Sunday 28 June 2009
Tuesday 16 June 2009
missing my SORRY SORRY buddy
I haven't updating my blog for months now.
A lot of things happened to me these past months.
AS Usual~~
I still go to work.
I share SuJu moments with Katrina everyday & every minute.
I loathed a close friend. But since I hated her now, I don't consider her as my friend anymore~.
I hanged out with my old classmates and friends, and shared some few talks with them.
I still go home everyday after work.
I dutied in Tiger AU for alomost 3 months and it's very tiring. (I think, that"s one of the reasons why I don't update my blog that much.)
Uhmmm... what else~~
Well, yes... SuJu is always in my mind whatever happens.
I fell in love with Sungmin.. Again... and again after I watched 'Love's Family'.
But before that I almost two timed him for LeeTeuk-sshi XD. (tsk.. tsk.. I am such a playgirl).
I ate.
I slept.
I take vitamins.
I answered phone calls @ work.
I still go to bed as late as 3am. XD.
I still surf the net.
I chat with my family.
I annoyed Basti and have him get mad at me.^_*
I daydreamed~
I got nervous at times.
I questioned myself in some situation.
I reflect once in a while.
I laughed so hard
And cried to death.
These past months have been such an adventure for me.
I have experienced all kinds of emotions. As in all....
I got nervous if I done something wrong at work.
I daydreamed... because it's fun?? And also that has been one of the things I'm good at ever since I was born.XD
I questioned myself and my ability most especially during tough times at work.
I reflect. Of course. We should do that once in while. Help ur spirits to uplift~
I laughed with my friends, with my sisters. I laughed at my mistakes. I laughed if Kat tripped. XD.
I enjoy laughing sooo much~
But why is it, If you laughed so hard eventually you'll cry so hard. As hard as ur joyous laughter.
I cried the saddest cry of my life. So far, that was my saddest cry. That was last 05 June 2009.
I lost a loved one. My grandmother died. And I super miss her already~
She's a big loss.
She was like the baby of the family. She always mistaken my mom as her own mom. She doesn't like watching dramas but she prefer to watch boxing match of manny pacquiao. She doesn't enjoy watching SNSD's GEE music vid, but she enjoyed it so much if I am the one who's dancing. She don't sleep at night but at the morning. She couldn't talk and construct a sentence so she just make annoying sounds. Out the blue, she will tell u that she loves you and she'll also tell u that you are pretty.XD. She don't remember all of our names but it's fine she'll call u Ms. Universe instead. XD.
She's still thoughtful and sweet. And my favorite about her, she doesn't want colorful TV shows or videos but she she enjoyed watching Super Junior's SORRY SORRY MV which is in black and white. We always watch that together.
Haaay~
It's kind of sad. I mean really sad that she is not with my family anymore but it's fine. Coz at least, I know that she is fine now. She is safe and happy. She will see her real mom now whom she really misses. she will not experience any hardships anymore because she is now in paradise. She is now back home safely to our Father.
I just super misss her. AS IN!
MAMA, we love u so much. Watch us always. We miss u!
A lot of things happened to me these past months.
AS Usual~~
I still go to work.
I share SuJu moments with Katrina everyday & every minute.
I loathed a close friend. But since I hated her now, I don't consider her as my friend anymore~.
I hanged out with my old classmates and friends, and shared some few talks with them.
I still go home everyday after work.
I dutied in Tiger AU for alomost 3 months and it's very tiring. (I think, that"s one of the reasons why I don't update my blog that much.)
Uhmmm... what else~~
Well, yes... SuJu is always in my mind whatever happens.
I fell in love with Sungmin.. Again... and again after I watched 'Love's Family'.
But before that I almost two timed him for LeeTeuk-sshi XD. (tsk.. tsk.. I am such a playgirl).
I ate.
I slept.
I take vitamins.
I answered phone calls @ work.
I still go to bed as late as 3am. XD.
I still surf the net.
I chat with my family.
I annoyed Basti and have him get mad at me.^_*
I daydreamed~
I got nervous at times.
I questioned myself in some situation.
I reflect once in a while.
I laughed so hard
And cried to death.
These past months have been such an adventure for me.
I have experienced all kinds of emotions. As in all....
I got nervous if I done something wrong at work.
I daydreamed... because it's fun?? And also that has been one of the things I'm good at ever since I was born.XD
I questioned myself and my ability most especially during tough times at work.
I reflect. Of course. We should do that once in while. Help ur spirits to uplift~
I laughed with my friends, with my sisters. I laughed at my mistakes. I laughed if Kat tripped. XD.
I enjoy laughing sooo much~
But why is it, If you laughed so hard eventually you'll cry so hard. As hard as ur joyous laughter.
I cried the saddest cry of my life. So far, that was my saddest cry. That was last 05 June 2009.
I lost a loved one. My grandmother died. And I super miss her already~
She's a big loss.
She was like the baby of the family. She always mistaken my mom as her own mom. She doesn't like watching dramas but she prefer to watch boxing match of manny pacquiao. She doesn't enjoy watching SNSD's GEE music vid, but she enjoyed it so much if I am the one who's dancing. She don't sleep at night but at the morning. She couldn't talk and construct a sentence so she just make annoying sounds. Out the blue, she will tell u that she loves you and she'll also tell u that you are pretty.XD. She don't remember all of our names but it's fine she'll call u Ms. Universe instead. XD.
She's still thoughtful and sweet. And my favorite about her, she doesn't want colorful TV shows or videos but she she enjoyed watching Super Junior's SORRY SORRY MV which is in black and white. We always watch that together.
Haaay~
It's kind of sad. I mean really sad that she is not with my family anymore but it's fine. Coz at least, I know that she is fine now. She is safe and happy. She will see her real mom now whom she really misses. she will not experience any hardships anymore because she is now in paradise. She is now back home safely to our Father.
I just super misss her. AS IN!
MAMA, we love u so much. Watch us always. We miss u!
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