking lang ah~ LOL].
I've never been lucky in promos, raffles... etc..etc..
I don't know but I am sooo sad right now~
And I'm crying like him~~

I have to make a way~
TT__TT

FYI:
SHINee will be performing for Philippine-Korea Friendship Festival on 27th Novemeber 2009. The Free [take note... IT'S FREE!!!!] K-Pop concert will be held at Cultural Center of the Philippines [Manila].

excess:
Sorry goddessAthena, I had to use Teuki's photo. I am supposed to use a crying Sungmin's pic but since Min doesn't cry that much [and it's sooo hard to find one... XD], I just used ur hubby's crying moment. The way he cried there is similar to what I feel now. [malungkot na malungkot lang.. hahaha]


LOL

Post-Birthday Entry pt1 "I love MIN, I hate MIN" XD

I just turned 23 three days ago.. [LOL. I know Im getting old but yeah... whatever, Sungmin and I are now both 23.... hahahah just something to connect]. Oh. Yes. Sungmin. It's not his birthday last 31st but he stole the scene on my little celebration. BUT the way he stole it is one of the best thing in the world. ^^


My sisters surprised me with a.... uhmmmm.... [I cannot post the pic today, next week maybe..] a sungmin-fangirl-would-really-love present. Everytime I look at it I smile like michyeo.! Hehehehe
Waaaah~! I was really indulging myself on that present until 1st Nov around 1100am.


Nov 1, I was @ work, tried to open youtube using a proxy site, i don't know if I am fortunate that it worked. @_@

I typed Sungmin on the search box and sort out the new uploaded videos of Min.
The first vid to pop out the screen is his CF for his dad's company.
I must say Min doesn't look like a SuJu member there, he looks like the CEO of SendBill. ^_*
I searched for more latest videos... and I found what I've been looking for a long time....

I clicked the vid. Wait for it to load.. And watch it without pausing.


It's an 8 seconds vid of Min
BUT enough to make me feel in pain..

How can he betray me..[Oh im such hi-level fangirl. XD].

Actually, I was anticipating the 'scene', so I practiced what my reaction should be..

BUT it feels different after u see it~


Sungmin lovers out there, esp. Zaty and KaNGaRoo, have u guys seen the clip of..

KISSING SCENE of eu ri SUNGMIN in his musical AKILLA??


T__TMy first reaction is a like bleh~

No reaction.

I was like... 'Oh. So that was the kissing scene... OK.'

But time after time it occurs to me how painful it was..


SUNGMIN KISSED A GIRL WHO IS NOT ME!!!


[hahahaha... Im really crazy now. Nomu MICHYEO~~!]


Sungmin, why right after my b-day??
Why?
My week is ruined.. oh~~

[Hahahaha.. OverReacting... ]
Now my sisters are not stopping from teasing me~.

Every night, unnie will make fun of me.

"Waaaah~! How pitiful~~ Sungmin is not loyal to you.."

They always attack me with those teasings and all.....



Question:
May I hate you SUNGMIN for a moment??

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LOL. I just can't seem to move on. Im acting like Sungmin is really MINE..
Well, yeah... HE is MINE.[Im sensing that my two malaysian dongsaengs will bash me to death after reading these.... LOL. Spare me Zaty and KaNGaRoo, I just had my birthday~ ^__^]

Hiatus [??]

I know I am a GRANNY and working already, but I was really on HIATUS. [Actually, still on Hiatus.]

Oh~~~ I miss my normal fangirling life.


I miss my friends...
I miss Zaty...
I miss KaNGaRoo...
I miss reading fanfics...
I miss Super Junior....
and most especially, I miss SUNGMIN. My danhobak pink prince~ TT__TT


I know that I should stress myself sometimes BUT NOT LIKE THIS~!!!
This is one hell of a SH*T~! [oh... profanity... not again~!]

BUT I'll be back to being normal again.

So SapphirePearls, MINvasion watch out... I'll be attacking those blogs again. XD

thanks Sungmin for sharing the stress with me. @_@

pissssssed

alkjdlakjdlkajdlkajdkajdlakdj

!#^%*&%#@%^*&$#$$^&%^@#$Fgjj%$~*&^GnbJ:]

Im tired of those words...

Can't you use any other excuse aside from.."I've done everything I can... Im sorry~.."

Know what.????

SHUT THE F**K UP~!!!!!!

Ur stories, excuses. or whatever the hell u call it, IT doesn't work on me...
I won't buy that~~!!!!!

Thanks for the compliments BUT it won't benefit me..

When will u get tired of throwing me from one place to another..

Thank my friends coz they are the ones who are motivating me to keep this JOB~

I swear to myself, IF I became rich I'll buy all of you and be MY SLAVES~!!!



OH dear GOD, Sorry if im being rude and mean like this~. Ur Son showed us that being angry at reasonable things is fine... Is this okay..?
Please keep me strong..
I need a lot of strenght...
Please don't let me curse this people a lot~
I don't want to be like that again....
Bless them and let them realize what they are doing~~

Zaty, KaNGaRoo, especially goddess.athena, I don't know what to do?? I want a new life~~
my co ELFs, please cheer me up~

Happy Birthday DONGHAE

16 DAYS BEFORE I WAS BORN, God decided to create something special. A special creature, a human being that can be called FISH.
This human FISH will possess great characteristics. A handsome human FISHY who can dance, sing, act, play instruments and can make girl scream their lungs out~ XD
More importantly this FISHY will complete the largest boyband in the world 19 years from now~ [whew~! That's math.. XD]
*Poof~* And then LEE DONGHAE was born. ^^

It's been only [less than] a year since I became a fan of Super Junior. Less than a year is enough to know and explore each members talents and personalities.

Eventough I used to be .. [WARNING: Fangirl ahead] used to be SiWon's wife and now I am currently SungMin's other half. [whahaha~ spare me.], I see DONGHAE as one of the outstanding members. It's like there are no reasons on not liking Fishy~
I change my SuJu list once in a while but DONGHAE remains on his same spot.
[hahaha... Fishy cannot take the 1st spot coz that's for Minnie already.]

I hope Twin Brother~ [oh... I wanna call Donghae Twin Brother coz he's 16days older than me, born on October, on 1986, what more can u get? Plus, my sister told me that I act like Fishy~ (parang kiti-kiti hehehehe)... Whatever~ Just let me do my thing~ Hihihih]
..I hope Twin Bro FISHY will have good health, more projects and be with Super Junior forever. ^^

A year again had pass and our own FISHY didn't fail to entertain us..

Cheers to our birthday boy LEE DONGHAE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY and we hope you'll have more birthdays to come~
SARANGHAEYO, DONGHAE~!

ALSO:
HAPPY 1st B-day to my godson JARED~! Wooohoo~!!!
JARED, Be a good boy always. Stay cute.^^

GOD BLESS to our Birthday boys~ <3

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A computer with unlimited priveledges is C-R-A-P!!!!

Oh~ Sh*t to them. Blocking sites won't make them rich~!!!!

[ hahahaha... just feeling envy with goddessAthena's computer~...and now granny is pissed~ >:-( LOL ]

Stephen Gately, May you Rest in Peace.

"I never thought that dreams came true.

But you showed me that they do.

You know that I learn something new.

Everyday I love you..."

Stephen's line from their song "Everyday I love you"

Stephen Gately, member of legendary Irish boyband BOYZONE, died at the age of 33. He was found dead in his apartment in Majorca, Spain last 10 October. Reports said that he gone out for drinks the night of the 9th, returned to his place, fell asleep and never woke up.

Irish music industry lost a great talent, Boyzone lost a not just a member but a brother and I lost an idol... just like that.

I found out about the horrible news yesterday. I was in the middle of a conversation with a passenger after I put my pax to hold the line, Katrina broke the news. And really I got distracted when I return to my caller. I was completely devastated~

Kat asked me why I reacted that way. She had no idea how I HEART BOYZONE so much esp. Ronan and STEPHEN. She said if she knew that I liked them a lot she could've break the news when I am calm and not doing anything~

I was a big FAN of Boyzone ever since they existed. Eventough I always tell the people around me that my music is REALLY Alternative Rock/Pop, I can't deny to myself that Boyzone songs are into my system. I've known them since 6th grade[elementary]. I became a fan and it continued until Highschool. I memorized all of their songs and as far as I can remember, me and my younger sisters had fun kissing the T.V. screen everytime Ronan and Stephen will appear. [I know... It's soooo fangirly~ XD]

But I hated Stephen for a moment when he revealed that he is gay.

I hate it when boybands became a hot topic if one of their members came out of their closets..@_@. And who wouldn't~~ I had a crush on him~

But who am I to hate him, he's happy with that~

I am so sad for Boyzone and their other fans. Stephen is a big loss to them~

But at least his time here on earth was enough to entertain us with his music, his songs.. everything~ Enough to inspire us all..

Stephen, wherever u are, may you rest in peace.

Stephen Gately, 1976-2009

Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints.

Psalms 116:15

grannyLEE 'The RECORDING ARTIST' --jjang~!

Yesterday's activity was new to me and I never thought that to be a 'recording' artist is quite tiring.
AND also... I never thought that my life will never be the same again~~ hihihihihi

My day started with me being late AGAIN[uhmmm~not new]. After that all I know is that I'll be answering crappy calls the whole day but suddenly a person whom I don't talk to that much approached me. She said that she had to pull me out from my boring life and start doing something new. For a moment someone stopped me..
But then another person went to me again and told me to grab the oppurtuniy to shine and be a "recording star". *wink ^^. And so I did..

She told me to proceed on to another room and look for Mr.Pinch-y guy. And then I went there, and he handed me a piece of paper. He told me to give him a sample on how am I going to deliver those lines written on that paper. At that very moment, I was like "WTH is this...? Is Mr.Pinchy guy my manager?". I read his expressions, and it says, "Yes. Iam.."
... And so be it~ XD

We headed to the... "recording studio"*. And from there my new life started~
For a whole day I was trying to perfect my "recording" while My manager is there with me. Well, i should say that my manager is really flexible. He's like Microsoft Windows, really MULTI-TASKING~ XD. He's the manager who also facilitates the recording gadgets and sometimes 'composer' too. Really wow~

After millions of attempts, my managaer and I were confident that my 'album' is gonna be a hit and can turn Platinum~ XD.
We've really worked hard for these...^^.

After we finished recording, he send allof the copies to Mr.Producer. The final decision lays on him.
AND now my manger and I had both our fingers crossed that Mr.Producer will like it and not demand for any revisions.

So now I am full of anticipation.~~ XD

PLEASE watch out for my 'album'
I dedicate it to my friends esp. to ELFs. Zaty, goddess.athena. aWww~~!!!
hehehehe.
ESP. to KaNGaRoo, yeah~. [Im teaching myself to type ur name the way u want it to be. Hehehe. ^^. Is it correct? Small and big letters. XD]. Thanks for being soo worried about me. You mentioned me again on ur latest post. NO~!I won't die.. I haven't met our PINK PRINCE yet. XD. Of course. changing comments is OUR LIFE. ^_^. Ei, but don't forget your promise. SUNGMIN GIFs. hehehe.. LOve u all.

PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR MY DIGITAL SINGLE, ALBUM.. FAN MEETING. XD

Life must go on

Last 26th of September has been so memorable not only to me but also to my fellow Filipinos.I experienced the catastrophe which I never experienced since I was born.

Friday night, 25th Sep. 2009. Philippines experienced non stop rain. As per weather broadcast Manila will be affected by typhoon Ketsana [Ondoy]. They raised signal no.1 within the city.

Rain continued until 26th of September. Like what I emailed to zaty~

..Non stop rain since Friday night. And Saturday, the water reached our house which never happened eversince we lived there [in our house].. For 3hours we were trying to remove the water that entered the house. After that, electricity went off. Total BLACKOUT. Phones were grounded too. And still the rain hasn't stop. And we were worried to death because the magnae of the family is still out because she went to school that morning. And she doesn't have any cellphone with her.. We don't know how to contact her.. We have no idea if she's at school safe or what..She went to school 7:00am of Saturday, she got home 6:00am of Sunday, the next day. @_@. who wouldn't worry, right? Thank GOD she's safe.

Sunday 27th Sep.- still NO electricity. All of our mobile phones were battery drained. People are started panic-buying foods, candles, batteries and other stuffs w/c they can use during calamities. By that time we still have no idea what were happening outside. We're so clueless if it's only our neighborhood that got affected by the typhoon.

The elctricity resumed at the evening.We watched news and tried to catch up on what's happening outside.It was then I felt how THANKFUL I AM TO GOD that I am still alive and with my family.

After the rain had stopped, I thought I was the unfortunate person in the world coz my phone can't capture any signal from its network and I thought it was the end of me when I found out that we got no internet connection...

But that was nothing compared to my fellowmen who really lost their homes and their loved ones because of the typhoon.

The weekend that I had was really a nightmare not only to me but to the whole nation. But despite all of these, it still nice to see my fellowmen helping each other. Times like these, real heroes are discovered, kind hearts are formed.

Now I feel more prouder when I think that I belong to a Christian country, we may lost material things, lost our houses, lose our loved ones but it was still our faith that helped us all throughout.

Filipinos will never gave up. God will never gave us challenges and tests that we cannot solve..

To all the people who helped my fellowmen after this disaster, people who donate money, clothes, foods, water and more importantly PRAYERS, thank you very much.

To my Malaysian dongsaengs: ZATY and KANGAROO, sorry if u made u guys worried about me. My family and I are fine. Thanks so much for the prayers. Zaty, Unnie is fine don't worry. Miss u. ^^. Thank you and thanks to your Allah. Kangaroo, i miss u a lot. Here I am again. Missed changing comments with you. ^^ To the two of you, i am sooo touched when I saw u guys posting comments looking for me. XD Love you both~

LIFE MUST GO ON.
FIGHTING~~!!!!

But the needy will not always be forgotten, nor the hope of the afflicted ever perish.

Psalm 9:18

Don't blame me....

Yes. It's not my fault why my entry below is like that.

I don't know but maybe blogger screwed up my entry. [ Hahaha.. XD ]

It's so hard to post a long entry.. Long entry with pictures~..

Yaish~ I even want to delete it. But no. It's my August memories~~

Just please be impatient on reading my post below.

I'll try to fix it if I have some time.

Thanks~ ^^

[Sorry blogger, if I blamed you... :-/ ]

PS.
SuJu fandomness ahead~~ XD

[ Edited: *sigh~~. problem. already fixed~!]

Last Month...

Last month was ....

I don't know how to say it...

I just want to make a recap of what had happened to me last August.
In pix~... weeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Jade had a school project. Design ur eggs. LOL

Ya.. She is already in college but her project is So elementary. XD

But of course since she's a SuJu fan and a Teuki biased, she took the chance to be creative and to show how she really likes Teuki. She then designed one of her eggs and came up with this~

The TEUKI Chibi Egg ^^

Actually, it's my other dongsaeng May who made that. Hehehe ^^. Cute isn't it??

Don't know what grade my sister received after she hand the project to their prof. But she became popular in class, that's for sure. XD

YeSung celebrated his 26th Birthday last 24th of August.
It was soo cute seeing the guys celebrating the birthday of their brother. *tears of joy~~ T_T* LOL

And yeah, they maybe celebrating YeNeung's birthday in their place..

But this is what we were doing at home during that time.. ~~

CELEBRATING it too over Ice cream sticks~~ XD

Hahaha... Sweet/Cold treats from SoNaMoo Korean grocery. ^^ Yumm~~

Unnie arrived 15minutes before midnight of YeSung's birthday. Unnie was never late on SuJu's birthdays celebrations~~ Hahaha... I got the Coffee flavored one while the others are enjoying the Cookies n' Cream ^^.

Mass-da~! =P

My favorite. The highlight of my August is this:

SORRY, SORRY Tokpokki ^^

It's my first time to eat those. Spicy Rice Cakes~ Hehehehe..

Unnie bought the ingredients [again] @ Sonamoo grocery. And she was also the one who cooked it.. For a first timer, she's already a Pro~! ^^

Here are the ingredients:

1. Rice cakes

2. Fish cakes [ I call it mini pizza because it is sliced like pizza. XD];

3. Ramen

4. And of course, Chili sauce. @_@

THE FINISHED PRODUCT:

Yum~~

Unnie really paterned it to the Rice cakes this guys have made~~

Kyuhyun and Sungmin's Love's Family

Sungmin's specialty. TtokBokki with cheese

WaaAh..... That's why I want to taste Tokbukki because of that show. XD

CRITIC: It's very unique. It's soo yummy.

And soooo spicy~ T__T. My tongue is not gifted when it comes to spicy food. I easily give up when my mouth is already in pain coz of the spiciness. But i enjoyed it~~ Thanks Unnie. ^^

Yummy~~~