accompany me~

I'm so

stressed out

from work

and how I wish

at the end of the day

this guy will

accompany me

to stare at the horizon~

the leader is contagious.

uhmmm.. as of this writing.. Super Junior's leader just turned 27 4days ago..
I know it's a kind of late but Happy B-day, leader-sshi

Lately, LeeTeuk has been making his fans worried including me. He keeps on posting sad entries on his CY account.
It's like our dear angel has been struggling into emotional stress this days.

Well, til now fans still doesn't know what he's been up to~ or what.

Hmmm..... Maybe he's just sooo tired and all,,,,

I miss this kind of leader.... always so bubbly~~

what's happenin'?

Boredom conqured me.
I'm here at work now and phones are not ringing.
Yep. Thankful coz it means that I could spend a lot of time on just surfing, fangirling, surfing, fanqirling.... ~~
Whatever enters my mind.

But it's kind of a little stressful.. you know.

I don't know~~

blEh~

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granny is CRAZY!

First of all, Hi~! Anyeong~!
Well, I haven't been updating my blog for a long time and it kind of make me sad for a bit.

WHATEVER~!

~_~

*_*

-_-

Confused... crazy... bored... hungry... blank... blank... blah... blah... blah...

my own vid of Sungmin and Eunhyuk friendship

Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

missing my SORRY SORRY buddy

I haven't updating my blog for months now.
A lot of things happened to me these past months.

AS Usual~~

I still go to work.
I share SuJu moments with Katrina everyday & every minute.
I loathed a close friend. But since I hated her now, I don't consider her as my friend anymore~.
I hanged out with my old classmates and friends, and shared some few talks with them.
I still go home everyday after work.
I dutied in Tiger AU for alomost 3 months and it's very tiring. (I think, that"s one of the reasons why I don't update my blog that much.)
Uhmmm... what else~~
Well, yes... SuJu is always in my mind whatever happens.
I fell in love with Sungmin.. Again... and again after I watched 'Love's Family'.
But before that I almost two timed him for LeeTeuk-sshi XD. (tsk.. tsk.. I am such a playgirl).

I ate.
I slept.
I take vitamins.
I answered phone calls @ work.
I still go to bed as late as 3am. XD.
I still surf the net.
I chat with my family.
I annoyed Basti and have him get mad at me.^_*

I daydreamed~
I got nervous at times.
I questioned myself in some situation.
I reflect once in a while.
I laughed so hard

And cried to death.

These past months have been such an adventure for me.
I have experienced all kinds of emotions. As in all....

I got nervous if I done something wrong at work.

I daydreamed... because it's fun?? And also that has been one of the things I'm good at ever since I was born.XD

I questioned myself and my ability most especially during tough times at work.

I reflect. Of course. We should do that once in while. Help ur spirits to uplift~

I laughed with my friends, with my sisters. I laughed at my mistakes. I laughed if Kat tripped. XD.
I enjoy laughing sooo much~

But why is it, If you laughed so hard eventually you'll cry so hard. As hard as ur joyous laughter.

I cried the saddest cry of my life. So far, that was my saddest cry. That was last 05 June 2009.
I lost a loved one. My grandmother died. And I super miss her already~

She's a big loss.

She was like the baby of the family. She always mistaken my mom as her own mom. She doesn't like watching dramas but she prefer to watch boxing match of manny pacquiao. She doesn't enjoy watching SNSD's GEE music vid, but she enjoyed it so much if I am the one who's dancing. She don't sleep at night but at the morning. She couldn't talk and construct a sentence so she just make annoying sounds. Out the blue, she will tell u that she loves you and she'll also tell u that you are pretty.XD. She don't remember all of our names but it's fine she'll call u Ms. Universe instead. XD.
She's still thoughtful and sweet. And my favorite about her, she doesn't want colorful TV shows or videos but she she enjoyed watching Super Junior's SORRY SORRY MV which is in black and white. We always watch that together.

Haaay~

It's kind of sad. I mean really sad that she is not with my family anymore but it's fine. Coz at least, I know that she is fine now. She is safe and happy. She will see her real mom now whom she really misses. she will not experience any hardships anymore because she is now in paradise. She is now back home safely to our Father.

I just super misss her. AS IN!

MAMA, we love u so much. Watch us always. We miss u!

나는 미치게 되고 있다.. Sorry, Sorry!

Katrina and I are MICHYOE!! MICHYEO!! over our OWN Super Junior's 3rd album SORRY SORRY~~!

안녕, 녹색 팔찌.

'_'

Honestly, I don't know how start this post...
Uhmmm~~... But at least give me a chance to be like this again.

The only people who will understand or at least get the thought of this post's title are the people who are so close to me. That is Ilou and Katrina.

Sorry guys... I just couldn't express how I feel about Ilou's news... Ye, you know what I mean.

Aish~~~! Sorry if I am being like this again. I just don't want you to see me became a LITTLE SAD when I found out that... he settled down. (You know who's that 'he').

Honestly... The truth... is I didn't get hurt. I am all OK. Yep, he was the reason I fell in love for the second time. And just that. That was enough. Thinking about that he is already married kind of makes me a bit sad BUT not hurt. It is because it is now inappropriate to reminisce all of the things or times I had with him. I had fun and share a good laugh with both of you habang iniisip natin sila. Kat and Ilou, you guys can laugh at me. Alam kong magara ako, but I don't want to lie to both of you. I don't want to be plastic and say that I'm 100% ok. You guys knew how I cried so hard when I lost the bracelet that he gave me and how I became so mushy and melancholic when we are still 2nd year college students.

Well, I'm 80% ok and 20% not ok.

Sorry friends pero ayoko na i-elaborate pa. Basta....

Well, of course as a friend I am happy for him. Yah! Cheers~!

현희, Congratulations! And thanks, friend!


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Ilou and Kat, well you guys can laugh at me and say "para kang tanga" to me. I'll accept it.
Ganito talaga nararamdaman ko e. '_'. Thanks bestfriends Ilou and Kat. Eversince, kayo talaga nakaunawa sa akin about him. Love you!

Holy Week means Penitence

Today is Sabado de Gloria (Black Saturday) and I am here at the office.
Nothing can be worst on being at the office on a holy day.

Well, what's new about my job.. I even went to work last Huwebes Santo (Maundy Thursday) and for the first time ever, I argue with an Australian passenger over the phone.

Oh~! That is one major bad trip and I made God unhappy.
I even made God more unhappy when everytime I thought of Super Junior this past days.

I know some people don't get it.

Well here in my country, since we are considered the biggest Catholic country in whole Asia, celebrating Holy week is very important. We are spending the whole week attending vigils and church activities. And the most important of thing to do on remebering the sufferings of the Lord Jesus is penitence and sacrificing the things that make you happy.

I grew up on that kind of perception and belief. So... as my penitence, I should not watch any Super Junior shows and not to listen to their songs.

Hmmmmp...~~~

Well, I hope I can do that.
But of course for my faith, I should do it.

Stress reliever

God is really good.

I've been so stressed out here in my work, but this guys never fail to cheer me up at the end of the day.

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Oh~ I'm only a few hours away from my own Sorry, Sorry album.

I can't wait to have it...

Thanks Richie Oh oppa and Ilou chinggu..