Hello SHINee

Oh gosh~!

This isn't right....

I want to kill myself for setting aside my SUJU liking to spazz over SHINee.

LOL.

Can't help it. After I saw them in person, my 'Shawol side' just grew and grew as well as my love for SHINee. Hahaha... Seeing a star in person can change evrything u think about them.

But that doesn't mean that I'm putting my love for SuJu to an end. I just need a break from all the pressures their SuShow 2 had caused me. XD. Im just setting it aside for a moment~

... and watching Shinee's Hello Baby is calming. Hahaha... [LOL. Calming~]

And if u want to fall in love with CHOI MINHO, I mean a real swept away...

Watch this show~

I guarantee you a real MINHO ESCAPADE.

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Im thinking of changing my blog but im not that pretty sure yet what to do~

Yeah... Whatever.

Oh. Before I forgot.

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVRYONE~]

Cheers!

Fantastic! Elastic! [last part] with few pics

[will I be lazy these whole year.?The story and the pics was last Nov.2009
and then I posted it just now???!!! WTH am
I? Well... Pfft..]

Ok.As the SHINee adventure continues...

After the guys showed off their extra talents, Isak and Luis said their goodbyes and left SHINee on stage to perform one of the most addicting song of 2009. RING DING DONG. And again the fans went barbaric~ LOL.

I don't know but everytime I hear the song, all the bells in my body are RINGING. And imagine, what more if its LIVE. Oh my goodness.... nothing can beat that moment. It's FANTASTIC!!!
Jonghyun's line is like a comfort food to my soul. XD. Waaah. I so love his intro. The moment he started to sing it's like an indication of an absolute performance is ahead of you~. Everything fits perfectly... I mean, almost [coz Teamin wasn't present. T_T. But Minho filled his position^^].
It's like a dream come true being there and singing along with the guys. They are so full of energy and they were able to bring out the best in the group even if Taemin is missing. But yeah they could've been better if they are complete.

Waaah~!! And Key bangging his head once in a while is superb. Even if the hair is kind of desctructing, he is still HOT!!. XD
How we all wish that moment will never end.
Fans, including me, kept on screaming and screaming until the end of the song.
End of the song means end of the show. How sad. TT__TT
When the song ended, only Onew wave at the fans while exiting the stage. He left the Phil ShaWols with his SHINeeing smile. :)

Even the boys left the stage already, fans kept on shouting, "MORE, MORE~!", "ENCORE~!" and "Noona neomu Yeppeo!" XD. But of course, knowing that it is not a SHINee concert they won't come out no matter how the fans would scream their lungs out. BUT as for me, I am satisfied. Eventhough they only sang 3 songs they did not let me spend any money, not even a penny for it. Plus SHINee performed their songs with full of energy. So I told myself, that was enough. It was great.

We found our way out of the hall not hoping for anything more from the Kpop stars.

Whoa the hall is so full of satisfied and unsatisfied audience of the night. When my sisters and I are all together, we thought of staying in there for a moment. Beside the complex/building we found the people who watched the show guarding a BUS. My Unnie then hurriedly run to the bus and joined the teenagers, hoping for a last glimpse with the Kpop idols. It was so funny bcoz when we get to where the bus is, another bus came and it is like to lure the people. LOL. They even turn of the lights of the bus to lure us more. BUT of course, these kids won't go home unless they get what they want.

GOSH! I thought we found a great spot, the front of the BUS. It was so close. REALLY. That time I'm starting to imagine how SHINee would step up the BUS' stairs and load the bus with other kpop artists. Hahaha. This is it! I told myself. Armed with our cameras, we are all starting screaming SHINee members names and all. Like a practice. Hahaha.. It's kind of annoying when someone from near the door of the bus would scream once in a while like crazy as if SHINee is already there. We rely on the actions of the security men around the bus. If they started moving aggresively, it means 'it's them'. Minutes have passed still nothing... and then suddenly people started pushing each other towards the bus. OMG... Is it them??? IS it?? Ohh.. False alarm~ But it's MIGHTY MOUTH who is climbing and going in the bus.

WAAAH~!!! We want to get crazy at that time...Any moment... it'll be SHINee who'll be hopping up the vehicle...
Scream continues and then there... The reason why we are there suddenly comes next~~

OMG.!!! That's the nearest distance I could see them in person. OOOOMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGG~!!!! They are sooo tall. I couldn't remember who went in first. But I can only remember that I saw Onew smiling to the fans. And MINHO, OMG. I want to faint. The way he walk in the aisle of the bus is like he is strutting the runway. He is sooooo SEXY and soo TALL!. I fail to see Jonghyun and [my] Key getting into the vehicle coz of the chaos around me.. Hahaha... what do I expect? Calm and rational fans?? LOL.

The engine of the bus started to groan. And the security people is having a hard time to forced the fans to step aside so the bus can pass.... Until finally after trials, they succeded.

BUT the fans will never give up of course.We tap the side of the bus loudly so the boys will peak from the curtains. [Their manager is ruining the evening becoz he ordered the bus driver, the security and the artist to close the curtains of the bus.] MIGHTY MOUTH open their curtains and waved to the fans. Waaaah~! They are so nice to do that. But SHINee didn't open their window. I am starting to get disappointed by them but Onew suddenly open half of his curtain and waved at the fans. OMG! I was there. He put on his bright smile and in a span of 5-8 seconds he was able to see how Filipinos loves them so much.

And then comes their manager who told Onew to close the curtain. >:( ...Gosh. I want to kill that person.

I turned off my camera coz the bus left in front my eyes [and I also lost my lil sis. LOL] . And bcoz Im busy turning off the camera [and looking for my sister. XD] I missed a very important moment that night. KEY opened the curtain on the back of the bus and waved at the fans. Leaving all the fans 'high' with his smile.
Awwww!! And I missed it. :(

Well, that's not important. Hehehe...
The important thing is I was there. I was able to scream their names, sing with them live, getting high whnever I see Key smile, I was there with my friends and my sisters sharing the Kpop fun with each other is the most important. Hehehe.... Also I don't have soooo CLEAR pictures to boast about but the feeling being there... that I could boast~ ^^

So far, nothing can beat that night.. in terms of K-Popping~ *_*

Let's see if SuJu comes~ XD

Thanks for reading~ LOL.
Now some pictures to share. [Again, it's not something that can be spread all over the net. Just a proof that I was there, seen them Live RING DING DONG-ing~ :P]

The Promotional Poster of the Festival

Meet the ShaWols. The fans gathered in the hall

Haggard-ness. LOL. Me and my friends in our assigned seats
at the 3rd floor. Soooo far...



Forever making me smile. SHINee singing their first song 'Stand by Me'.

with VJ Isak and Luis.[Oh. I frogot to say that this a shot from the 3rd floor.]

And these are the shots from the orchestra (1st floor).

My Unnie's seat is @ the 1st floor. Blurred coz she

only use her camera phone. XD

And this is our RING DING DONG fancam. Unnie is the one who is filming when she

realized that it is almost the end of the song. LOL. She forgot to click the 'record' button.

The BUS. And this is the bus that will take away our beloved from us.

[I have a fancam of the bus chasing but it's like chaos. LOL]

Cheese. That's me [in violet] and my dongsaeng Jade.

Yeah. And this is my Unnie. All smiles~ ^__*

SHINee Night. We can't have a picture with the SHINee guys personally,

but this poster is enough. Hehehe...

WHAT's NEXT??

SS2

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Fantastic! Elastic! pt.3

YES. Shinee~!!!SHINEE IS NEXT.

Temparature rising,screams covered the whole hall.
Excitement within the fans [including me] is sending shivers down to our spines.
This is the moment that we've been waiting for~~
The long wait is over~~

Isak and Luis made an introduction first~
After a few spiels.Isak ask the audience to kept quiet for a moment coz a clip will be played~

All of us stared at the big screen.
HOLY Sh**~! They played the TEASER of RING DING DONG MV.... And then fans went TOTALLY WILD~!SCREAMS ALL OVER.
Of course the clip was less than a minute, during the clip, after every members have their close up shot, it's funny to hear the screams increasing-decreasing. LOL.

After the teaser was shown.. All eyes are at the stage while screaming.
No lights are turned on. Not even a lil spotlight. But we can still see people going on the centerstage... There's one... two... three... four shadows of not so clear people but we know who they are.. [No Taemin coz he is sick and wasn't able to join the group.]They stood there..
Still no lights..
Fans kept on screaming~
AND then BAM~!!! LIGHTs of different color, and spotlights to the people on the stage was switched on sooo brightfully.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!IT's SHINee....
OMG. I can't believe it. SHINee in the Philippines soil. SHINee on a CCP stage. SHINee in front of their FILIPINO fans FOR REAL~!!! And I can't believe we Shinee, ME and other SHAWOLS are all breathing the same air for once in our lives~ ^___^
Then an intro... a lovely intro...sounded familiar~~
Then fans screamed again~~~ Waaah~!!
And then along with the music... Shinee started to sing...
STAND BY ME nal parabwajwo~~

WAAAH~!!! Scream... squealing all over he place...
OMG. I thought Im gonna die that night not bcoz I finally saw Shinee in person but bcoz CCP hall might collapsed coz of the high level fangirls~~XD
Boys over Flowers video is played in the big screen and I bet not all shawols noticed that along the way the video got cut off or cut through the middle literally. I just noticed that the video only has Jan Di's half face, LOL. [Pirated??]
The boys couldn't sing their lines properly. They couldn't hear themselves and couldn't hear the things which should be heard from their earpiece. They would put a forced smile once in a while not bcoz they are not happy BUT they did not expect such energetic fans to cheer for them like that. In short, they are SHOCKED.
Filipino SHAWOLS went really wild every minute. I guess they really had difficulty on hearing each other [or hearing themselves] coz of the place. The hall couldn't handle such loud scream like that~..
AnywaysOf course that wouldn't be a problem~They sang the first song whole heartedly~ ^__^
Though our seat is at the 3rd floor, I tried my best to feel their aura from afar.~

OMG.I told myself..
This is it. Savor the moment.
I put my eyes first onto JONGHYUN.
OH gosh. Jonghyun is glowing like his hair~ Jin jja~!!I hated the color but when I saw it in real life only Jonghyun can pull off a hair like that. I mean for an Asian. ^^. I must say, Jonghyun is a natural beauty.[ I saw a fancam of them arriving @ tha airport and Jong stands out coz of the hair and... and ... He's just goddamn GLOWING~!!!]
Next is ONEW. Onew is a cutie~ Handsome, cutie, handsome, cutie... Really nice voice. It sounds different in real life. Different in a good way of course..
Next is MINHO. OMG, the handsome young grown up person in the world. MINHO is a one hot catch~ And at last I was able to keep my promise. I promised to myself that If I saw MinHo in person, I would cheer for him like what EUNHYUK do in "Let's GO! DREAM TEAM!" [Chubarl Dream Team]. And I did. Sooo happy. XD
Last but definitley MY no.1 Shining member is KEY~!! Waaah~! [excuse me Sungmin~]MY KEY!! MIGHTY KEY!!!OMG. I CANNOT SEE KEY's handsome face.Because:
1.) Im at the 3rd floor and he's down there.. So far.
2.) I wasn't with myself when I realized that Im really screaming over him in person... LIVE!
and 3.) The thing that covers his face is such a disaster! At first I thought it's a hat... like a Fedora or something. But it was so shiny, so it couldn't be a hat. Then it moved one time when he kind of headbanged. Then I realized that it is a hair. OMG. How can Koreans have their hair pressed against their head/forehead that neatly??!! I was impressed at the same time dissappointed coz it's abig obstruction on my fangirling moment~. BUT I must say, I did not regret choosing Key over the others. Coz he can be cute and soooo manly at the same time~ LOVE~~![And then I am off to dreamland. LOL. XD]

Okay. Back to the show. After they sing STAND BY ME, They introduce theirselves with their trademark hand move. ^^Onew talked and of course it's in Korean so we didn't understand a thing. All of the fans were shouting "English~! English~!" to Onew so that he'll speak in English. Unfortunately. Onew did not~
After that, JULLIETTE was put on. And do I have to say this again. What do you expect from the fans?? A much louder scream of course~ XD
But it kind of break my heart when the boys positioned themselves and you will notice that a spot is unfilled. :( Fans really misses Taemin a lot. :(
Minho sang Taemin's lines and the no. was a great overall performance.
I don't know how this kids do it, but what what u see in the MV, in Music Bank, Inkigayo etc..etc.. are the same on what I saw in CCP. Same level of energy and all. It was superb.

After Julliette, Isak and Luis went to the centerstage to interview the boys.
Language barrier isn't a problem coz Isak was there. She wasn't just a host but an interpreter as well. I felt a bit disappointed about KEY again coz he didn't speak in English eventough he's fluent to speak it. :(
Each member made an extra talent... Isak asked extra talents to show from the boys.
MINHO started and showd his runway model walk.
Next to him is ONEW. Onew didn't show any extra talent, but he cutely imitates MINHO's runway walk.. with a hand-up-in-the-sky pose.
After Onew is KEY. Waaah... MY KEY. Isak asked to audience to keep quiet coz KEY will rap in ENGLISH. And KEY did, he got MINHO beatboxed for him. :)
Last to do something is JONGHYUN, and JONGHYUN sang a bit from a song that could make all "NOONAS" go crazy. Jong sang his line from their song "Noona neomu Yeppeo". waaah. JONGHYUN's voice is to squeall for. so Smooth~~ 0_o

to be continued..

Fantastic! Elastic! Pt.2

The show started with the singing of national anthem. It was first time to hear S.Korea's national anthem, eventhough I don't understand it, you'll sense their patriotism in the music.

The first performance is like an intoduction performance. First set of performers are my fellowmen. They showcased a cultural dance complete with traditional costumes and instruments. I kind of missed their complete performance coz I went outside again to look for my sisters whom luckily got inside [before I went out. *_*]. I also missed important people who played a good role between the diplomatic relations of my country to South Korea. Yeah, I was still outside then. T_T. I missed the ambassador's speech, they said it's funny... IDK. XD

And then to first part of the program.

VJ Isak [Arirang, Pops in Seoul] and VJ Luis Manzano [famous actor/VJ in the Phils] hosted the the show.

The first to perform on the first half the program are the Arirangtown Club [??]. This group comprises of Filipino teenagers who are into Kpop and they prepared a dance number. Their music are of course Kpop songs~ Girl's Generation, U-Kiss and of course SHINee. ^^

Second to perform is Avi.... [oh gosh I forgot her surname]. A Filipina teenager who won last years Phil-Kor talent show.

For the night's show, she performed... what else.. the undying "Nobody" by wonder girls, the song that drive us nuts in a bad way coz it is getting to our nerves already. Getting sick of this song~~~ But infairness to Avi, the girl really has talent.

Third performer is one of my favorites. A Korean boy who sang a Filipino song. [Gosh~ I forget the name again~ T_T]

He sang the famous classic Filipino song ANAK by Freddie Aguilar. I must say hands down to this kid coz his accent is so good considering that he only started to live in the Phils less than 2 years ago~ So wow~!

Before the VJs wrap up the first part of the show, they left the audience with VTRs.

There is a VTR that shows how Philippines started to have a diplomatic relation with S.Korea and stuffs like that. It's like a history subject @ school. ^^ And the other VTR is like madness, coz they got few Korean artist including Idol groups to speak and send messages to the Friendship Fest. I swear it's fun to hear all the screams increasing-decreasing whenever the video will switch from one artist to another. Few Kpop artist who greeted were: U-Kiss, Tiara, MBLAQ, One Two, 2pm, my fave. Girls Generation [I love it coz Sooyoung is the one who started SNSD's greetings], my other fave.F(x) [I swear Amber's fangirls went wild including me. XD], SS501, FT Island, of course 2ne1 and Of course Sandara's own greeting. LOL at Sandara coz she did not greet the people but kept on asking if Filipinos missed her. XD. I think I missed a few artists coz again I forgot who else~~ *_*

2ND HALF of the show:

VJ Isak changed her outfit from gown to wild.

She opened the 2nd half with her own version of Kelly Clarkson's "My Life Would Suck Without You".

After a few chitchats with VJ Luis. They called up the first Artist to perform[for the 2nd part]. Brownman Revival. Whooo~!

Grabe ang gwapo nung vocalist~!!!! Tama ka ms. Athena. LINTIK talaga~! [oopps. Sorry for that Tagalog all of the sudden] Brownman revival is the Filipino front act for the show.

2nd to perform is the Korean hip-hop duo Mighty Mouth. Actually, I don't know them that much. Only by name. But I heard that they made a collaboration with famous actrous and ex-Baby VOX member Yoon Eun Hye, and that's it. But I must say, this 2 gentlemen knew how to bring out the ENERGY of the fangirls~ Thay even went down the stage and made a great interaction with the Shawols~ :) It was so fun~ How I wish I was there, down @ the orchestra...

Another Korean act performed after them. Winter Play. I think they are the only successful Jazz band in Korea.[im my own POV]. It's my first time to hear them played their instruments and sing~.
M.J. would be so proud if he was able to listen to the band's own version of BILLY JEAN.
With all infairness, they gave justice to the song with their own rendition. They also
sang Gypsy Girl.. IDK what song is that. It was my first time to hear it.
Winter Play is sooo good and I forgot to say that they are the 2nd to the last performers...

2nd to the last.. Which means...

YES.
Shinee~!!!


SHINEE IS NEXT

Fantastic! Elastic! :) Pt.1

Finally..

At last, I'm back again.

And I'm ready to share my Shining, shimmering, splendid week [actually this isn't week ago, but decades ago. @_@. I'm so late making entries~~ spare me.]

But first to my Zaty dongsaeng.. yeah. I think u should prepare the guns coz I don't know if u could handle what had happen to me.. *cough*Key*cough*. :)

note.

Alternative titles for this entry are:

-60th Philippines-Korea Friendship Festival
-Next Level K-Pop Adventure
-A Full time ELF, part time SHAWOL

or
-How grannyLEE cheated Lee SUNGMIN? [yeah.. right. I can hear my sibs agreeing to this~].

Ok. Shoot.

[warning: Novel ahead. *_*]

Remember my 2 entries ago~
I was so down and broken when I found out that I am sooo unlucky not to see SHINee performing live. I wasn't a big fan of them and I haven't memorized any of their songs. BUT seeing them in person, seeing a K-pop artist in person is what a K-pop fangirl would always dream of. So I don't want to miss this kind of thing. Considering also that SHINee is the first K-pop Idol group to perform in my homeland, so definetly shouldn't miss~

Day before the big event, I was silently finding ways how to get tickets. I surf and surf the web to death, searching for some possibilities. I send millions of insisting mails to the event organizers if they can give me extra tickets, but I always get a response that.. NO! No Tickets... Already Gone... Tickets was given back to Arirang.. and so on and so forth. I find myself hopeless, don't want to persue anymore. Just let it slip~ Just like that. But Suddenly... while I was eating my lunch @ our office pantry, goddessAthena ran to me and loudly delivered a good news. [Yeah, she shouted it~ LOL]. Her K-pop Chingu Yayo-ssi has an extra ticket and she's willing to give it to ME.

WAAAAHHAHAHAAH~!!! I was like in heaven knowing that it's sure that I will see them~. SHINING, SHIMERING, SPLENDID!

goddessAthena, u are truly a goddess. *wink* Komawo to u and your friend. ^^

Day of the event, an unexpected thing happen. MY BOSS did not allow me to take a leave from work. TT_TT. Ok I don't want to explain it. To make it short, I had to use my bone illness just to get myself out from the office. [And I hope God won't punish me T_T].

Finally, I arrived at the venue~

OMG!! Fangirls, fanboys are evrywhere [with their fanmoms]. I mean, I haven't been to any concert lately so Im kind of shocked [The last performers I see live are HILLSONG Church AU, and it's a worship night.. so Culture shock. XD] ...And most of them are ofcourse wearing their Blue SHAWOL shirts.

But what really suprises me are the teens who [sorry, if Im gonna used this term...] were TRYING HARD to look like Koreans.@_@ Ok, the SHINee Trend is fine, I can handle it. Bright colored shoes and bright colored shirts, it's ok. BUT why would you wear winter boots and knitted sweater IN A TROPICAL COUNTRY!!!!!!!! COME ON~! Think of something else to do to show how you adore Korean culture... eat Kimchi will waiting for the gates to open, that'd be cool~ :)

OK. Back to the real story...

Like what I said teens are evrywhere BUT I didn't expect that most of the teens who are in the line are the people who doesn't have tickets. And 2 of them are my sisters..

My Unnie and dongsaeng decided to try their luck to have tickets on the day itself. And it was like 20-80% chances of having tickets. Im so bothered about it coz the 2 of them likes SHINee more than me~ T_T

Minutes, hours had passed and yet SHAWOLs who doesn't have tickets kept on coming. And geez I started to feel sorry for them. [Including my sisters~]

The doors had opened and excitement among the fans invaded the whole venue.

We, me, goddessAthena and 2 other friends, are Balcony ticket holders. And Balcony is on the 3rd floor. I can imagine at that time how SHINee would be sooo small in my eyes, but it's ok. ^^

We went in the building, up to the 3rd floor and went in the hall.

OMG again~! Once I set my foot in the hall how I really wanted to step back. :) Bcoz the screams of fangirls, fanboys, fanmoms can nearly kill a person. XD

Yes. I do scream but it's my first time to hear something like that. I thought CCP will be destroyed coz the place is not used to it, plus it's a scared place for musicals, cultural events, silent kind of entertainment... So CCP and me are shocked.XD. BUT yeah, loud screams are one hell of excitement!!!!HAHAHAHA...

The show hasn't start yet but they were screaming over the K-pop vids that are playing on the big screen. It was a BIG BANG vid that was playing when my friends went in. Fans are not just singing along with the vid but they were singing using FANCHANTS as if they were on SBS Inkigayo or KBS Music Bank. I must say, Filipinos are truly into HALYU WAVE~ ^_^

That time I was still bothered by my 2sisters coz I know they are still outside.

I went out again to look for them and told myself~ come what may~~~. But me being worried became twice when I cannot find them among the frustrated fans. Soooo worried.. I wanted to go home~ Suddenly my Unnie texted me, "Diane, get in.. we're already inside. Jade[my younger sis] is at the Balcony-4th flr. And I'm at the 1st floor."

I was relieved, only for half a sec. Coz it changed to being envious~ LOL.

Who wouldn't feel envy of my big sis. The person who went to the venue WITHOUT an assurance of having a ticket is NOW AT THE 1ST FLOOR~! She could've even catch bits of Shinee's perspiration during the show. SOOOO damn lucky~ {Zaty, can u imagine now my unnie's fancam?? XD]

I went back and focused on the show...

[.. to be continued....]

to zaty: hold back those guns. LOL. waaah... u're gonna be crazy if I show u the pics.

to KaNGaRoo: Can you figure out now who is Sungmin's dongsaeng I am talking about~??

Both of you: Jinjja bogoshipoyo~ T_T

And I'm back again... This time.. SUCCEEDED

Miracle happens in times of hopelessness.. XD



OMG!!! + fangirl squeal. @_@

goddessAthena found a way to take my fangirling beliefs to the next level.
She got me a ticket to see SHINee performing LIVE. Thanks to her friend, Yayo-ssi, for giving me their extra ticket. Nomu saranghae. You guys rock~! XD


When goddessAthena broke the good news, I was smiling like crazy. From ear to ear. ^^


Somethig like this:

[Yeah. I had to use Teuki again for my blog's uniformity. LOL]

i'll be back and post the timeline of my fantasy with Shinee. ♥

[Oh. I can hear SungMin banging his head on the wall. To Sungmin: Don't worry baby, u're still my No.1, even if you consider Hyaku ur no.1. XD]

Finally I'm back .... frustrated!

First of all..

Hi to everybody..
Hi to my friends..
Esp. to my Malaysian dongsaengs Zaty and KaNGaRoo~
I missed you guys soooooo much~!! *mwah~mwah~~*


I missed blogging XD

But I hate the fact that I returned to my normal fangirling life frustrated.


Waaah~~!!! I want to see SHINee in person!!!!!

Yah. I'm not a Shinee fan. But since I love K-pop I shouldn't let this slip.
Plus Shinee are SuJu's hoobaes~


Huhuhuhu~~~ goddessAthena is so lucky, she already has a Confirmed ticket. [Wow! Parang booking lang ah~ LOL].
I've never been lucky in promos, raffles... etc..etc..
I don't know but I am sooo sad right now~
And I'm crying like him~~

I have to make a way~
TT__TT

FYI:
SHINee will be performing for Philippine-Korea Friendship Festival on 27th Novemeber 2009. The Free [take note... IT'S FREE!!!!] K-Pop concert will be held at Cultural Center of the Philippines [Manila].

excess:
Sorry goddessAthena, I had to use Teuki's photo. I am supposed to use a crying Sungmin's pic but since Min doesn't cry that much [and it's sooo hard to find one... XD], I just used ur hubby's crying moment. The way he cried there is similar to what I feel now. [malungkot na malungkot lang.. hahaha]


LOL