Hiatus [??]

I know I am a GRANNY and working already, but I was really on HIATUS. [Actually, still on Hiatus.]

Oh~~~ I miss my normal fangirling life.


I miss my friends...
I miss Zaty...
I miss KaNGaRoo...
I miss reading fanfics...
I miss Super Junior....
and most especially, I miss SUNGMIN. My danhobak pink prince~ TT__TT


I know that I should stress myself sometimes BUT NOT LIKE THIS~!!!
This is one hell of a SH*T~! [oh... profanity... not again~!]

BUT I'll be back to being normal again.

So SapphirePearls, MINvasion watch out... I'll be attacking those blogs again. XD

thanks Sungmin for sharing the stress with me. @_@

pissssssed

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Im tired of those words...

Can't you use any other excuse aside from.."I've done everything I can... Im sorry~.."

Know what.????

SHUT THE F**K UP~!!!!!!

Ur stories, excuses. or whatever the hell u call it, IT doesn't work on me...
I won't buy that~~!!!!!

Thanks for the compliments BUT it won't benefit me..

When will u get tired of throwing me from one place to another..

Thank my friends coz they are the ones who are motivating me to keep this JOB~

I swear to myself, IF I became rich I'll buy all of you and be MY SLAVES~!!!



OH dear GOD, Sorry if im being rude and mean like this~. Ur Son showed us that being angry at reasonable things is fine... Is this okay..?
Please keep me strong..
I need a lot of strenght...
Please don't let me curse this people a lot~
I don't want to be like that again....
Bless them and let them realize what they are doing~~

Zaty, KaNGaRoo, especially goddess.athena, I don't know what to do?? I want a new life~~
my co ELFs, please cheer me up~

Happy Birthday DONGHAE

16 DAYS BEFORE I WAS BORN, God decided to create something special. A special creature, a human being that can be called FISH.
This human FISH will possess great characteristics. A handsome human FISHY who can dance, sing, act, play instruments and can make girl scream their lungs out~ XD
More importantly this FISHY will complete the largest boyband in the world 19 years from now~ [whew~! That's math.. XD]
*Poof~* And then LEE DONGHAE was born. ^^

It's been only [less than] a year since I became a fan of Super Junior. Less than a year is enough to know and explore each members talents and personalities.

Eventough I used to be .. [WARNING: Fangirl ahead] used to be SiWon's wife and now I am currently SungMin's other half. [whahaha~ spare me.], I see DONGHAE as one of the outstanding members. It's like there are no reasons on not liking Fishy~
I change my SuJu list once in a while but DONGHAE remains on his same spot.
[hahaha... Fishy cannot take the 1st spot coz that's for Minnie already.]

I hope Twin Brother~ [oh... I wanna call Donghae Twin Brother coz he's 16days older than me, born on October, on 1986, what more can u get? Plus, my sister told me that I act like Fishy~ (parang kiti-kiti hehehehe)... Whatever~ Just let me do my thing~ Hihihih]
..I hope Twin Bro FISHY will have good health, more projects and be with Super Junior forever. ^^

A year again had pass and our own FISHY didn't fail to entertain us..

Cheers to our birthday boy LEE DONGHAE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY and we hope you'll have more birthdays to come~
SARANGHAEYO, DONGHAE~!

ALSO:
HAPPY 1st B-day to my godson JARED~! Wooohoo~!!!
JARED, Be a good boy always. Stay cute.^^

GOD BLESS to our Birthday boys~ <3

BLOCKED

A computer with unlimited priveledges is C-R-A-P!!!!

Oh~ Sh*t to them. Blocking sites won't make them rich~!!!!

[ hahahaha... just feeling envy with goddessAthena's computer~...and now granny is pissed~ >:-( LOL ]

Stephen Gately, May you Rest in Peace.

"I never thought that dreams came true.

But you showed me that they do.

You know that I learn something new.

Everyday I love you..."

Stephen's line from their song "Everyday I love you"

Stephen Gately, member of legendary Irish boyband BOYZONE, died at the age of 33. He was found dead in his apartment in Majorca, Spain last 10 October. Reports said that he gone out for drinks the night of the 9th, returned to his place, fell asleep and never woke up.

Irish music industry lost a great talent, Boyzone lost a not just a member but a brother and I lost an idol... just like that.

I found out about the horrible news yesterday. I was in the middle of a conversation with a passenger after I put my pax to hold the line, Katrina broke the news. And really I got distracted when I return to my caller. I was completely devastated~

Kat asked me why I reacted that way. She had no idea how I HEART BOYZONE so much esp. Ronan and STEPHEN. She said if she knew that I liked them a lot she could've break the news when I am calm and not doing anything~

I was a big FAN of Boyzone ever since they existed. Eventough I always tell the people around me that my music is REALLY Alternative Rock/Pop, I can't deny to myself that Boyzone songs are into my system. I've known them since 6th grade[elementary]. I became a fan and it continued until Highschool. I memorized all of their songs and as far as I can remember, me and my younger sisters had fun kissing the T.V. screen everytime Ronan and Stephen will appear. [I know... It's soooo fangirly~ XD]

But I hated Stephen for a moment when he revealed that he is gay.

I hate it when boybands became a hot topic if one of their members came out of their closets..@_@. And who wouldn't~~ I had a crush on him~

But who am I to hate him, he's happy with that~

I am so sad for Boyzone and their other fans. Stephen is a big loss to them~

But at least his time here on earth was enough to entertain us with his music, his songs.. everything~ Enough to inspire us all..

Stephen, wherever u are, may you rest in peace.

Stephen Gately, 1976-2009

Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints.

Psalms 116:15

grannyLEE 'The RECORDING ARTIST' --jjang~!

Yesterday's activity was new to me and I never thought that to be a 'recording' artist is quite tiring.
AND also... I never thought that my life will never be the same again~~ hihihihihi

My day started with me being late AGAIN[uhmmm~not new]. After that all I know is that I'll be answering crappy calls the whole day but suddenly a person whom I don't talk to that much approached me. She said that she had to pull me out from my boring life and start doing something new. For a moment someone stopped me..
But then another person went to me again and told me to grab the oppurtuniy to shine and be a "recording star". *wink ^^. And so I did..

She told me to proceed on to another room and look for Mr.Pinch-y guy. And then I went there, and he handed me a piece of paper. He told me to give him a sample on how am I going to deliver those lines written on that paper. At that very moment, I was like "WTH is this...? Is Mr.Pinchy guy my manager?". I read his expressions, and it says, "Yes. Iam.."
... And so be it~ XD

We headed to the... "recording studio"*. And from there my new life started~
For a whole day I was trying to perfect my "recording" while My manager is there with me. Well, i should say that my manager is really flexible. He's like Microsoft Windows, really MULTI-TASKING~ XD. He's the manager who also facilitates the recording gadgets and sometimes 'composer' too. Really wow~

After millions of attempts, my managaer and I were confident that my 'album' is gonna be a hit and can turn Platinum~ XD.
We've really worked hard for these...^^.

After we finished recording, he send allof the copies to Mr.Producer. The final decision lays on him.
AND now my manger and I had both our fingers crossed that Mr.Producer will like it and not demand for any revisions.

So now I am full of anticipation.~~ XD

PLEASE watch out for my 'album'
I dedicate it to my friends esp. to ELFs. Zaty, goddess.athena. aWww~~!!!
hehehehe.
ESP. to KaNGaRoo, yeah~. [Im teaching myself to type ur name the way u want it to be. Hehehe. ^^. Is it correct? Small and big letters. XD]. Thanks for being soo worried about me. You mentioned me again on ur latest post. NO~!I won't die.. I haven't met our PINK PRINCE yet. XD. Of course. changing comments is OUR LIFE. ^_^. Ei, but don't forget your promise. SUNGMIN GIFs. hehehe.. LOve u all.

PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR MY DIGITAL SINGLE, ALBUM.. FAN MEETING. XD

Life must go on

Last 26th of September has been so memorable not only to me but also to my fellow Filipinos.I experienced the catastrophe which I never experienced since I was born.

Friday night, 25th Sep. 2009. Philippines experienced non stop rain. As per weather broadcast Manila will be affected by typhoon Ketsana [Ondoy]. They raised signal no.1 within the city.

Rain continued until 26th of September. Like what I emailed to zaty~

..Non stop rain since Friday night. And Saturday, the water reached our house which never happened eversince we lived there [in our house].. For 3hours we were trying to remove the water that entered the house. After that, electricity went off. Total BLACKOUT. Phones were grounded too. And still the rain hasn't stop. And we were worried to death because the magnae of the family is still out because she went to school that morning. And she doesn't have any cellphone with her.. We don't know how to contact her.. We have no idea if she's at school safe or what..She went to school 7:00am of Saturday, she got home 6:00am of Sunday, the next day. @_@. who wouldn't worry, right? Thank GOD she's safe.

Sunday 27th Sep.- still NO electricity. All of our mobile phones were battery drained. People are started panic-buying foods, candles, batteries and other stuffs w/c they can use during calamities. By that time we still have no idea what were happening outside. We're so clueless if it's only our neighborhood that got affected by the typhoon.

The elctricity resumed at the evening.We watched news and tried to catch up on what's happening outside.It was then I felt how THANKFUL I AM TO GOD that I am still alive and with my family.

After the rain had stopped, I thought I was the unfortunate person in the world coz my phone can't capture any signal from its network and I thought it was the end of me when I found out that we got no internet connection...

But that was nothing compared to my fellowmen who really lost their homes and their loved ones because of the typhoon.

The weekend that I had was really a nightmare not only to me but to the whole nation. But despite all of these, it still nice to see my fellowmen helping each other. Times like these, real heroes are discovered, kind hearts are formed.

Now I feel more prouder when I think that I belong to a Christian country, we may lost material things, lost our houses, lose our loved ones but it was still our faith that helped us all throughout.

Filipinos will never gave up. God will never gave us challenges and tests that we cannot solve..

To all the people who helped my fellowmen after this disaster, people who donate money, clothes, foods, water and more importantly PRAYERS, thank you very much.

To my Malaysian dongsaengs: ZATY and KANGAROO, sorry if u made u guys worried about me. My family and I are fine. Thanks so much for the prayers. Zaty, Unnie is fine don't worry. Miss u. ^^. Thank you and thanks to your Allah. Kangaroo, i miss u a lot. Here I am again. Missed changing comments with you. ^^ To the two of you, i am sooo touched when I saw u guys posting comments looking for me. XD Love you both~

LIFE MUST GO ON.
FIGHTING~~!!!!

But the needy will not always be forgotten, nor the hope of the afflicted ever perish.

Psalm 9:18