And I'm back again... This time.. SUCCEEDED

Miracle happens in times of hopelessness.. XD



OMG!!! + fangirl squeal. @_@

goddessAthena found a way to take my fangirling beliefs to the next level.
She got me a ticket to see SHINee performing LIVE. Thanks to her friend, Yayo-ssi, for giving me their extra ticket. Nomu saranghae. You guys rock~! XD


When goddessAthena broke the good news, I was smiling like crazy. From ear to ear. ^^


Somethig like this:

[Yeah. I had to use Teuki again for my blog's uniformity. LOL]

i'll be back and post the timeline of my fantasy with Shinee. ♥

[Oh. I can hear SungMin banging his head on the wall. To Sungmin: Don't worry baby, u're still my No.1, even if you consider Hyaku ur no.1. XD]

Finally I'm back .... frustrated!

First of all..

Hi to everybody..
Hi to my friends..
Esp. to my Malaysian dongsaengs Zaty and KaNGaRoo~
I missed you guys soooooo much~!! *mwah~mwah~~*


I missed blogging XD

But I hate the fact that I returned to my normal fangirling life frustrated.


Waaah~~!!! I want to see SHINee in person!!!!!

Yah. I'm not a Shinee fan. But since I love K-pop I shouldn't let this slip.
Plus Shinee are SuJu's hoobaes~


Huhuhuhu~~~ goddessAthena is so lucky, she already has a Confirmed ticket. [Wow! Parang booking lang ah~ LOL].
I've never been lucky in promos, raffles... etc..etc..
I don't know but I am sooo sad right now~
And I'm crying like him~~

I have to make a way~
TT__TT

FYI:
SHINee will be performing for Philippine-Korea Friendship Festival on 27th Novemeber 2009. The Free [take note... IT'S FREE!!!!] K-Pop concert will be held at Cultural Center of the Philippines [Manila].

excess:
Sorry goddessAthena, I had to use Teuki's photo. I am supposed to use a crying Sungmin's pic but since Min doesn't cry that much [and it's sooo hard to find one... XD], I just used ur hubby's crying moment. The way he cried there is similar to what I feel now. [malungkot na malungkot lang.. hahaha]


LOL

Post-Birthday Entry pt1 "I love MIN, I hate MIN" XD

I just turned 23 three days ago.. [LOL. I know Im getting old but yeah... whatever, Sungmin and I are now both 23.... hahahah just something to connect]. Oh. Yes. Sungmin. It's not his birthday last 31st but he stole the scene on my little celebration. BUT the way he stole it is one of the best thing in the world. ^^


My sisters surprised me with a.... uhmmmm.... [I cannot post the pic today, next week maybe..] a sungmin-fangirl-would-really-love present. Everytime I look at it I smile like michyeo.! Hehehehe
Waaaah~! I was really indulging myself on that present until 1st Nov around 1100am.


Nov 1, I was @ work, tried to open youtube using a proxy site, i don't know if I am fortunate that it worked. @_@

I typed Sungmin on the search box and sort out the new uploaded videos of Min.
The first vid to pop out the screen is his CF for his dad's company.
I must say Min doesn't look like a SuJu member there, he looks like the CEO of SendBill. ^_*
I searched for more latest videos... and I found what I've been looking for a long time....

I clicked the vid. Wait for it to load.. And watch it without pausing.


It's an 8 seconds vid of Min
BUT enough to make me feel in pain..

How can he betray me..[Oh im such hi-level fangirl. XD].

Actually, I was anticipating the 'scene', so I practiced what my reaction should be..

BUT it feels different after u see it~


Sungmin lovers out there, esp. Zaty and KaNGaRoo, have u guys seen the clip of..

KISSING SCENE of eu ri SUNGMIN in his musical AKILLA??


T__TMy first reaction is a like bleh~

No reaction.

I was like... 'Oh. So that was the kissing scene... OK.'

But time after time it occurs to me how painful it was..


SUNGMIN KISSED A GIRL WHO IS NOT ME!!!


[hahahaha... Im really crazy now. Nomu MICHYEO~~!]


Sungmin, why right after my b-day??
Why?
My week is ruined.. oh~~

[Hahahaha.. OverReacting... ]
Now my sisters are not stopping from teasing me~.

Every night, unnie will make fun of me.

"Waaaah~! How pitiful~~ Sungmin is not loyal to you.."

They always attack me with those teasings and all.....



Question:
May I hate you SUNGMIN for a moment??

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LOL. I just can't seem to move on. Im acting like Sungmin is really MINE..
Well, yeah... HE is MINE.[Im sensing that my two malaysian dongsaengs will bash me to death after reading these.... LOL. Spare me Zaty and KaNGaRoo, I just had my birthday~ ^__^]