I love you 'M'

Gosh.. I could've been there and take pictures with him.

But I just let all my chances slipped away.

Silly me. I should have listened to my brother. He really thinks I deserve to have a break so he keeps on pushing me to join my other sis on a vacay. But what did I do....??

I refused..

I thought it was not a good idea.

And now what..??

Here I am and suffering from regrets.

Arggghhhhhh >:(

Gosh! My Unnie is so lucky to meet that kind of creature. ;) Hahaha...

I wish I could post the pics here, but it would be so unfair of me to do it. (But if u ask me to show it to you, well I might do it. XD)

The 'guy' has a life. And I don't want to ruin it. (Ruin...?! LOL)

BUT I REALLY can't stop myself from thinking that I could've met him too.

Oh gosh. Seriously, I should stop now. ~_~

excess:

Min sorry but Michael is a nice catch. And I think I fell in love with him already. XD LMAO!

excess 2:

I can't believe I think like that. Close to being a *cough* p..p..perv *coughs* ROFL.

WHATEVER! But right now all I know is.. my heart's shouting, "I HEART YOU MICHAEL". XD

FANGIRLING is not a CRIME

That was like ages. It's hard to believe that my last entry was 2months ago. Seriously... What am I??

Geez, I can't be called a blogger then. XD



Anyway, I kind of left a cliffhanger there. Well, to conclude... I mean, what happened after my 'immature' entry....?

I told my friends about that. Of course, I don't want to be unfair to them. I want them to know what I truly feel about the situation. And I was so ashamed of myself. It was so immature of me to react that way. Really..XD

My bestfriend told me that maybe the reason I felt all left out and deprived... Maybe I cannot let go of them. It's hard for me to live life without my friends. I became all possessive and jealous again. Gosh, I hate the fact that I am becoming the highschooler Diane all over again. Yaish...

But what can I do, that's life. Maybe I am supposed to feel that way or my friends won't realize what I am really up to.
However, everything is fine and settled now. And my friends kind of realized that I was the one who is having a BIT of problem all this time... And that is - I FANGIRL TOO MUCH!

I don't know but I never realized that my stress reliever could lead to these. Or maybe I just became so abusive of my fangirling means... IRDK. OR Maybe all I care about is how to satisfy my fangirlng fantasies. Pfftt...

I've almost drowned myself with TWITTER, hoping Sungmin and other SuJu members reply to my tweets especially that SiWon is my FOLLOWER. [my username on twitter is 'grannyDSJH' BTW. :)] Twitter is also one of the reason why I hardly open my other blog accounts [ blogger, tumblr, etc... ] and keep them updated. BUT I must take the I.T. Department in work my MAIN reason why I don't update my blog that much... Geez, they think they'll get rich on forbidding us to use the net. Whatever~~ XD

And after Super Show 2 here in Manila, it's really hard for me to move on and not reminsce all the memories. So if I have time to fangirl, I use it. If my eyes are not yet tired to stare at Sungmin pictures, I just keep on doing it~. XD

I think I overdid being a fangirl. BUT WHAT CAN I DO?!! TO FANGIRL IS MY LIFE! AND FANGIRLING IS MY STRESS RELIEVER!!! I've only had limited time after a work so spare me....


But I must think... Think wisely. Use my time wisely.

OK. I'll teach myself to lessen my addiction, but I cannot promise to everyone that it will just go away. Especially now that SUNGMIN is learning how to.... how to... Show his UBER-HOT BODY!!! Hahahaha.... The most rewarding of all.... XD

" I was born an ELF and die an ELF " [Geez, that was a bit scary quote that I made... But yeah... Whatever]



Oh. yeah. HAPPY to be back here on BLOGGER! Cheers..!

Lazy

Seriously, no one can be lazier than me.

I've been waiting my own moment to write a fanaccount about Super Show and then there.. I was given the chance to attend the show but look at me still all lazy started nothing. Nothing~

BUT I really wanted to write my own fan account.

Right...

No one can stop me.

Better late than never.

Do I really need to create a proper [fanaccount] one or just random things about the show~??

Oh... Thoughts... thoughtss... A lot of thlooughts in my head~....

Post-Birthday Entry pt1 "I love MIN, I hate MIN" XD

I just turned 23 three days ago.. [LOL. I know Im getting old but yeah... whatever, Sungmin and I are now both 23.... hahahah just something to connect]. Oh. Yes. Sungmin. It's not his birthday last 31st but he stole the scene on my little celebration. BUT the way he stole it is one of the best thing in the world. ^^


My sisters surprised me with a.... uhmmmm.... [I cannot post the pic today, next week maybe..] a sungmin-fangirl-would-really-love present. Everytime I look at it I smile like michyeo.! Hehehehe
Waaaah~! I was really indulging myself on that present until 1st Nov around 1100am.


Nov 1, I was @ work, tried to open youtube using a proxy site, i don't know if I am fortunate that it worked. @_@

I typed Sungmin on the search box and sort out the new uploaded videos of Min.
The first vid to pop out the screen is his CF for his dad's company.
I must say Min doesn't look like a SuJu member there, he looks like the CEO of SendBill. ^_*
I searched for more latest videos... and I found what I've been looking for a long time....

I clicked the vid. Wait for it to load.. And watch it without pausing.


It's an 8 seconds vid of Min
BUT enough to make me feel in pain..

How can he betray me..[Oh im such hi-level fangirl. XD].

Actually, I was anticipating the 'scene', so I practiced what my reaction should be..

BUT it feels different after u see it~


Sungmin lovers out there, esp. Zaty and KaNGaRoo, have u guys seen the clip of..

KISSING SCENE of eu ri SUNGMIN in his musical AKILLA??


T__TMy first reaction is a like bleh~

No reaction.

I was like... 'Oh. So that was the kissing scene... OK.'

But time after time it occurs to me how painful it was..


SUNGMIN KISSED A GIRL WHO IS NOT ME!!!


[hahahaha... Im really crazy now. Nomu MICHYEO~~!]


Sungmin, why right after my b-day??
Why?
My week is ruined.. oh~~

[Hahahaha.. OverReacting... ]
Now my sisters are not stopping from teasing me~.

Every night, unnie will make fun of me.

"Waaaah~! How pitiful~~ Sungmin is not loyal to you.."

They always attack me with those teasings and all.....



Question:
May I hate you SUNGMIN for a moment??

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LOL. I just can't seem to move on. Im acting like Sungmin is really MINE..
Well, yeah... HE is MINE.[Im sensing that my two malaysian dongsaengs will bash me to death after reading these.... LOL. Spare me Zaty and KaNGaRoo, I just had my birthday~ ^__^]

Last Month...

Last month was ....

I don't know how to say it...

I just want to make a recap of what had happened to me last August.
In pix~... weeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Jade had a school project. Design ur eggs. LOL

Ya.. She is already in college but her project is So elementary. XD

But of course since she's a SuJu fan and a Teuki biased, she took the chance to be creative and to show how she really likes Teuki. She then designed one of her eggs and came up with this~

The TEUKI Chibi Egg ^^

Actually, it's my other dongsaeng May who made that. Hehehe ^^. Cute isn't it??

Don't know what grade my sister received after she hand the project to their prof. But she became popular in class, that's for sure. XD

YeSung celebrated his 26th Birthday last 24th of August.
It was soo cute seeing the guys celebrating the birthday of their brother. *tears of joy~~ T_T* LOL

And yeah, they maybe celebrating YeNeung's birthday in their place..

But this is what we were doing at home during that time.. ~~

CELEBRATING it too over Ice cream sticks~~ XD

Hahaha... Sweet/Cold treats from SoNaMoo Korean grocery. ^^ Yumm~~

Unnie arrived 15minutes before midnight of YeSung's birthday. Unnie was never late on SuJu's birthdays celebrations~~ Hahaha... I got the Coffee flavored one while the others are enjoying the Cookies n' Cream ^^.

Mass-da~! =P

My favorite. The highlight of my August is this:

SORRY, SORRY Tokpokki ^^

It's my first time to eat those. Spicy Rice Cakes~ Hehehehe..

Unnie bought the ingredients [again] @ Sonamoo grocery. And she was also the one who cooked it.. For a first timer, she's already a Pro~! ^^

Here are the ingredients:

1. Rice cakes

2. Fish cakes [ I call it mini pizza because it is sliced like pizza. XD];

3. Ramen

4. And of course, Chili sauce. @_@

THE FINISHED PRODUCT:

Yum~~

Unnie really paterned it to the Rice cakes this guys have made~~

Kyuhyun and Sungmin's Love's Family

Sungmin's specialty. TtokBokki with cheese

WaaAh..... That's why I want to taste Tokbukki because of that show. XD

CRITIC: It's very unique. It's soo yummy.

And soooo spicy~ T__T. My tongue is not gifted when it comes to spicy food. I easily give up when my mouth is already in pain coz of the spiciness. But i enjoyed it~~ Thanks Unnie. ^^

Yummy~~~

I am bored again~

If you feel bored, what do you do??

????

Me.. I don't know~~

Anything...

Thank God I found these Q&As. At least I could do somehting with my time.
I got these from Jennytutskiputs... hehehe. From her Facebook account..

Let us now turn boredom to getting to know me moment.. XD

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
*Yes. My big bro's classmate (during his kinder years), her name is Diane. My sister likes the sound of her name so I became the victim of her experiment~

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
*2 nights ago. When I am not feeling better.. T__T

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
*Yes. But sometimes no.. I only like it when people envy my handwriting~

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
* Pork, beef... chicken

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
*None (At the moment) @__@. I would like to have one (with Danhobak prince ^__*)
[*zaty knows who's Danhobak~]

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
* Yes..?? I just use my friends as my reference.. ^_^

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
*Often.. These days~~ (only to passengers~)

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?..
*Of course. I'm a human being..

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
*Yes. Sounds fun~~ ^_^

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
*Oats and Corn-flakes

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
*Only when it's new. XD

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
*Chocolate, chocolate and chocolate..

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
*Attitude

15. BLACK OR WHITE?
*Urghhh~~ So hard. ^^. Ok... White~ ^_^

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
*Same as Jenny R., My hair.. Hehehe

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
*My grandmother. MAMA,T__T

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
*Yes. Hihihihi

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
*Pants- Jeans... Shoes- Wohoo.. My new shoes. Chuck Taylor Converse Black ~~ XD

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
*Who am I by Casting Crowns ^^

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
*Blue. ^^

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
*The cologne that I'm wearing now; fresh-from-the-shower smell; McDo fries and sauted garlic. ^^

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
*Passenger double-checking if his reservation had gone through or not. His name is Mr.Edwin. ^^

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
* I just copied it to Jenny R.'s FB page.. and yes, I like her.. ^_^

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
* Boxing. Woohooo~~

27. HAIR COLOR?
*Black

28. EYE COLOR?
*Dark Brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
*Yes.

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
*French Fries and chocolates; Kare-kare~~ Yummy~!

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
*Happy ending. <3

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
* @ Movie house: Confessions of a Shopaholic [ hahaha... tagal na~! XD]
@ Home: A Walk to Remember

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
*Blue ^^

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
*Winter. I want to experience winter..

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
*Hahaha... BOTH~! <3

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
* ????

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*????? [again~! XD]

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
*Hahaha.. I stopped reading Nicholas Sparks 'The Choice'. {hehehe mam. Em, aawayin na nama n akoXD} Coz I'm so hooked on reading SuJu fanfictions now~~ XD MinYoung~ <3

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
*None. Don't have a mouse pad here. =P

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
*Evening News

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
*Christian songs, Alternative, Classic, K-Pop, Chinese pop and Instrumentals~~

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
* Beatles~

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
*Corregidor... [hahaha ang lapit~~!]

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
* hihihihihi~~ @_@. Haven't discovered it... yet~

46 WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
*Pasig City, Philippines~!! MABUHAY!!!

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
*Friends, cousins all in my contacts~ ^^

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
* I'm Still Single.. Super Single...

I am Sorry 'FAMILY WU'

[Bcoz of the chat I had with Kuya Romel last Thursday... This thing haunted me again~~]

Yes. Sorry.

Coz I realized that the real essence of this blog is lost. Looking back on my first ever post. The reason why I opened a blogger account is because I want to write all the things about my 'family WU'. And I dedicate this blog to them. I want to compile all the stories and all the memories I've shared with them. Unfortunately.... my 'family WU' doesn't exist anymore~

I mean, I still have KATRINA and I always communicate with ILOU. Same with JENSEN, Kuya ROMEL and sometimes with JENNY.

But things are not what it used to be....... not anymore.

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It was June 2004, when this family was formed. @ PUP. Out of 30 students [class BST1-1n batch 2008] 14 of them have shared same and common interests.. I am one of that 14 students. We all became friends easily. We felt like we all know each other for a long time. Because of the closeness that formed less than a week, we decided to have nicknames which we will used just within our group. Some of them came up with an idea that our group should be like a family. There should be a dad, mom, babies and so on... We all agreed to that.

But if we are a family, what should be our name?? We almost lost all of our brain cells thinking what should be the surname of our so called 'family'.

While exchanging ideas and opinions, Sabrina [I'll be starting using their names. XD], asked ME.

"Hey, how old are you again?... when was your birthday again..??"

"I stopped schooling for a year, so I think I'm a year older than most of you guys.. I was born 1986.." I answered.

"There you go. Because your a year older than us, we should call you GRANNY." Sabrina concluded.

"Granny??" I felt a lil' uneasy.. But GRANNY isn't that bad, I thought.

"OK.. Then I will be the grandmother of the family. So you guys will call me GRANNY from now on? Am I right..??" I asked them.

"YES~!" ........ And they all agreed. ^^

Well, back to the problem, still we don't know what surname to use. But since i'm already the GRANNY of the group, they let me pick what name to use.. I was a Vanness WU addict way back then, and they knew how much I adore vanness. So they let me use WU as the surname. LOL. I know it's kind of stupid and so dorky~ But that's how 'family WU' got their surname.

The moment we already had a surname, we then discussed the 'designation' of the 'family'.

This is the result:

FAMILY WU

Grandmother- ME a.k.a 'Granny'

Grandfather- Vanness WU. [LOL ^_*]

VELLETTE [Lhet]- only son of Granny and Vanness Wu. The only heir of 'WU group of Companies'. XD

KATRINA [Kat]- the legal wife of VELLETTE and they have two sons namely:

1.MARILOU [iLou]- and 2.JOYCE [Bunso]- Granny's legal grandchildren.

MARY JANE [Jane]- Katrina's only sister.

JENSEN [Mudra]- the 'illegal' wife of VELLETTE. XD whom she bear 7 AB-normal kids. [Hope I didn't forget any of their names] They are: [random order~]

LORRAINE [Rhaine]- as far as I can remember she is the oldest.

MICHELLE [Mitch] - She looks like VANNESS wu in person.XD

KARRYLYN [Kha]- the rebel child.

JENNY [Jen]- abnormal~ XD

SABRINA [Sab]- super abnormal.

AMABEL - can't remeber much. Coz she isolates herself from us before..

GAZELYN [Gazelle]- the youngest. I was deceived coz she's a big girl yet she's the youngest. XD

And there you go. That's how it all started...

2004. Happy days~~

Months have passed. We were able to keep the unity of our family. We became intact.. We were always there for each other. If one of us is sad, the rest should do something to cheer up the sad family member. If one is happy, all are happy. We share each others secrets. Just like a real family..

But not until we reach our 2nd semester of our Freshmen college year.

Mitch met an accident . We thought that it's only minor wounds or something that she got.. but hell... She was dragged by a motorcycle and wasn't able to walk for months. Her parents did not allow her to attend school until her legs will get better...

With what happened to Mitch, our family almost crashed~ We lost contact with her for almost half of year

I thought that's the only challenge my family would experience..

Few months after that incident, Rhaine then decided to transfer to another school. She wanted to take another course. And same with Mitch, we also lost contact with Rhaine..

2005. Our Sophomore year in college, another challenge crossed path with my family. Sabrina didn't enroll for the semester because she already settled down.. [I don't want to elaborate any further coz this one is a lil' sensitve~]. It created chaos within my family. I mean even my entire class was affected with that sudden decision of Sab~. We were so clueless at first about her reason for not enrolling. And when we found out about it, our family was officially destroyed~

Members fought with each other because Half of the family knew what exactly happened to Sab while the rest are clueless.

That was the biggest challenge (I think) my family WU went through..

It was soo stressful. We then also questioned our trust for each other. It was so hard. As the granny of the family, it's not easy for me to see them like that. I even asked myself if I was able to handle the situation really well...

I don't think so.. because few weeks after that, VELLETE , my one and only son, decided to step out of the family. She said she wanted to be free and do something else aside from hanging out with us. Honestly, it hurts a little. But what can I do, it's her life and I have no rights to manipulate it or stop her from doing what she wanted to do.

BUT hearing it from her, I also felt happy. It's not easy for her to tell us that she already wants to be out of the group. I just realized how brave she was. I mean, for some people, they will just hold it back and keep it to them selves that they are not enjoying what they are doing anymore. But Vellette is different, she expressed herself clearly to us that she wanted to hang out with another group but she promised she will never lose contact with us..

She kept that promise.. We still talk to her but rarely goes out with her.

Family WU who is originally with 14 members are now down to 10.

The feeling was awkward when your classmates would ask you with what happened to your group. They would even tease us coz we were like a broken family. Pfff... the hell with them who cares~.

They care.. Uhmmm... Family WU was little influential not just within the classroom but within the college community. How influential are we?? My professors calls me by my nickname Granny.. Even Jensen is called Mudra by our profs. [LOL at that~]. And Kuya ROMEL has been trying a lot to be a part of our family. [ dba tama ako Ama.?? kinukulit mo pa si iLou about it, kaya lang ayaw nya kasi makikihati ka lang daw sa yaman ng angkan namin...XD]....

The challenge did not end there, 2nd semester of our Sophomore year, the highlights of our college life came. (Highlights as for me, kat and iLou...). The Korean exchange students befriended with us for the rest of their stay. Almost everyday, we would hang out with these Korean Oppa-deul. We accompany them around their city tours and they always invite us to have lunch and dinner with them. But I never thought that entertaining tourists can be such a big issue to my classmates, professors and other school staff.

We had no idea that my family has been the talk about of our college community. They've been thinking that we were selling ourselves to these foreigners so that we would hang out with them. They think smut against us. They think that what we do with the Koreans are obscene. And I don't even know where did they get that idea~.

If those accusations were for me, I think I can handle it. But seeing one of my family member, Jenny, cried over it, it's hitting below the belt.

Jenny is known in our school as a happy girl with a very deep faith in God. I admire her on how she embraces her beliefs. She ifluenced me alot in terms of spiritual issues. Obscene things are a big sin in her religion.

When Jenny cried over it, I thought to myself that it's really to much. Richie, one of our Oppa-deul, went to Jenny to stop her from crying. That moment, how I wish those people who think bad about my family and the foreigners could see how innocent Richie is hushing my friend from crying. Shame of me i wasn't able to hush her form crying. I almost broke down also. But instead of crying with her, I think of 'words of wisdom' to help my family calm down. I told them that those people who humiliate us are just envious of us. Coz they also wanted to hang out with our Oppas but our oppas chose us. They think bad things about us simply because they are people with green minds~~. Just like that. XD.

I just want to conclude that those bad people should really envy us because they have no idea how great Richie, RS, Big Jane, Jim, Eddie as a friend. They thought my family a lot about their culture and thru their actions my perceptions for Koreans have changed. They are just worth befriend-ing for.

Richie and his friends after a month of studying english in my school. Even if they left my family we still communicate. Until now.

A year passed we still call ourselves Family Wu. Can't stop it.. It's now like a household name. XD. For the all the years that we've been together we found out each other's weaknesses. We became more open to each other. We also learn to accept that people change including us..

Until now, I still don't know the real process how we became lesser and lesser as time goes by. I mean, some members entered a real relatioship that they have to leave the other members behind[for the mean time], and the just return whenever they want. It's understandable.. But I still can't figure out how we became less than 10 members~~

[can't figure out or I just don't want to remember...]

We came up with these~

2ND GENERATION WU:

The addition to the 2nd generation is Kuya Romel. He succesfully got into our group because he likes Amabel~ BUT Kuya let me tell u thse.. Even if there is no amabel U still deserve to be a member of the family WU. U are qualified ever since. XD

One of the best moments I shared with them is... I'll let these pictures explain the happiness I feel.

That was in Laguna. Jensen's hometown. We went there for our feasibility project. Until now, honestly, I did not understand anything about our project. All I know is a had great time making it. XD.

The 2nd picture is remarkable. I already lost my 'great possesion' but I was able to smile for my friends [not for the camera]. I cried over the bracelet I lost. My family WU knew how important it is to me. Thanks to Katrina who really made an effort to look for the bracelet [even if it's impossible to be found]. And iLou, who accompany during a moment of silence [dun sa may batuhan ilou... tandaan mo ba??] The rest of you... Thanks for cheering me up and letting me feel that you guys are more important than the bracelet I lost..

The last year of our college life is one of the hardest years I've been through. Guys, I'm not trying to be ma-drama.. It's true. Coz last year of college means parting. It's hard to accept the fact that we will be facing the next chapter of our life and not being together. It kills me when I think about that stuff before. I always tell myself, if I knew that this parting will come and I need leave my friends behind, I should have start ignoring you guys since day one. It's so hard to accept that you have to move on and leave all the usual things that you've been doing for four years. It's hard to imagine life without the friends who were always there for you...

After we graduated. We learned to accept that. It's hard at first.. But we were able to do it. Lucky me, Kat and iLou coz we had each other. The 3 of us entered our first ever job.

Few months after we graduated.. We get to hang out once as a whole again. It was really memorable... and from there I just wanted to end the memories of family WU.

[Im not sure if I really had to do these]

link of our pic: <https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbIta8uBYKCnMjoYVi8J1MIinyozi684TxWG1qwNF6a63VEE-Cou5OwkIAvkZYsl8C_csoIjXv5h61nPG_MN19hCfoB2leWF4wIQ08LSqpkB_KvPAWBpov2IoCrxYlm1cSVDH3Bq1E36k/s1600-h/Image(580).jpg>

GUYS, I've gained a lot from each one of you. This blog is not enough... or if I type it, it's not enough either to express how grateful I am to GOD that I met you...

I always told you about my vices and you guys help me forget about it.
You let me feel that I am important if my opinions should be counted evrytime we have somthing to discuss. I mean just the taking the surname WU as the name of our group is already a big thing for me.. XD

The crisis that we faced a few months ago created a big impact to me. If u know what I mean. One time I post a status message in my YM. that says " I did not establish FAMILY WU to be ruined like these." You know who am I pointing it out to.. But there is no one to be blamed about these.. We all have our own lives. We must learn how to respect each others decision.. Let those people do what they wanted to do..

All I wanted to say is that it hurts me to think that my family have became like these. Even if Ilou will always told me na.. Tayo tayo na lang ang nagkakaintindihan. Tayo tayo na lang sa WU ang parang magkakakilala.. It somehow hurts me.. I just want people who knew Family Wu to remember us that we are the cheerful group, active in class group, always atribida-sa-mga activity group and the group that they are envious of. Ganun...

That's why I wanted to end it here and here.

Sorry but these words are not enough....

I just want to say Thanks a lot FAMILY WU.

Even if I said that family WU is over,, I will still be your GRANNY.

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** Guys, check out my post last year... I don't know if you already knew about it.... here's the link:http://dianegrannywu.blogspot.com/2008/06/happy-anniversary-wu-family.html

SORRY, SORRY Philippines

Until now I just can't seem to move on upon hearing the news that Universal Records will be releasing Super Junior's 3rd album here in my country. Universal Records Phils. will release SORRY, SORRY and it's VERSION C.

waAah~~~!!!
TOTALLY WHAAAA~~!!! XD

Oh my. Until know I don't what to do.. What to think of next.. I'm so confused.. Im starting to speak in gibberish.. Incoherency attacks.. XD. LOL
Yaish~~ Even my phone transactions are affected. [Ganun kalala..~! hehehe]
*just joking~*

Honestly, [naks, honestly na..]
Of course, I'm happy. Phils ELFs have been waiting for these~
And it's a sign that lil' by lil' SUPER JUNIOR will get to know the Philippines ELF and their other fans.
And it's also a sign that Super Junior will be visiting the counrty....

And it's also a sign of.. of... TT__TT *sobbing..* that I will get bankrupt. Super Junior coming here in the Philippines could mean not only HEAVEN but also expenditures~~ ya~~!! [LOL]

If you know what I mean~

waaah~~!!!

However...
WHO CARES~!!!
They are SUPER JUNIOR.
They are my Stress relievers.
They are my Sunshine.
They gave me smiles~
They make me happy.
They inspired me...
to be like this.. a young lady old enough to be a FANGIRL. XD

Well, seriously.
They gave me insipration.
They gave me hope..
They brighten up my gloomy day~
They are my rainbow after the rain.

Ok. Seriously, I have to stop. @_@ LOL

WELL. For SUPER JUNIOR, ANYTHING~!

GO FOR THE BROKE!!

I'm READY! XD



T___T

All in a day's work

Here in my office again. Don't have that urge to write something new. But I had the eagerness weeks ago but not now. It's all lost...

I keep on telling myself , 'Oh, this is what I feel right now, I should type it down and post it on my blog..' I don't know what happened. All I knew is that I failed to do it.

Some people dont' get the real point of having a blog.

A friend once asked me why do i have a blog. And is it necessary to update it once in a while... ?? She also asked if someone is reading my blog. Well, it doesn't matter to me if some people were reading it or not. As for me, I like typing down my experiences and things that i had that day. If I'm bored. I'll just open my blog and start reminiscing all those things that i write~

*sigh~~*

I bet that you are saying right now, why don't I just buy a new notebook and have it as my diary..
Well, I can do that. But of course, today's generation is different.More tech-y and I want to be a part of it.

Before, it's 'Dear Diary..', now, BLOGGING!!

I know that sometimes, the things around you, happening with you.. it would be better to keep it to yourself. But in my own POV, I would love to share it with the world. Hahaha...

well, of course.

as long you won't hurt someone and have them curse you.

Why not??

As long as it wouldn't make you less of a person.

Why not??

Who knows... some day someone will put a comment to my page saying that my post or entries helped them a lot... with their... their... life. (??) [can be. XD]
Right??

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Ehem... actually.... uhmm...Do you really want to know the thruth why I opened a blog.The truth.I'm just bored here in the office, i just don't have something else to do aside from yawning. XD.

KyuMin attacked Tiger XD

Wow~!

Hello everyone!

Kat and I were looking good yesterday.
Why?
Because we were wearing same shirt. XD
Hahahahaha... KyuMin couple attacks~
Yah. Kat is for Kyu and I am for Min. KyuMin.
WTH~~?

Well, we tried our best to find the shirts similar to those
shirts Super Junior are endorsing. Unfortunately, they don't have
those stores here in the Philippines so Kat and I patiently
look for a boutique or shop around the city. And this what we found...

hahahahaha..... I know that this is not the exact shirt they were
wearing but it looks cute, right?? Kat and I bought 2 pairs... hahah
If you want this kind of shirts, you can purchase one @ ARTWORKS.
They have a lot uf cute designs there. And it's very cheap.. reasonable price XD.

Haha... Sooner or later, we'll put 'KyuMin' on the back of our shirts~~ XD
It'll be more fun~~

the leader is contagious.

uhmmm.. as of this writing.. Super Junior's leader just turned 27 4days ago..
I know it's a kind of late but Happy B-day, leader-sshi

Lately, LeeTeuk has been making his fans worried including me. He keeps on posting sad entries on his CY account.
It's like our dear angel has been struggling into emotional stress this days.

Well, til now fans still doesn't know what he's been up to~ or what.

Hmmm..... Maybe he's just sooo tired and all,,,,

I miss this kind of leader.... always so bubbly~~

what's happenin'?

Boredom conqured me.
I'm here at work now and phones are not ringing.
Yep. Thankful coz it means that I could spend a lot of time on just surfing, fangirling, surfing, fanqirling.... ~~
Whatever enters my mind.

But it's kind of a little stressful.. you know.

I don't know~~

blEh~

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granny is CRAZY!

First of all, Hi~! Anyeong~!
Well, I haven't been updating my blog for a long time and it kind of make me sad for a bit.

WHATEVER~!

~_~

*_*

-_-

Confused... crazy... bored... hungry... blank... blank... blah... blah... blah...

missing my SORRY SORRY buddy

I haven't updating my blog for months now.
A lot of things happened to me these past months.

AS Usual~~

I still go to work.
I share SuJu moments with Katrina everyday & every minute.
I loathed a close friend. But since I hated her now, I don't consider her as my friend anymore~.
I hanged out with my old classmates and friends, and shared some few talks with them.
I still go home everyday after work.
I dutied in Tiger AU for alomost 3 months and it's very tiring. (I think, that"s one of the reasons why I don't update my blog that much.)
Uhmmm... what else~~
Well, yes... SuJu is always in my mind whatever happens.
I fell in love with Sungmin.. Again... and again after I watched 'Love's Family'.
But before that I almost two timed him for LeeTeuk-sshi XD. (tsk.. tsk.. I am such a playgirl).

I ate.
I slept.
I take vitamins.
I answered phone calls @ work.
I still go to bed as late as 3am. XD.
I still surf the net.
I chat with my family.
I annoyed Basti and have him get mad at me.^_*

I daydreamed~
I got nervous at times.
I questioned myself in some situation.
I reflect once in a while.
I laughed so hard

And cried to death.

These past months have been such an adventure for me.
I have experienced all kinds of emotions. As in all....

I got nervous if I done something wrong at work.

I daydreamed... because it's fun?? And also that has been one of the things I'm good at ever since I was born.XD

I questioned myself and my ability most especially during tough times at work.

I reflect. Of course. We should do that once in while. Help ur spirits to uplift~

I laughed with my friends, with my sisters. I laughed at my mistakes. I laughed if Kat tripped. XD.
I enjoy laughing sooo much~

But why is it, If you laughed so hard eventually you'll cry so hard. As hard as ur joyous laughter.

I cried the saddest cry of my life. So far, that was my saddest cry. That was last 05 June 2009.
I lost a loved one. My grandmother died. And I super miss her already~

She's a big loss.

She was like the baby of the family. She always mistaken my mom as her own mom. She doesn't like watching dramas but she prefer to watch boxing match of manny pacquiao. She doesn't enjoy watching SNSD's GEE music vid, but she enjoyed it so much if I am the one who's dancing. She don't sleep at night but at the morning. She couldn't talk and construct a sentence so she just make annoying sounds. Out the blue, she will tell u that she loves you and she'll also tell u that you are pretty.XD. She don't remember all of our names but it's fine she'll call u Ms. Universe instead. XD.
She's still thoughtful and sweet. And my favorite about her, she doesn't want colorful TV shows or videos but she she enjoyed watching Super Junior's SORRY SORRY MV which is in black and white. We always watch that together.

Haaay~

It's kind of sad. I mean really sad that she is not with my family anymore but it's fine. Coz at least, I know that she is fine now. She is safe and happy. She will see her real mom now whom she really misses. she will not experience any hardships anymore because she is now in paradise. She is now back home safely to our Father.

I just super misss her. AS IN!

MAMA, we love u so much. Watch us always. We miss u!

나는 미치게 되고 있다.. Sorry, Sorry!

Katrina and I are MICHYOE!! MICHYEO!! over our OWN Super Junior's 3rd album SORRY SORRY~~!

안녕, 녹색 팔찌.

'_'

Honestly, I don't know how start this post...
Uhmmm~~... But at least give me a chance to be like this again.

The only people who will understand or at least get the thought of this post's title are the people who are so close to me. That is Ilou and Katrina.

Sorry guys... I just couldn't express how I feel about Ilou's news... Ye, you know what I mean.

Aish~~~! Sorry if I am being like this again. I just don't want you to see me became a LITTLE SAD when I found out that... he settled down. (You know who's that 'he').

Honestly... The truth... is I didn't get hurt. I am all OK. Yep, he was the reason I fell in love for the second time. And just that. That was enough. Thinking about that he is already married kind of makes me a bit sad BUT not hurt. It is because it is now inappropriate to reminisce all of the things or times I had with him. I had fun and share a good laugh with both of you habang iniisip natin sila. Kat and Ilou, you guys can laugh at me. Alam kong magara ako, but I don't want to lie to both of you. I don't want to be plastic and say that I'm 100% ok. You guys knew how I cried so hard when I lost the bracelet that he gave me and how I became so mushy and melancholic when we are still 2nd year college students.

Well, I'm 80% ok and 20% not ok.

Sorry friends pero ayoko na i-elaborate pa. Basta....

Well, of course as a friend I am happy for him. Yah! Cheers~!

현희, Congratulations! And thanks, friend!


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Ilou and Kat, well you guys can laugh at me and say "para kang tanga" to me. I'll accept it.
Ganito talaga nararamdaman ko e. '_'. Thanks bestfriends Ilou and Kat. Eversince, kayo talaga nakaunawa sa akin about him. Love you!

Holy Week means Penitence

Today is Sabado de Gloria (Black Saturday) and I am here at the office.
Nothing can be worst on being at the office on a holy day.

Well, what's new about my job.. I even went to work last Huwebes Santo (Maundy Thursday) and for the first time ever, I argue with an Australian passenger over the phone.

Oh~! That is one major bad trip and I made God unhappy.
I even made God more unhappy when everytime I thought of Super Junior this past days.

I know some people don't get it.

Well here in my country, since we are considered the biggest Catholic country in whole Asia, celebrating Holy week is very important. We are spending the whole week attending vigils and church activities. And the most important of thing to do on remebering the sufferings of the Lord Jesus is penitence and sacrificing the things that make you happy.

I grew up on that kind of perception and belief. So... as my penitence, I should not watch any Super Junior shows and not to listen to their songs.

Hmmmmp...~~~

Well, I hope I can do that.
But of course for my faith, I should do it.

Stress reliever

God is really good.

I've been so stressed out here in my work, but this guys never fail to cheer me up at the end of the day.

*_*

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Oh~ I'm only a few hours away from my own Sorry, Sorry album.

I can't wait to have it...

Thanks Richie Oh oppa and Ilou chinggu..