'myblacksmile' said Goodbye...

...and I think I'm the only Min fangirl in the world who is not so sad about it. XD

WARNING: Major...

Wait, before anything else, I just want to rant for a bit..
Ok. Here goes..
I HATE IT! I HATE THE FACT THAT MY FANGIRLING LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN~!!! Grrr....

W A R N I N G: Major 'fangirl-thinking' ahead!!

and my story needs a timeline. LOL

16 July, Friday:
The story was told by my Lead Agent to me~ At work, my supervisors and manager had a Seniors Meeting and one of thethings they discussed is about the forbidden internet access at work. Well, they are not innocent to not know that their employees are stealing time to access the net. ANd we are also not stupid to deny it, coz most of the time we are always caught in the act.
At the meeting, they mentioned "TWEETING" of some of the agents during work hours. And what made them think is how did the agents opened twitter.com even if it's blocked. No one during the meeting reveal the proxy sites [Thank God]. The manager mentioned a name of the agent whom she saw tweeting during work. Fortunately, it' wasn't my name, unfortunately, manager told everyone it was my friend. Katrina.
My reaction when I heard it: Seriously LMAO. WTF Katrina DOESN'T HAVE A TWITTER and she got caught. LMAO!!!! XD

Poor Katrina. She was blamed by her bestfriends fault [that's me! XD]

My Lead agent told me that I should stop that TWITTER thing before I get caught and receive some serious punishment. So I told her, I will.... even if it breaks my heart. :(

At that moment, I kept on thinking that if I stopped tweeting, it's like stop loving SungMin. [LOL. XD]
But I don't want to be terminated too..
So it was hard.. I'm like torn between two lovers. [LOL]

By the end of the day, I told myself,
I'll tweet if I want to tweet.. come what may~ I don't care if I will get caught. ~_~


17 July, Saturday:
Sungmin tweeted his 'last tweet'.
He was saying that he's happy to had that kind of social ntwrok account and he need to suspend it for the meantime.
He said it's goodbye for now..

I had no idea he tweeted something like that until the next day 18 July...

18 July, Sunday:
While keeping myself busy, I was thinking of reasons why did Min ditch TWITTER. My conclusions:

1. Maybe Sungmin wants to tweet using a much edgy smartphone but he can't coz his current phone is still covered by the telecom contract..

2. Maybe he's enjoying UFO more than twitter.. And it's obvious coz of the reply ELFs received from Sungmin. X(

or 3. [This is my weird thinking] Maybe Sungmin doesn't want me to get caught tweeting at work, that's why he said goodbye.

Hahahahaha....
I was smiling like a crazy person when I tought of that 3rd reason...
LOL.

Summin it up:
I use twitter to talk to Sungmin.
He has been one of my my main reason why I kept my twitter account.
That's why I love tweeting anytime, anywhere of the day even if I know my job is at risk...
I almost got caught Tweeting by my supervisors..
Sungmin decided to suspend his account on twitter...
So now I will never get caught tweeting coz my reason for tweeting is already gone.

Sungmin, u really care for me...
I knew it. XD

Thanks for closing your twitter account, I still have my job..
But still... I will miss your tweets espcially your profile pic. XD

I miss you.

If my friends were here and started invading my blogging world they will think that I'm a total freak.

Arghhh... I can't help but to feed my eyes with Min photos. They are just to cute to resist. XD.

Like right now.

I love 'NO OTHER' more than any SuJu song ever created. Yes, I do love it because of the meaning, but I love it more coz it made my Sungmin smile like an innocent child again.
Seeing him all smiles every time they perform [No Other] made me feel relieved and in heaven.

Sungmin, never lose that smile again... Thank you..

And oh yeah, by the way.... I miss you. :-/

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pic credit: Sungmin Baidu

shared by: MINvasion

Post-Birthday Entry pt1 "I love MIN, I hate MIN" XD

I just turned 23 three days ago.. [LOL. I know Im getting old but yeah... whatever, Sungmin and I are now both 23.... hahahah just something to connect]. Oh. Yes. Sungmin. It's not his birthday last 31st but he stole the scene on my little celebration. BUT the way he stole it is one of the best thing in the world. ^^


My sisters surprised me with a.... uhmmmm.... [I cannot post the pic today, next week maybe..] a sungmin-fangirl-would-really-love present. Everytime I look at it I smile like michyeo.! Hehehehe
Waaaah~! I was really indulging myself on that present until 1st Nov around 1100am.


Nov 1, I was @ work, tried to open youtube using a proxy site, i don't know if I am fortunate that it worked. @_@

I typed Sungmin on the search box and sort out the new uploaded videos of Min.
The first vid to pop out the screen is his CF for his dad's company.
I must say Min doesn't look like a SuJu member there, he looks like the CEO of SendBill. ^_*
I searched for more latest videos... and I found what I've been looking for a long time....

I clicked the vid. Wait for it to load.. And watch it without pausing.


It's an 8 seconds vid of Min
BUT enough to make me feel in pain..

How can he betray me..[Oh im such hi-level fangirl. XD].

Actually, I was anticipating the 'scene', so I practiced what my reaction should be..

BUT it feels different after u see it~


Sungmin lovers out there, esp. Zaty and KaNGaRoo, have u guys seen the clip of..

KISSING SCENE of eu ri SUNGMIN in his musical AKILLA??


T__TMy first reaction is a like bleh~

No reaction.

I was like... 'Oh. So that was the kissing scene... OK.'

But time after time it occurs to me how painful it was..


SUNGMIN KISSED A GIRL WHO IS NOT ME!!!


[hahahaha... Im really crazy now. Nomu MICHYEO~~!]


Sungmin, why right after my b-day??
Why?
My week is ruined.. oh~~

[Hahahaha.. OverReacting... ]
Now my sisters are not stopping from teasing me~.

Every night, unnie will make fun of me.

"Waaaah~! How pitiful~~ Sungmin is not loyal to you.."

They always attack me with those teasings and all.....



Question:
May I hate you SUNGMIN for a moment??

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LOL. I just can't seem to move on. Im acting like Sungmin is really MINE..
Well, yeah... HE is MINE.[Im sensing that my two malaysian dongsaengs will bash me to death after reading these.... LOL. Spare me Zaty and KaNGaRoo, I just had my birthday~ ^__^]

Last Month...

Last month was ....

I don't know how to say it...

I just want to make a recap of what had happened to me last August.
In pix~... weeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Jade had a school project. Design ur eggs. LOL

Ya.. She is already in college but her project is So elementary. XD

But of course since she's a SuJu fan and a Teuki biased, she took the chance to be creative and to show how she really likes Teuki. She then designed one of her eggs and came up with this~

The TEUKI Chibi Egg ^^

Actually, it's my other dongsaeng May who made that. Hehehe ^^. Cute isn't it??

Don't know what grade my sister received after she hand the project to their prof. But she became popular in class, that's for sure. XD

YeSung celebrated his 26th Birthday last 24th of August.
It was soo cute seeing the guys celebrating the birthday of their brother. *tears of joy~~ T_T* LOL

And yeah, they maybe celebrating YeNeung's birthday in their place..

But this is what we were doing at home during that time.. ~~

CELEBRATING it too over Ice cream sticks~~ XD

Hahaha... Sweet/Cold treats from SoNaMoo Korean grocery. ^^ Yumm~~

Unnie arrived 15minutes before midnight of YeSung's birthday. Unnie was never late on SuJu's birthdays celebrations~~ Hahaha... I got the Coffee flavored one while the others are enjoying the Cookies n' Cream ^^.

Mass-da~! =P

My favorite. The highlight of my August is this:

SORRY, SORRY Tokpokki ^^

It's my first time to eat those. Spicy Rice Cakes~ Hehehehe..

Unnie bought the ingredients [again] @ Sonamoo grocery. And she was also the one who cooked it.. For a first timer, she's already a Pro~! ^^

Here are the ingredients:

1. Rice cakes

2. Fish cakes [ I call it mini pizza because it is sliced like pizza. XD];

3. Ramen

4. And of course, Chili sauce. @_@

THE FINISHED PRODUCT:

Yum~~

Unnie really paterned it to the Rice cakes this guys have made~~

Kyuhyun and Sungmin's Love's Family

Sungmin's specialty. TtokBokki with cheese

WaaAh..... That's why I want to taste Tokbukki because of that show. XD

CRITIC: It's very unique. It's soo yummy.

And soooo spicy~ T__T. My tongue is not gifted when it comes to spicy food. I easily give up when my mouth is already in pain coz of the spiciness. But i enjoyed it~~ Thanks Unnie. ^^

Yummy~~~

accompany me~

I'm so

stressed out

from work

and how I wish

at the end of the day

this guy will

accompany me

to stare at the horizon~