caught up in the middle

2010-09-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

i miss everything

Sungmin made me cry today but, Charice saved the day

2010-07-25T03:45:00.004+08:00

People wanted to kill me right now, I know.

But I can't help not to rant about my life these days.

Please people, GIVE ME BACK MY FANGIRLING LIFE!

Finally, i had my rest day but the internet connection ruined my inet surfing plans. T_T

And it's only now, 3.30am, I have chance to satisfy myself with my netting needs. XD

I hate to accept that I can't be the old 'granny' who is updated with all the things that interests me. Now, I am catching up with everything that I miss bit by bit. And I think it will take a decade to be that updated again.

Bad day: Sungmin made me cry today with this pic:

Donghae tweeted this on their way to China.

I want to kill myself for missing this kind of Min.

I mean, I want to blurt out my emotions the same time Hae tweet this.

But I saw it just now and I hate it.

This is not me.

Ok call me freak, but it's my life. I am a serious SuJu fangirl and I love that profession.

[And now I'm writing and talking like a psycho... X((. LOL]

IDK, but it's killing me. XD

Good day: Charice appeared on SBS Star King again for the 3rd time and I am happy about that. It made me one proud Filipino again and a happy SuJu fangirl again. I've been hoping for a reunion of Hodong, Charice and SuJu esp. Kyuhyun [Yes, Joey, Kyu again. :)] on the said show. Looking back 3 years ago, Charice made a spectacular performance on SK and my idols experienced the super goosebumps they never had before.

I watched few of her performance today for her 3rd guesting on SK. And of course, Charice did not let me and her fans down. She showed Korea and the world once again what a truly performer is. Im happy that she choose to be on that show again coz Star King is one of the big factors that helped her to achieved what she has now.

So way to go Charice~! :)

excess: Sungmin, like what my dongsaeng Sara said, continue to do that manly pose. That's LOVE! :))

pic credit: Donghae's twitter

'myblacksmile' said Goodbye...

2010-07-20T17:31:00.003+08:00

...and I think I'm the only Min fangirl in the world who is not so sad about it. XD

WARNING: Major...

Wait, before anything else, I just want to rant for a bit..
Ok. Here goes..
I HATE IT! I HATE THE FACT THAT MY FANGIRLING LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN~!!! Grrr....

W A R N I N G: Major 'fangirl-thinking' ahead!!

and my story needs a timeline. LOL

16 July, Friday:
The story was told by my Lead Agent to me~ At work, my supervisors and manager had a Seniors Meeting and one of thethings they discussed is about the forbidden internet access at work. Well, they are not innocent to not know that their employees are stealing time to access the net. ANd we are also not stupid to deny it, coz most of the time we are always caught in the act.
At the meeting, they mentioned "TWEETING" of some of the agents during work hours. And what made them think is how did the agents opened twitter.com even if it's blocked. No one during the meeting reveal the proxy sites [Thank God]. The manager mentioned a name of the agent whom she saw tweeting during work. Fortunately, it' wasn't my name, unfortunately, manager told everyone it was my friend. Katrina.
My reaction when I heard it: Seriously LMAO. WTF Katrina DOESN'T HAVE A TWITTER and she got caught. LMAO!!!! XD

Poor Katrina. She was blamed by her bestfriends fault [that's me! XD]

My Lead agent told me that I should stop that TWITTER thing before I get caught and receive some serious punishment. So I told her, I will.... even if it breaks my heart. :(

At that moment, I kept on thinking that if I stopped tweeting, it's like stop loving SungMin. [LOL. XD]
But I don't want to be terminated too..
So it was hard.. I'm like torn between two lovers. [LOL]

By the end of the day, I told myself,
I'll tweet if I want to tweet.. come what may~ I don't care if I will get caught. ~_~

17 July, Saturday:
Sungmin tweeted his 'last tweet'.
He was saying that he's happy to had that kind of social ntwrok account and he need to suspend it for the meantime.
He said it's goodbye for now..

I had no idea he tweeted something like that until the next day 18 July...

18 July, Sunday:
While keeping myself busy, I was thinking of reasons why did Min ditch TWITTER. My conclusions:

1. Maybe Sungmin wants to tweet using a much edgy smartphone but he can't coz his current phone is still covered by the telecom contract..

2. Maybe he's enjoying UFO more than twitter.. And it's obvious coz of the reply ELFs received from Sungmin. X(

or 3. [This is my weird thinking] Maybe Sungmin doesn't want me to get caught tweeting at work, that's why he said goodbye.

Hahahahaha....
I was smiling like a crazy person when I tought of that 3rd reason...
LOL.

Summin it up:
I use twitter to talk to Sungmin.
He has been one of my my main reason why I kept my twitter account.
That's why I love tweeting anytime, anywhere of the day even if I know my job is at risk...
I almost got caught Tweeting by my supervisors..
Sungmin decided to suspend his account on twitter...
So now I will never get caught tweeting coz my reason for tweeting is already gone.

Sungmin, u really care for me...
I knew it. XD

Thanks for closing your twitter account, I still have my job..
But still... I will miss your tweets espcially your profile pic. XD

I love you 'M'

2010-07-12T23:05:00.004+08:00

Gosh.. I could've been there and take pictures with him.

But I just let all my chances slipped away.

Silly me. I should have listened to my brother. He really thinks I deserve to have a break so he keeps on pushing me to join my other sis on a vacay. But what did I do....??

I refused..

I thought it was not a good idea.

And now what..??

Here I am and suffering from regrets.

Arggghhhhhh >:(

Gosh! My Unnie is so lucky to meet that kind of creature. ;) Hahaha...

I wish I could post the pics here, but it would be so unfair of me to do it. (But if u ask me to show it to you, well I might do it. XD)

The 'guy' has a life. And I don't want to ruin it. (Ruin...?! LOL)

BUT I REALLY can't stop myself from thinking that I could've met him too.

Oh gosh. Seriously, I should stop now. ~_~

excess:

Min sorry but Michael is a nice catch. And I think I fell in love with him already. XD LMAO!

excess 2:

I can't believe I think like that. Close to being a *cough* p..p..perv *coughs* ROFL.

WHATEVER! But right now all I know is.. my heart's shouting, "I HEART YOU MICHAEL". XD

I miss you.

2010-07-11T01:36:00.007+08:00

If my friends were here and started invading my blogging world they will think that I'm a total freak.

Arghhh... I can't help but to feed my eyes with Min photos. They are just to cute to resist. XD.

Like right now.

I love 'NO OTHER' more than any SuJu song ever created. Yes, I do love it because of the meaning, but I love it more coz it made my Sungmin smile like an innocent child again.
Seeing him all smiles every time they perform [No Other] made me feel relieved and in heaven.

Sungmin, never lose that smile again... Thank you..

And oh yeah, by the way.... I miss you. :-/

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pic credit: Sungmin Baidu

shared by: MINvasion

FANGIRLING is not a CRIME

2010-07-03T17:07:00.005+08:00

That was like ages. It's hard to believe that my last entry was 2months ago. Seriously... What am I??

Geez, I can't be called a blogger then. XD

Anyway, I kind of left a cliffhanger there. Well, to conclude... I mean, what happened after my 'immature' entry....?

I told my friends about that. Of course, I don't want to be unfair to them. I want them to know what I truly feel about the situation. And I was so ashamed of myself. It was so immature of me to react that way. Really..XD

My bestfriend told me that maybe the reason I felt all left out and deprived... Maybe I cannot let go of them. It's hard for me to live life without my friends. I became all possessive and jealous again. Gosh, I hate the fact that I am becoming the highschooler Diane all over again. Yaish...

But what can I do, that's life. Maybe I am supposed to feel that way or my friends won't realize what I am really up to.
However, everything is fine and settled now. And my friends kind of realized that I was the one who is having a BIT of problem all this time... And that is - I FANGIRL TOO MUCH!

I don't know but I never realized that my stress reliever could lead to these. Or maybe I just became so abusive of my fangirling means... IRDK. OR Maybe all I care about is how to satisfy my fangirlng fantasies. Pfftt...

I've almost drowned myself with TWITTER, hoping Sungmin and other SuJu members reply to my tweets especially that SiWon is my FOLLOWER. [my username on twitter is 'grannyDSJH' BTW. :)] Twitter is also one of the reason why I hardly open my other blog accounts [ blogger, tumblr, etc... ] and keep them updated. BUT I must take the I.T. Department in work my MAIN reason why I don't update my blog that much... Geez, they think they'll get rich on forbidding us to use the net. Whatever~~ XD

And after Super Show 2 here in Manila, it's really hard for me to move on and not reminsce all the memories. So if I have time to fangirl, I use it. If my eyes are not yet tired to stare at Sungmin pictures, I just keep on doing it~. XD

I think I overdid being a fangirl. BUT WHAT CAN I DO?!! TO FANGIRL IS MY LIFE! AND FANGIRLING IS MY STRESS RELIEVER!!! I've only had limited time after a work so spare me....

But I must think... Think wisely. Use my time wisely.

OK. I'll teach myself to lessen my addiction, but I cannot promise to everyone that it will just go away. Especially now that SUNGMIN is learning how to.... how to... Show his UBER-HOT BODY!!! Hahahaha.... The most rewarding of all.... XD

" I was born an ELF and die an ELF " [Geez, that was a bit scary quote that I made... But yeah... Whatever]

Oh. yeah. HAPPY to be back here on BLOGGER! Cheers..!

Are you FRIENDLY?? Then stop it...

2010-05-15T16:21:00.001+08:00

I really hate this.

I've posted this phrase in all of my social network accounts and I'm going to shout it in here too.
DON'T BE TOO FRIENDLY, YOU'LL LOSE YOUR REAL FRIENDS.

I know that I've reacted way too much about that effin' post [my friend posted on her FB wall]. IDK but I just couldn't accept it... to the point that I almost lost my composure.

For some people, it may be shallow, but dude it striked me.

Hate to put it in a way that I am the one who will act all immaturely about this, but if we'll look back to yesterweeks, I think I was the 'victim' of one's insensitivity.

I tried to hold myself back and tried to understand my friend [whom I look up to coz she's my mentor too]. I never put on a frown face nor negative reactions about her comments to me -- that I'm WAY TOO FRIENDLY already.
I know she's just concerned that I may have put a 100% trust to a new friends that I made. I know she's a bit worried that I may give my trust to a wrong person. Well, thanks to her. Really... But everytime she sees me fooling and having a good time with my new found buddies she'll tell me that I wouldn't want to hang out with THEM anymore.

It was weird coz it feels like deprivation. IT's like....I was having a good chat with these new people and then there.. your old friend making a fuss about it. I mean come on, you guys are my original friends, no one could ever take your place in me. I just want to explore a new side of me that's why I want to hang out or talk to new set of people. Well, yeah, most of the time I only talk about my fandom with my new friends, but still come on... What's the big deal.

I know it's immature to bring that kind of issue in my rant. For a mature person, that kind of thing shouldn't be taken seriously. But I cannot avoid it now that I found out that the bunch of people who once deprived me from my happiness had a great dinner together without ME.

It may sound pretty childish, I know, but it sounds selfish to me.

Again I hate to think about it but it feels like.. you guys can be happy together, while I cannot!!What went wrong~

Is being friendly a wrong thing?? My mom never told me about it. Sorry...

To my friends, Thanks so much for the concern, but I know how the world works and I know whom I should trust. Don't you worry about me. But I just want you to know that it hurts me a lot everytime you tell me that I don't want to hang out with you guys anymore. But it hurts more to know that you can be happy without me.

Is this fate's revenge?? Well if yes, it hurts. It really does.

Lazy

2010-04-21T16:40:00.003+08:00

Seriously, no one can be lazier than me.

I've been waiting my own moment to write a fanaccount about Super Show and then there.. I was given the chance to attend the show but look at me still all lazy started nothing. Nothing~

BUT I really wanted to write my own fan account.

Right...

No one can stop me.

Better late than never.

Do I really need to create a proper [fanaccount] one or just random things about the show~??

Oh... Thoughts... thoughtss... A lot of thlooughts in my head~....

Fanaccount: TeukMin's CONDOM Moments

2010-04-12T12:32:00.001+08:00

TeukMin's CONDOM Moments.
[The Story Behind the Condoms~]

It was during PAJAMA PARTY when it happened.
During the 2nd part of the song, SUNGMIN was dancing to
the song while walking towards the main stage. He noticed
something on stage. Something that really caught his
attention. I was wondering what he saw. My sister
answered: "Ate, it was condoms. Fans threw condoms to
the stage". SUNGMIN then started laughing and couldn't
control his self so he called his TEUKI Hyung. TEUKI walk
towards SUNGMIN who was then pointing at the condoms.
When TEUKI saw the condoms scattered on the floor, he
hurriedly pick it all up one by one as if it was HIS. He even
rolled on the floor laughing and feel a little ashamed of the
items that he was holding. SUNGMIN was just beside him
laughing like crazy too. Fans got crazy when the two did
not stand up to continue singing, so they[fans] continued
to threw other "naughty stuffs" to the stage. There were
BOXERS, BRIEFS and the most daring is the RED LINGERIE.
While fans keep on throwing stuffs, Sungmin and Leeteuk
also continued on their teasing and laughing. IN SHORT,
they never sing again [to Pajama Party]. TEUKI collect all
the condoms he saw and he put it in a pink pouch.
SUNGMIN stood up far away from his HYUNG coz he
couldn't hold his laughter. He walked towards TEUKI again
and hit his HYUNG's back. {OMG the injury. Careful Minnie.
When Leeteuk is finishing on gathering all the condoms, he
gave SUNGMIN the box of BOXERS. Sungmin is laughing like
hell again.
When the song is almost over, EUNHYUK walks towards
SUNGMIN [and to the main stage]. SUNGMIN Asked
EUNHYUK to open the little thing fans threw to the stage.
SUNGMIN knew all along what was it so he couldn't hold
back again his laughter. Sungmin walked away from
EUNHYUK who was then trying his best opening that little
thing. When EUNHYUK finally opened the plastic, he was so
shocked that it was a RED UNDIES [lingerie]. SUNGMIN
rolled on the floor laughing. And EUNHYUK throws away the
LINGERIE leaving the fans with a very PRICELESS look.
After the song they all run back to the backstage and
SUNGMIN doesn't even realized that he was still holding the
box of BOXERS[briefs].
These boys are just soooo naughty~
I will upload the full fancam of these maybe later~ Hehehe.
So hope u'll enjoy it.

-grannyLEE-

SS2 was a BLAST

2010-04-12T12:31:00.002+08:00

I will never forget 10 April 2010.

5 Days to Go

2010-04-05T16:38:00.004+08:00

OMO. I can't explain my feelings right now...

I can't believe that the guys I loved so much, whom I only see in my computer monitor, pictures, CDs, cable TV, dreams... I will be seeing them in real life. And I only got 5 days only to prepare myself.

Waaaaaaah~!!!! I can't wait for APRIL 10. Dreams come true~~

Hahaha... Had a picture with them already before they arrived in my country. Nyahahahaha ^^

14 Days to Go...

2010-03-27T18:15:00.004+08:00

...and my FANGIRLING LIFE will never be the same again.

Yes. 14 Days to go and I don't know what to do~! LOL.

SS2 in Manila is on the 10th if April.

2 Weeks from today... sooooo fast approaching.

I got may hair done, ordered lightsticks, practiced my LUNGS on how to deliver loud squealls but I still feel that I AM NOT YET PREPARED.

Good thing that I was allowed to take a "LEAVE" from work tomorrow to attend one of the greatest day of my life.

THE SUPER JUNIOR MERCHANDISE SALE. Hahahaha... I know that ordinary people don't get how important this day would be. But to fangirls like me, YOU ARE with me guys, right? ^^

Tomorrow's event is also to finalize everything before the SS2 in Manila. Yes it is one of the biggest merchandise sale ever handled before a big concert. It is also a practice day of FANCHANTS so that we will be united on the actual concert.

Weeeeeeee..... I'm so excited. :D.

March 27, 2010 - EARTH HOUR

2010-03-27T17:37:00.002+08:00

Peepz let's help mother earth.

Let's offer 1 hour of this year to turn of the lights in our home and join the whole world on saving our Mother Earth.

You can check Official websites of the campaign to check your local time in there.

1 hour is a little time but enough to save earth and mankind. ^^

'4Minute' of Kpop Craze [wid pic]

2010-02-27T16:03:00.011+08:00

I remember one time telling Zaty that I will never be an ANTI of an idol band except 4MINUTE. I mean not seriously..

No. I am not saying that I am a 4minute anti but I just don't think I can follow their rose to fame for there are a LOT of girl bands/boy bands in Kpop industry these days. And considering I'm an ELF, the boy group I love is composed of 15 members. ... That's a lot of guys to handle. Plus, I am also a part time Shawol [SHINee]. ^^

I don't know but I set my mind that if I see 4minute, I wouldn't care to spare a time to watch their MV and sing their song. I told myself- it's sick to watch them~

I was blinded. I judged them before I saw their talents.

When I found out that they will be coming to my country to do their international promotions, I feel a bit of excitement despite of hating them. Maybe because they will showcase their dancing and singing abilities for free. And again as Kpop follower it's a MUST to see them live.

Almost a month before their promotions, I downloaded songs of 4minute, memorized and danced to it. I've been a fan of G7 [Invincible Youth] so I am familiar with HyeoNa. And then I started to like them(4minute) little by little. I guess I just got blinded by SNSD's legs that's why it's hard for me to appreciate another girl group [Oh gosh.. My masculine side is active again. XD].
AND I told myself that I swallowed what I told Zaty that I hate 4minute~

They arrived Manila, Philippines last 4th of Feb. They will stay in Manila until 8th of Feb. And I decided to see their show on the 6th. I have to take a leave from work just to see them. See.. Im loving them already! Hehehe...

I wasn't able to get there early so I expect that we won't get good seats at their mall tour.
It's alright, Unnie found a nice spot. Even if it is just beside the stage, we'll still have a nice view of the girls.

They came to the event center 20 minutes before the show. That was a nice way of showing how professional they are. They are not late. ^^

Start of the show. Fans starting to get crazy. Fans in all walks of life are there. Fangirls, fanboys, fanmoms and even fandads are there. Yes. There is such thing as a fandad coz I brought mine with me. ^^

The girls sang total of 5 songs including their version of PCD's "Stick With You".
After their performance, an authograph signing was held.

I was not able to get any autograph with them. I am not that lucky enough.
But seeing them performing live and with full energy, It's all worth it. :)

All I wanted to say now is that I feel guilty judging them before. Coz now I super duper adore 4minute. The characteristics that Im looking for in artist is in them. The whole show until they made an exit to the venue, they've been SMILING all along. Waving to all of their fans. I mean if they could just stop to every fan and thank them, they would do it. THEY are sooo nice. All pretty and cute. Very humble and appreciate evrything their Filipino fans had prepare for them.

Oh~!!! I super duper l♥ve the magnae So Hyun . She is sooooo cute and really NICE. I wanted to take her home with me.And also Hyuna. Hyuna is just hot. Hehehe... SHe can transform form a girl to a one hot 100% performer. Actually all of them is my love.

Zaty I know that u still don't like 4Minute, but me, I have to take my words back. I like them now. :)

Here are some of my pics from the show. Again, my photos are not photos I can boast about. I take all these as my memories, nice Kpop memories with 4Minute. But if u feel like taking it out, please credit me. Also the vid. ^^

Let's Welcome 4Minute

I like the music da-da-dancing music. Poor me I

can only see their backs. @_@

Yo~! JI YOON over here. There. A pic of her facing me. [lil blurry]

Ji Yoon just love the hot crowd

Hyuna is love. Minus the old man's head. LOL. XD

And yup. that's me. Pointing at the girls while signing their albums.

And this is one of my fancams. Enjoy~ ^^

C-R-A-P

2010-02-21T17:54:00.004+08:00

Updated my blog. Changed the layout. Deleted some gadgets and this is what I get...

CRAP

My blog looks like CRAP to me. Oh~~ -___-

Haisssst.... Must organize everything.

BUT Eventough my blog looks like hell, the good news of today is...

I already got the ticket for SS2.

Waaaaah~!!!!

Hello SHINee

2010-02-14T16:36:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh~!

This isn't right....

I want to kill myself for setting aside my SUJU liking to spazz over SHINee.

LOL.

Can't help it. After I saw them in person, my 'Shawol side' just grew and grew as well as my love for SHINee. Hahaha... Seeing a star in person can change evrything u think about them.

But that doesn't mean that I'm putting my love for SuJu to an end. I just need a break from all the pressures their SuShow 2 had caused me. XD. Im just setting it aside for a moment~

... and watching Shinee's Hello Baby is calming. Hahaha... [LOL. Calming~]

And if u want to fall in love with CHOI MINHO, I mean a real swept away...

Watch this show~

I guarantee you a real MINHO ESCAPADE.

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Im thinking of changing my blog but im not that pretty sure yet what to do~

Yeah... Whatever.

Oh. Before I forgot.

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVRYONE~]

Cheers!

EAT YOU UP [plus... greetings to ZATY ^^]

2010-02-05T16:32:00.004+08:00

I think no one offered any help as I was drowning myself with "the CATASTROPHE".
And now the nightmare is still on... And Im going crazy.

Anyways...
A lot of things is eating up my brain these days.
And im kind of worried if the brain cells that i lost, the dead ones, will be replaced.. Oh darn~!! >__<>__< size="3">to my dongsaeng Zaty, uhmmmmm.... what's the day tomorrow??
Are we celebrating something tomorrow?
Hummmmm....
What could it be... ^__*

ZATY Dongsaeng, SAENG IL CHU KA HAM NI DA~!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Save me from CATASTROPHE

2010-02-04T17:22:00.001+08:00

Don't ask...

Just save me.... NOW!!!!! TT__TT

And the LAZY AWARD goes to.....

2010-01-31T17:12:00.006+08:00

....Who else but ME.

Oh my. No one and nothing can be lazier than me.

I maybe lazy on posting entries here on my blog.

But believe it or not...

I'm a changed person now this 2010.

I've never been this disciplined in my whole life.

I've never been this hard working..... ever.

There is only one thing I've became like this..

.....

......

SS2

Fantastic! Elastic! [last part] with few pics

2010-01-09T10:58:00.021+08:00

[will I be lazy these whole year.?The story and the pics was last Nov.2009
and then I posted it just now???!!! WTH am
I? Well... Pfft..]

Ok.As the SHINee adventure continues...

After the guys showed off their extra talents, Isak and Luis said their goodbyes and left SHINee on stage to perform one of the most addicting song of 2009. RING DING DONG. And again the fans went barbaric~ LOL.

I don't know but everytime I hear the song, all the bells in my body are RINGING. And imagine, what more if its LIVE. Oh my goodness.... nothing can beat that moment. It's FANTASTIC!!!
Jonghyun's line is like a comfort food to my soul. XD. Waaah. I so love his intro. The moment he started to sing it's like an indication of an absolute performance is ahead of you~. Everything fits perfectly... I mean, almost [coz Teamin wasn't present. T_T. But Minho filled his position^^].
It's like a dream come true being there and singing along with the guys. They are so full of energy and they were able to bring out the best in the group even if Taemin is missing. But yeah they could've been better if they are complete.

Waaah~!! And Key bangging his head once in a while is superb. Even if the hair is kind of desctructing, he is still HOT!!. XD
How we all wish that moment will never end.
Fans, including me, kept on screaming and screaming until the end of the song.
End of the song means end of the show. How sad. TT__TT
When the song ended, only Onew wave at the fans while exiting the stage. He left the Phil ShaWols with his SHINeeing smile. :)

Even the boys left the stage already, fans kept on shouting, "MORE, MORE~!", "ENCORE~!" and "Noona neomu Yeppeo!" XD. But of course, knowing that it is not a SHINee concert they won't come out no matter how the fans would scream their lungs out. BUT as for me, I am satisfied. Eventhough they only sang 3 songs they did not let me spend any money, not even a penny for it. Plus SHINee performed their songs with full of energy. So I told myself, that was enough. It was great.

We found our way out of the hall not hoping for anything more from the Kpop stars.

Whoa the hall is so full of satisfied and unsatisfied audience of the night. When my sisters and I are all together, we thought of staying in there for a moment. Beside the complex/building we found the people who watched the show guarding a BUS. My Unnie then hurriedly run to the bus and joined the teenagers, hoping for a last glimpse with the Kpop idols. It was so funny bcoz when we get to where the bus is, another bus came and it is like to lure the people. LOL. They even turn of the lights of the bus to lure us more. BUT of course, these kids won't go home unless they get what they want.

GOSH! I thought we found a great spot, the front of the BUS. It was so close. REALLY. That time I'm starting to imagine how SHINee would step up the BUS' stairs and load the bus with other kpop artists. Hahaha. This is it! I told myself. Armed with our cameras, we are all starting screaming SHINee members names and all. Like a practice. Hahaha.. It's kind of annoying when someone from near the door of the bus would scream once in a while like crazy as if SHINee is already there. We rely on the actions of the security men around the bus. If they started moving aggresively, it means 'it's them'. Minutes have passed still nothing... and then suddenly people started pushing each other towards the bus. OMG... Is it them??? IS it?? Ohh.. False alarm~ But it's MIGHTY MOUTH who is climbing and going in the bus.

WAAAH~!!! We want to get crazy at that time...Any moment... it'll be SHINee who'll be hopping up the vehicle...
Scream continues and then there... The reason why we are there suddenly comes next~~

OMG.!!! That's the nearest distance I could see them in person. OOOOMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGG~!!!! They are sooo tall. I couldn't remember who went in first. But I can only remember that I saw Onew smiling to the fans. And MINHO, OMG. I want to faint. The way he walk in the aisle of the bus is like he is strutting the runway. He is sooooo SEXY and soo TALL!. I fail to see Jonghyun and [my] Key getting into the vehicle coz of the chaos around me.. Hahaha... what do I expect? Calm and rational fans?? LOL.

The engine of the bus started to groan. And the security people is having a hard time to forced the fans to step aside so the bus can pass.... Until finally after trials, they succeded.

BUT the fans will never give up of course.We tap the side of the bus loudly so the boys will peak from the curtains. [Their manager is ruining the evening becoz he ordered the bus driver, the security and the artist to close the curtains of the bus.] MIGHTY MOUTH open their curtains and waved to the fans. Waaaah~! They are so nice to do that. But SHINee didn't open their window. I am starting to get disappointed by them but Onew suddenly open half of his curtain and waved at the fans. OMG! I was there. He put on his bright smile and in a span of 5-8 seconds he was able to see how Filipinos loves them so much.

And then comes their manager who told Onew to close the curtain. >:( ...Gosh. I want to kill that person.

I turned off my camera coz the bus left in front my eyes [and I also lost my lil sis. LOL] . And bcoz Im busy turning off the camera [and looking for my sister. XD] I missed a very important moment that night. KEY opened the curtain on the back of the bus and waved at the fans. Leaving all the fans 'high' with his smile.
Awwww!! And I missed it. :(

Well, that's not important. Hehehe...
The important thing is I was there. I was able to scream their names, sing with them live, getting high whnever I see Key smile, I was there with my friends and my sisters sharing the Kpop fun with each other is the most important. Hehehe.... Also I don't have soooo CLEAR pictures to boast about but the feeling being there... that I could boast~ ^^

So far, nothing can beat that night.. in terms of K-Popping~ *_*

Let's see if SuJu comes~ XD

Thanks for reading~ LOL.
Now some pictures to share. [Again, it's not something that can be spread all over the net. Just a proof that I was there, seen them Live RING DING DONG-ing~ :P]

The Promotional Poster of the Festival

Meet the ShaWols. The fans gathered in the hall

Haggard-ness. LOL. Me and my friends in our assigned seats
at the 3rd floor. Soooo far...

Forever making me smile. SHINee singing their first song 'Stand by Me'.

with VJ Isak and Luis.[Oh. I frogot to say that this a shot from the 3rd floor.]

And these are the shots from the orchestra (1st floor).

My Unnie's seat is @ the 1st floor. Blurred coz she

only use her camera phone. XD

And this is our RING DING DONG fancam. Unnie is the one who is filming when she

realized that it is almost the end of the song. LOL. She forgot to click the 'record' button.

The BUS. And this is the bus that will take away our beloved from us.

[I have a fancam of the bus chasing but it's like chaos. LOL]

Cheese. That's me [in violet] and my dongsaeng Jade.

Yeah. And this is my Unnie. All smiles~ ^__*

SHINee Night. We can't have a picture with the SHINee guys personally,

but this poster is enough. Hehehe...

WHAT's NEXT??

SS2

HAPPY NEW YEAR, HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-12-31T14:59:00.009+08:00

Happy New Year everyone~!!

Bye 2009 and Hello 2010.

Whoa~ That was fast. I can still remember what had happened to me this whole year.
Every details... Even the smallest details I can still remember it.XD LOL

The start of 2009 was good. One of the highlights is that I started to get hooked with Super Junior. What a good start~ LOL. I changed SuJu guy from time to time. Until I stopped at Sungmin Lee, and Im fine with him~ XD

Everything was fine until June. June was a rough month not only to me but to my family.

Mama [my grandma] passed away. I was sooooo DAMN HARD to wake up every morning and not seeing someone at the sala waving at you during breakfast. I always feel sad to go home coz I know no one will ask me if I have eaten already. It's not fun to watch Sorry,Sorry MV anymore if she is not my watching buddy. It's really hard to lose a love one. But time taught me how to accept. Mama is up there, happily watching over me. ^^

On the bright side. [LOL]. I still have my daddy, mommy, sibs and friends. Hehehehe...

Uhmmm.... what else had happen to me....

Well, the fangirling continued and continued up to the next level.

Oh. The MIN presents that I got last bday.
Whaaa~~ So love it.
[Zaty, i'll show u the other soon. I m just lazy to post pics. XD and the guns~ LOL]

Oh..~Oh..~ One of the highlights is the SHINee and Key moment. Gonna remember that forever. =)

*sigh...

Im excited what's in store for me this 2010. But I wsh evryone good health and wealth. XD

hahahaha. SEOUL, Korea. Here I come~!!!!! ^__*

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Saeng-il chukahamnida~

Saeng-il chukahamnida~~

Sarangha neun LEE SUNGMIN...

Saeng-il chukahamnida.

Yipee~~~

Happy Birthday SUNGMIN OPPA. ^^

At last I can call you Oppa again. XD

Whoa. Even if it's impossible for you to read my messages, Im out of words now~ LOL

OK. Im so happy to know Super Junior ..SuJu has been my stress reliever. And I cannot imagine i've been crazy about you guys for a year now. Being crazy over you is worth it. I don't regret admiring someone like LEE SUNGMIN coz it's reasonable.

It's fun to discover new things about you. It made me fall inlove with you day after day.[oh~ such a fangirl. Sorry]

I still don't know how... But in my eyes, you stand out the most.

[People spare me if Im fangirling like hell like these, spare me]

Sorry to spoil MIN's Bday moment. Ok I'll calm myself~

OK..

SUNGMIN wish u all the best in life. All the happiness and success.Good health to you and your family and to SuJu too. Oh... and also to Hyaku. ^^

Hope u'll have more projects with the band and hope u guys stick together forever~

Lovelife?? Well, u have me already. LOL. [Now Im dead]

SUNGMIN, Happy Birthday.My God Bless you and your family always.

Love yah .XOXOXOXO.

OH.~

Before I forgot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALSO to my sister, JADE.

I envy you coz you have the same Bday as MIN.
Jade, be good always. Love you~ ♥
God bless. ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN EVERYONE~ CHEERS~! ^^

Fantastic! Elastic! pt.3

2009-12-27T16:30:00.004+08:00

YES. Shinee~!!!SHINEE IS NEXT.

Temparature rising,screams covered the whole hall.
Excitement within the fans [including me] is sending shivers down to our spines.
This is the moment that we've been waiting for~~
The long wait is over~~

Isak and Luis made an introduction first~
After a few spiels.Isak ask the audience to kept quiet for a moment coz a clip will be played~

All of us stared at the big screen.
HOLY Sh**~! They played the TEASER of RING DING DONG MV.... And then fans went TOTALLY WILD~!SCREAMS ALL OVER.
Of course the clip was less than a minute, during the clip, after every members have their close up shot, it's funny to hear the screams increasing-decreasing. LOL.

After the teaser was shown.. All eyes are at the stage while screaming.
No lights are turned on. Not even a lil spotlight. But we can still see people going on the centerstage... There's one... two... three... four shadows of not so clear people but we know who they are.. [No Taemin coz he is sick and wasn't able to join the group.]They stood there..
Still no lights..
Fans kept on screaming~
AND then BAM~!!! LIGHTs of different color, and spotlights to the people on the stage was switched on sooo brightfully.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!IT's SHINee....
OMG. I can't believe it. SHINee in the Philippines soil. SHINee on a CCP stage. SHINee in front of their FILIPINO fans FOR REAL~!!! And I can't believe we Shinee, ME and other SHAWOLS are all breathing the same air for once in our lives~ ^___^
Then an intro... a lovely intro...sounded familiar~~
Then fans screamed again~~~ Waaah~!!
And then along with the music... Shinee started to sing...
STAND BY ME nal parabwajwo~~

WAAAH~!!! Scream... squealing all over he place...
OMG. I thought Im gonna die that night not bcoz I finally saw Shinee in person but bcoz CCP hall might collapsed coz of the high level fangirls~~XD
Boys over Flowers video is played in the big screen and I bet not all shawols noticed that along the way the video got cut off or cut through the middle literally. I just noticed that the video only has Jan Di's half face, LOL. [Pirated??]
The boys couldn't sing their lines properly. They couldn't hear themselves and couldn't hear the things which should be heard from their earpiece. They would put a forced smile once in a while not bcoz they are not happy BUT they did not expect such energetic fans to cheer for them like that. In short, they are SHOCKED.
Filipino SHAWOLS went really wild every minute. I guess they really had difficulty on hearing each other [or hearing themselves] coz of the place. The hall couldn't handle such loud scream like that~..
AnywaysOf course that wouldn't be a problem~They sang the first song whole heartedly~ ^__^
Though our seat is at the 3rd floor, I tried my best to feel their aura from afar.~

OMG.I told myself..
This is it. Savor the moment.
I put my eyes first onto JONGHYUN.
OH gosh. Jonghyun is glowing like his hair~ Jin jja~!!I hated the color but when I saw it in real life only Jonghyun can pull off a hair like that. I mean for an Asian. ^^. I must say, Jonghyun is a natural beauty.[ I saw a fancam of them arriving @ tha airport and Jong stands out coz of the hair and... and ... He's just goddamn GLOWING~!!!]
Next is ONEW. Onew is a cutie~ Handsome, cutie, handsome, cutie... Really nice voice. It sounds different in real life. Different in a good way of course..
Next is MINHO. OMG, the handsome young grown up person in the world. MINHO is a one hot catch~ And at last I was able to keep my promise. I promised to myself that If I saw MinHo in person, I would cheer for him like what EUNHYUK do in "Let's GO! DREAM TEAM!" [Chubarl Dream Team]. And I did. Sooo happy. XD
Last but definitley MY no.1 Shining member is KEY~!! Waaah~! [excuse me Sungmin~]MY KEY!! MIGHTY KEY!!!OMG. I CANNOT SEE KEY's handsome face.Because:
1.) Im at the 3rd floor and he's down there.. So far.
2.) I wasn't with myself when I realized that Im really screaming over him in person... LIVE!
and 3.) The thing that covers his face is such a disaster! At first I thought it's a hat... like a Fedora or something. But it was so shiny, so it couldn't be a hat. Then it moved one time when he kind of headbanged. Then I realized that it is a hair. OMG. How can Koreans have their hair pressed against their head/forehead that neatly??!! I was impressed at the same time dissappointed coz it's abig obstruction on my fangirling moment~. BUT I must say, I did not regret choosing Key over the others. Coz he can be cute and soooo manly at the same time~ LOVE~~![And then I am off to dreamland. LOL. XD]

Okay. Back to the show. After they sing STAND BY ME, They introduce theirselves with their trademark hand move. ^^Onew talked and of course it's in Korean so we didn't understand a thing. All of the fans were shouting "English~! English~!" to Onew so that he'll speak in English. Unfortunately. Onew did not~
After that, JULLIETTE was put on. And do I have to say this again. What do you expect from the fans?? A much louder scream of course~ XD
But it kind of break my heart when the boys positioned themselves and you will notice that a spot is unfilled. :( Fans really misses Taemin a lot. :(
Minho sang Taemin's lines and the no. was a great overall performance.
I don't know how this kids do it, but what what u see in the MV, in Music Bank, Inkigayo etc..etc.. are the same on what I saw in CCP. Same level of energy and all. It was superb.

After Julliette, Isak and Luis went to the centerstage to interview the boys.
Language barrier isn't a problem coz Isak was there. She wasn't just a host but an interpreter as well. I felt a bit disappointed about KEY again coz he didn't speak in English eventough he's fluent to speak it. :(
Each member made an extra talent... Isak asked extra talents to show from the boys.
MINHO started and showd his runway model walk.
Next to him is ONEW. Onew didn't show any extra talent, but he cutely imitates MINHO's runway walk.. with a hand-up-in-the-sky pose.
After Onew is KEY. Waaah... MY KEY. Isak asked to audience to keep quiet coz KEY will rap in ENGLISH. And KEY did, he got MINHO beatboxed for him. :)
Last to do something is JONGHYUN, and JONGHYUN sang a bit from a song that could make all "NOONAS" go crazy. Jong sang his line from their song "Noona neomu Yeppeo". waaah. JONGHYUN's voice is to squeall for. so Smooth~~ 0_o

to be continued..

One and only BEIJING FRIED RICE

2009-12-22T17:32:00.007+08:00

Hankyung..... T_T

Don't be a heartbreaker..

Don't leave SJ just like that.

SuJu won't be SuJu if one is missing~

Don't leave ur beloved ELFs.

Hankyung, kajima~! TT__TT

Everything will be alright.

pic. cr:smtown/gagpouw@cyworld // stalker93 @ Sapphirepearls

Fantastic! Elastic! Pt.2

2009-12-13T11:56:00.004+08:00

The show started with the singing of national anthem. It was first time to hear S.Korea's national anthem, eventhough I don't understand it, you'll sense their patriotism in the music.

The first performance is like an intoduction performance. First set of performers are my fellowmen. They showcased a cultural dance complete with traditional costumes and instruments. I kind of missed their complete performance coz I went outside again to look for my sisters whom luckily got inside [before I went out. *_*]. I also missed important people who played a good role between the diplomatic relations of my country to South Korea. Yeah, I was still outside then. T_T. I missed the ambassador's speech, they said it's funny... IDK. XD

And then to first part of the program.

VJ Isak [Arirang, Pops in Seoul] and VJ Luis Manzano [famous actor/VJ in the Phils] hosted the the show.

The first to perform on the first half the program are the Arirangtown Club [??]. This group comprises of Filipino teenagers who are into Kpop and they prepared a dance number. Their music are of course Kpop songs~ Girl's Generation, U-Kiss and of course SHINee. ^^

Second to perform is Avi.... [oh gosh I forgot her surname]. A Filipina teenager who won last years Phil-Kor talent show.

For the night's show, she performed... what else.. the undying "Nobody" by wonder girls, the song that drive us nuts in a bad way coz it is getting to our nerves already. Getting sick of this song~~~ But infairness to Avi, the girl really has talent.

Third performer is one of my favorites. A Korean boy who sang a Filipino song. [Gosh~ I forget the name again~ T_T]

He sang the famous classic Filipino song ANAK by Freddie Aguilar. I must say hands down to this kid coz his accent is so good considering that he only started to live in the Phils less than 2 years ago~ So wow~!

Before the VJs wrap up the first part of the show, they left the audience with VTRs.

There is a VTR that shows how Philippines started to have a diplomatic relation with S.Korea and stuffs like that. It's like a history subject @ school. ^^ And the other VTR is like madness, coz they got few Korean artist including Idol groups to speak and send messages to the Friendship Fest. I swear it's fun to hear all the screams increasing-decreasing whenever the video will switch from one artist to another. Few Kpop artist who greeted were: U-Kiss, Tiara, MBLAQ, One Two, 2pm, my fave. Girls Generation [I love it coz Sooyoung is the one who started SNSD's greetings], my other fave.F(x) [I swear Amber's fangirls went wild including me. XD], SS501, FT Island, of course 2ne1 and Of course Sandara's own greeting. LOL at Sandara coz she did not greet the people but kept on asking if Filipinos missed her. XD. I think I missed a few artists coz again I forgot who else~~ *_*

2ND HALF of the show:

VJ Isak changed her outfit from gown to wild.

She opened the 2nd half with her own version of Kelly Clarkson's "My Life Would Suck Without You".

After a few chitchats with VJ Luis. They called up the first Artist to perform[for the 2nd part]. Brownman Revival. Whooo~!

Grabe ang gwapo nung vocalist~!!!! Tama ka ms. Athena. LINTIK talaga~! [oopps. Sorry for that Tagalog all of the sudden] Brownman revival is the Filipino front act for the show.

2nd to perform is the Korean hip-hop duo Mighty Mouth. Actually, I don't know them that much. Only by name. But I heard that they made a collaboration with famous actrous and ex-Baby VOX member Yoon Eun Hye, and that's it. But I must say, this 2 gentlemen knew how to bring out the ENERGY of the fangirls~ Thay even went down the stage and made a great interaction with the Shawols~ :) It was so fun~ How I wish I was there, down @ the orchestra...

Another Korean act performed after them. Winter Play. I think they are the only successful Jazz band in Korea.[im my own POV]. It's my first time to hear them played their instruments and sing~.
M.J. would be so proud if he was able to listen to the band's own version of BILLY JEAN.
With all infairness, they gave justice to the song with their own rendition. They also
sang Gypsy Girl.. IDK what song is that. It was my first time to hear it.
Winter Play is sooo good and I forgot to say that they are the 2nd to the last performers...

2nd to the last.. Which means...

YES.
Shinee~!!!

SHINEE IS NEXT

Fantastic! Elastic! :) Pt.1

2009-12-09T01:18:00.006+08:00

Finally..

At last, I'm back again.

And I'm ready to share my Shining, shimmering, splendid week [actually this isn't week ago, but decades ago. @_@. I'm so late making entries~~ spare me.]

But first to my Zaty dongsaeng.. yeah. I think u should prepare the guns coz I don't know if u could handle what had happen to me.. *cough*Key*cough*. :)

note.

Alternative titles for this entry are:

-60th Philippines-Korea Friendship Festival
-Next Level K-Pop Adventure
-A Full time ELF, part time SHAWOL

or
-How grannyLEE cheated Lee SUNGMIN? [yeah.. right. I can hear my sibs agreeing to this~].

Ok. Shoot.

[warning: Novel ahead. *_*]

Remember my 2 entries ago~
I was so down and broken when I found out that I am sooo unlucky not to see SHINee performing live. I wasn't a big fan of them and I haven't memorized any of their songs. BUT seeing them in person, seeing a K-pop artist in person is what a K-pop fangirl would always dream of. So I don't want to miss this kind of thing. Considering also that SHINee is the first K-pop Idol group to perform in my homeland, so definetly shouldn't miss~

Day before the big event, I was silently finding ways how to get tickets. I surf and surf the web to death, searching for some possibilities. I send millions of insisting mails to the event organizers if they can give me extra tickets, but I always get a response that.. NO! No Tickets... Already Gone... Tickets was given back to Arirang.. and so on and so forth. I find myself hopeless, don't want to persue anymore. Just let it slip~ Just like that. But Suddenly... while I was eating my lunch @ our office pantry, goddessAthena ran to me and loudly delivered a good news. [Yeah, she shouted it~ LOL]. Her K-pop Chingu Yayo-ssi has an extra ticket and she's willing to give it to ME.

WAAAAHHAHAHAAH~!!! I was like in heaven knowing that it's sure that I will see them~. SHINING, SHIMERING, SPLENDID!

goddessAthena, u are truly a goddess. *wink* Komawo to u and your friend. ^^

Day of the event, an unexpected thing happen. MY BOSS did not allow me to take a leave from work. TT_TT. Ok I don't want to explain it. To make it short, I had to use my bone illness just to get myself out from the office. [And I hope God won't punish me T_T].

Finally, I arrived at the venue~

OMG!! Fangirls, fanboys are evrywhere [with their fanmoms]. I mean, I haven't been to any concert lately so Im kind of shocked [The last performers I see live are HILLSONG Church AU, and it's a worship night.. so Culture shock. XD] ...And most of them are ofcourse wearing their Blue SHAWOL shirts.

But what really suprises me are the teens who [sorry, if Im gonna used this term...] were TRYING HARD to look like Koreans.@_@ Ok, the SHINee Trend is fine, I can handle it. Bright colored shoes and bright colored shirts, it's ok. BUT why would you wear winter boots and knitted sweater IN A TROPICAL COUNTRY!!!!!!!! COME ON~! Think of something else to do to show how you adore Korean culture... eat Kimchi will waiting for the gates to open, that'd be cool~ :)

OK. Back to the real story...

Like what I said teens are evrywhere BUT I didn't expect that most of the teens who are in the line are the people who doesn't have tickets. And 2 of them are my sisters..

My Unnie and dongsaeng decided to try their luck to have tickets on the day itself. And it was like 20-80% chances of having tickets. Im so bothered about it coz the 2 of them likes SHINee more than me~ T_T

Minutes, hours had passed and yet SHAWOLs who doesn't have tickets kept on coming. And geez I started to feel sorry for them. [Including my sisters~]

The doors had opened and excitement among the fans invaded the whole venue.

We, me, goddessAthena and 2 other friends, are Balcony ticket holders. And Balcony is on the 3rd floor. I can imagine at that time how SHINee would be sooo small in my eyes, but it's ok. ^^

We went in the building, up to the 3rd floor and went in the hall.

OMG again~! Once I set my foot in the hall how I really wanted to step back. :) Bcoz the screams of fangirls, fanboys, fanmoms can nearly kill a person. XD

Yes. I do scream but it's my first time to hear something like that. I thought CCP will be destroyed coz the place is not used to it, plus it's a scared place for musicals, cultural events, silent kind of entertainment... So CCP and me are shocked.XD. BUT yeah, loud screams are one hell of excitement!!!!HAHAHAHA...

The show hasn't start yet but they were screaming over the K-pop vids that are playing on the big screen. It was a BIG BANG vid that was playing when my friends went in. Fans are not just singing along with the vid but they were singing using FANCHANTS as if they were on SBS Inkigayo or KBS Music Bank. I must say, Filipinos are truly into HALYU WAVE~ ^_^

That time I was still bothered by my 2sisters coz I know they are still outside.

I went out again to look for them and told myself~ come what may~~~. But me being worried became twice when I cannot find them among the frustrated fans. Soooo worried.. I wanted to go home~ Suddenly my Unnie texted me, "Diane, get in.. we're already inside. Jade[my younger sis] is at the Balcony-4th flr. And I'm at the 1st floor."

I was relieved, only for half a sec. Coz it changed to being envious~ LOL.

Who wouldn't feel envy of my big sis. The person who went to the venue WITHOUT an assurance of having a ticket is NOW AT THE 1ST FLOOR~! She could've even catch bits of Shinee's perspiration during the show. SOOOO damn lucky~ {Zaty, can u imagine now my unnie's fancam?? XD]

I went back and focused on the show...

[.. to be continued....]

to zaty: hold back those guns. LOL. waaah... u're gonna be crazy if I show u the pics.

to KaNGaRoo: Can you figure out now who is Sungmin's dongsaeng I am talking about~??

Both of you: Jinjja bogoshipoyo~ T_T

And I'm back again... This time.. SUCCEEDED

2009-11-30T16:44:00.004+08:00

Miracle happens in times of hopelessness.. XD

OMG!!! + fangirl squeal. @_@

goddessAthena found a way to take my fangirling beliefs to the next level.
She got me a ticket to see SHINee performing LIVE. Thanks to her friend, Yayo-ssi, for giving me their extra ticket. Nomu saranghae. You guys rock~! XD

When goddessAthena broke the good news, I was smiling like crazy. From ear to ear. ^^

Somethig like this:

[Yeah. I had to use Teuki again for my blog's uniformity. LOL]

i'll be back and post the timeline of my fantasy with Shinee. ♥

[Oh. I can hear SungMin banging his head on the wall. To Sungmin: Don't worry baby, u're still my No.1, even if you consider Hyaku ur no.1. XD]

Finally I'm back .... frustrated!

2009-11-20T23:57:00.007+08:00

First of all..

Hi to everybody..
Hi to my friends..
Esp. to my Malaysian dongsaengs Zaty and KaNGaRoo~
I missed you guys soooooo much~!! *mwah~mwah~~*

I missed blogging XD

But I hate the fact that I returned to my normal fangirling life frustrated.

Waaah~~!!! I want to see SHINee in person!!!!!

Yah. I'm not a Shinee fan. But since I love K-pop I shouldn't let this slip.
Plus Shinee are SuJu's hoobaes~

Huhuhuhu~~~ goddessAthena is so lucky, she already has a Confirmed ticket. [Wow! Parang booking lang ah~ LOL].
I've never been lucky in promos, raffles... etc..etc..
I don't know but I am sooo sad right now~
And I'm crying like him~~

I have to make a way~
TT__TT

FYI:
SHINee will be performing for Philippine-Korea Friendship Festival on 27th Novemeber 2009. The Free [take note... IT'S FREE!!!!] K-Pop concert will be held at Cultural Center of the Philippines [Manila].

excess:
Sorry goddessAthena, I had to use Teuki's photo. I am supposed to use a crying Sungmin's pic but since Min doesn't cry that much [and it's sooo hard to find one... XD], I just used ur hubby's crying moment. The way he cried there is similar to what I feel now. [malungkot na malungkot lang.. hahaha]

LOL

Post-Birthday Entry pt1 "I love MIN, I hate MIN" XD

2009-11-03T17:24:00.009+08:00

I just turned 23 three days ago.. [LOL. I know Im getting old but yeah... whatever, Sungmin and I are now both 23.... hahahah just something to connect]. Oh. Yes. Sungmin. It's not his birthday last 31st but he stole the scene on my little celebration. BUT the way he stole it is one of the best thing in the world. ^^

My sisters surprised me with a.... uhmmmm.... [I cannot post the pic today, next week maybe..] a sungmin-fangirl-would-really-love present. Everytime I look at it I smile like michyeo.! Hehehehe
Waaaah~! I was really indulging myself on that present until 1st Nov around 1100am.

Nov 1, I was @ work, tried to open youtube using a proxy site, i don't know if I am fortunate that it worked. @_@

I typed Sungmin on the search box and sort out the new uploaded videos of Min.
The first vid to pop out the screen is his CF for his dad's company.
I must say Min doesn't look like a SuJu member there, he looks like the CEO of SendBill. ^_*
I searched for more latest videos... and I found what I've been looking for a long time....

I clicked the vid. Wait for it to load.. And watch it without pausing.

It's an 8 seconds vid of Min
BUT enough to make me feel in pain..

How can he betray me..[Oh im such hi-level fangirl. XD].

Actually, I was anticipating the 'scene', so I practiced what my reaction should be..

BUT it feels different after u see it~

Sungmin lovers out there, esp. Zaty and KaNGaRoo, have u guys seen the clip of..

KISSING SCENE of eu ri SUNGMIN in his musical AKILLA??

T__TMy first reaction is a like bleh~

No reaction.

I was like... 'Oh. So that was the kissing scene... OK.'

But time after time it occurs to me how painful it was..

SUNGMIN KISSED A GIRL WHO IS NOT ME!!!

[hahahaha... Im really crazy now. Nomu MICHYEO~~!]

Sungmin, why right after my b-day??
Why?
My week is ruined.. oh~~

[Hahahaha.. OverReacting... ]
Now my sisters are not stopping from teasing me~.

Every night, unnie will make fun of me.

"Waaaah~! How pitiful~~ Sungmin is not loyal to you.."

They always attack me with those teasings and all.....

Question:
May I hate you SUNGMIN for a moment??

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LOL. I just can't seem to move on. Im acting like Sungmin is really MINE..
Well, yeah... HE is MINE.[Im sensing that my two malaysian dongsaengs will bash me to death after reading these.... LOL. Spare me Zaty and KaNGaRoo, I just had my birthday~ ^__^]

Hiatus [??]

2009-10-28T18:07:00.006+08:00

I know I am a GRANNY and working already, but I was really on HIATUS. [Actually, still on Hiatus.]

Oh~~~ I miss my normal fangirling life.

I miss my friends...
I miss Zaty...
I miss KaNGaRoo...
I miss reading fanfics...
I miss Super Junior....
and most especially, I miss SUNGMIN. My danhobak pink prince~ TT__TT

I know that I should stress myself sometimes BUT NOT LIKE THIS~!!!
This is one hell of a SH*T~! [oh... profanity... not again~!]

BUT I'll be back to being normal again.

So SapphirePearls, MINvasion watch out... I'll be attacking those blogs again. XD

thanks Sungmin for sharing the stress with me. @_@

pissssssed

2009-10-17T11:09:00.003+08:00

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!#^%*&%#@%^*&$#$$^&%^@#$Fgjj%$~*&^GnbJ:]

Im tired of those words...

Can't you use any other excuse aside from.."I've done everything I can... Im sorry~.."

Know what.????

SHUT THE F**K UP~!!!!!!

Ur stories, excuses. or whatever the hell u call it, IT doesn't work on me...
I won't buy that~~!!!!!

Thanks for the compliments BUT it won't benefit me..

When will u get tired of throwing me from one place to another..

Thank my friends coz they are the ones who are motivating me to keep this JOB~

I swear to myself, IF I became rich I'll buy all of you and be MY SLAVES~!!!

OH dear GOD, Sorry if im being rude and mean like this~. Ur Son showed us that being angry at reasonable things is fine... Is this okay..?
Please keep me strong..
I need a lot of strenght...
Please don't let me curse this people a lot~
I don't want to be like that again....
Bless them and let them realize what they are doing~~

Zaty, KaNGaRoo, especially goddess.athena, I don't know what to do?? I want a new life~~
my co ELFs, please cheer me up~

Happy Birthday DONGHAE

2009-10-15T14:18:00.005+08:00

16 DAYS BEFORE I WAS BORN, God decided to create something special. A special creature, a human being that can be called FISH.
This human FISH will possess great characteristics. A handsome human FISHY who can dance, sing, act, play instruments and can make girl scream their lungs out~ XD
More importantly this FISHY will complete the largest boyband in the world 19 years from now~ [whew~! That's math.. XD]
*Poof~* And then LEE DONGHAE was born. ^^

It's been only [less than] a year since I became a fan of Super Junior. Less than a year is enough to know and explore each members talents and personalities.

Eventough I used to be .. [WARNING: Fangirl ahead] used to be SiWon's wife and now I am currently SungMin's other half. [whahaha~ spare me.], I see DONGHAE as one of the outstanding members. It's like there are no reasons on not liking Fishy~
I change my SuJu list once in a while but DONGHAE remains on his same spot.
[hahaha... Fishy cannot take the 1st spot coz that's for Minnie already.]

I hope Twin Brother~ [oh... I wanna call Donghae Twin Brother coz he's 16days older than me, born on October, on 1986, what more can u get? Plus, my sister told me that I act like Fishy~ (parang kiti-kiti hehehehe)... Whatever~ Just let me do my thing~ Hihihih]
..I hope Twin Bro FISHY will have good health, more projects and be with Super Junior forever. ^^

A year again had pass and our own FISHY didn't fail to entertain us..

Cheers to our birthday boy LEE DONGHAE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY and we hope you'll have more birthdays to come~
SARANGHAEYO, DONGHAE~!

ALSO:
HAPPY 1st B-day to my godson JARED~! Wooohoo~!!!
JARED, Be a good boy always. Stay cute.^^

GOD BLESS to our Birthday boys~ <3

BLOCKED

2009-10-15T11:24:00.004+08:00

A computer with unlimited priveledges is C-R-A-P!!!!

Oh~ Sh*t to them. Blocking sites won't make them rich~!!!!

[ hahahaha... just feeling envy with goddessAthena's computer~...and now granny is pissed~ >:-( LOL ]

Stephen Gately, May you Rest in Peace.

2009-10-13T13:39:00.004+08:00

"I never thought that dreams came true.

But you showed me that they do.

You know that I learn something new.

Everyday I love you..."

Stephen's line from their song "Everyday I love you"

Stephen Gately, member of legendary Irish boyband BOYZONE, died at the age of 33. He was found dead in his apartment in Majorca, Spain last 10 October. Reports said that he gone out for drinks the night of the 9th, returned to his place, fell asleep and never woke up.

Irish music industry lost a great talent, Boyzone lost a not just a member but a brother and I lost an idol... just like that.

I found out about the horrible news yesterday. I was in the middle of a conversation with a passenger after I put my pax to hold the line, Katrina broke the news. And really I got distracted when I return to my caller. I was completely devastated~

Kat asked me why I reacted that way. She had no idea how I HEART BOYZONE so much esp. Ronan and STEPHEN. She said if she knew that I liked them a lot she could've break the news when I am calm and not doing anything~

I was a big FAN of Boyzone ever since they existed. Eventough I always tell the people around me that my music is REALLY Alternative Rock/Pop, I can't deny to myself that Boyzone songs are into my system. I've known them since 6th grade[elementary]. I became a fan and it continued until Highschool. I memorized all of their songs and as far as I can remember, me and my younger sisters had fun kissing the T.V. screen everytime Ronan and Stephen will appear. [I know... It's soooo fangirly~ XD]

But I hated Stephen for a moment when he revealed that he is gay.

I hate it when boybands became a hot topic if one of their members came out of their closets..@_@. And who wouldn't~~ I had a crush on him~

But who am I to hate him, he's happy with that~

I am so sad for Boyzone and their other fans. Stephen is a big loss to them~

But at least his time here on earth was enough to entertain us with his music, his songs.. everything~ Enough to inspire us all..

Stephen, wherever u are, may you rest in peace.

Stephen Gately, 1976-2009

Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints.

Psalms 116:15

grannyLEE 'The RECORDING ARTIST' --jjang~!

2009-10-09T10:22:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's activity was new to me and I never thought that to be a 'recording' artist is quite tiring.
AND also... I never thought that my life will never be the same again~~ hihihihihi

My day started with me being late AGAIN[uhmmm~not new]. After that all I know is that I'll be answering crappy calls the whole day but suddenly a person whom I don't talk to that much approached me. She said that she had to pull me out from my boring life and start doing something new. For a moment someone stopped me..
But then another person went to me again and told me to grab the oppurtuniy to shine and be a "recording star". *wink ^^. And so I did..

She told me to proceed on to another room and look for Mr.Pinch-y guy. And then I went there, and he handed me a piece of paper. He told me to give him a sample on how am I going to deliver those lines written on that paper. At that very moment, I was like "WTH is this...? Is Mr.Pinchy guy my manager?". I read his expressions, and it says, "Yes. Iam.."
... And so be it~ XD

We headed to the... "recording studio"*. And from there my new life started~
For a whole day I was trying to perfect my "recording" while My manager is there with me. Well, i should say that my manager is really flexible. He's like Microsoft Windows, really MULTI-TASKING~ XD. He's the manager who also facilitates the recording gadgets and sometimes 'composer' too. Really wow~

After millions of attempts, my managaer and I were confident that my 'album' is gonna be a hit and can turn Platinum~ XD.
We've really worked hard for these...^^.

After we finished recording, he send allof the copies to Mr.Producer. The final decision lays on him.
AND now my manger and I had both our fingers crossed that Mr.Producer will like it and not demand for any revisions.

So now I am full of anticipation.~~ XD

PLEASE watch out for my 'album'
I dedicate it to my friends esp. to ELFs. Zaty, goddess.athena. aWww~~!!!
hehehehe.
ESP. to KaNGaRoo, yeah~. [Im teaching myself to type ur name the way u want it to be. Hehehe. ^^. Is it correct? Small and big letters. XD]. Thanks for being soo worried about me. You mentioned me again on ur latest post. NO~!I won't die.. I haven't met our PINK PRINCE yet. XD. Of course. changing comments is OUR LIFE. ^_^. Ei, but don't forget your promise. SUNGMIN GIFs. hehehe.. LOve u all.

PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR MY DIGITAL SINGLE, ALBUM.. FAN MEETING. XD

Life must go on

2009-10-05T18:30:00.012+08:00

Last 26th of September has been so memorable not only to me but also to my fellow Filipinos.I experienced the catastrophe which I never experienced since I was born.

Friday night, 25th Sep. 2009. Philippines experienced non stop rain. As per weather broadcast Manila will be affected by typhoon Ketsana [Ondoy]. They raised signal no.1 within the city.

Rain continued until 26th of September. Like what I emailed to zaty~

..Non stop rain since Friday night. And Saturday, the water reached our house which never happened eversince we lived there [in our house].. For 3hours we were trying to remove the water that entered the house. After that, electricity went off. Total BLACKOUT. Phones were grounded too. And still the rain hasn't stop. And we were worried to death because the magnae of the family is still out because she went to school that morning. And she doesn't have any cellphone with her.. We don't know how to contact her.. We have no idea if she's at school safe or what..She went to school 7:00am of Saturday, she got home 6:00am of Sunday, the next day. @_@. who wouldn't worry, right? Thank GOD she's safe.

Sunday 27th Sep.- still NO electricity. All of our mobile phones were battery drained. People are started panic-buying foods, candles, batteries and other stuffs w/c they can use during calamities. By that time we still have no idea what were happening outside. We're so clueless if it's only our neighborhood that got affected by the typhoon.

The elctricity resumed at the evening.We watched news and tried to catch up on what's happening outside.It was then I felt how THANKFUL I AM TO GOD that I am still alive and with my family.

After the rain had stopped, I thought I was the unfortunate person in the world coz my phone can't capture any signal from its network and I thought it was the end of me when I found out that we got no internet connection...

But that was nothing compared to my fellowmen who really lost their homes and their loved ones because of the typhoon.

The weekend that I had was really a nightmare not only to me but to the whole nation. But despite all of these, it still nice to see my fellowmen helping each other. Times like these, real heroes are discovered, kind hearts are formed.

Now I feel more prouder when I think that I belong to a Christian country, we may lost material things, lost our houses, lose our loved ones but it was still our faith that helped us all throughout.

Filipinos will never gave up. God will never gave us challenges and tests that we cannot solve..

To all the people who helped my fellowmen after this disaster, people who donate money, clothes, foods, water and more importantly PRAYERS, thank you very much.

To my Malaysian dongsaengs: ZATY and KANGAROO, sorry if u made u guys worried about me. My family and I are fine. Thanks so much for the prayers. Zaty, Unnie is fine don't worry. Miss u. ^^. Thank you and thanks to your Allah. Kangaroo, i miss u a lot. Here I am again. Missed changing comments with you. ^^ To the two of you, i am sooo touched when I saw u guys posting comments looking for me. XD Love you both~

LIFE MUST GO ON.
FIGHTING~~!!!!

But the needy will not always be forgotten, nor the hope of the afflicted ever perish.

Psalm 9:18

Don't blame me....

2009-09-09T15:20:00.005+08:00

Yes. It's not my fault why my entry below is like that.

I don't know but maybe blogger screwed up my entry. [ Hahaha.. XD ]

It's so hard to post a long entry.. Long entry with pictures~..

Yaish~ I even want to delete it. But no. It's my August memories~~

Just please be impatient on reading my post below.

I'll try to fix it if I have some time.

Thanks~ ^^

[Sorry blogger, if I blamed you... :-/ ]

PS.
SuJu fandomness ahead~~ XD

[ Edited: *sigh~~. problem. already fixed~!]

Last Month...

2009-09-06T15:58:00.031+08:00

Last month was ....

I don't know how to say it...

I just want to make a recap of what had happened to me last August.
In pix~... weeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Jade had a school project. Design ur eggs. LOL

Ya.. She is already in college but her project is So elementary. XD

But of course since she's a SuJu fan and a Teuki biased, she took the chance to be creative and to show how she really likes Teuki. She then designed one of her eggs and came up with this~

The TEUKI Chibi Egg ^^

Actually, it's my other dongsaeng May who made that. Hehehe ^^. Cute isn't it??

Don't know what grade my sister received after she hand the project to their prof. But she became popular in class, that's for sure. XD

YeSung celebrated his 26th Birthday last 24th of August.
It was soo cute seeing the guys celebrating the birthday of their brother. *tears of joy~~ T_T* LOL

And yeah, they maybe celebrating YeNeung's birthday in their place..

But this is what we were doing at home during that time.. ~~

CELEBRATING it too over Ice cream sticks~~ XD

Hahaha... Sweet/Cold treats from SoNaMoo Korean grocery. ^^ Yumm~~

Unnie arrived 15minutes before midnight of YeSung's birthday. Unnie was never late on SuJu's birthdays celebrations~~ Hahaha... I got the Coffee flavored one while the others are enjoying the Cookies n' Cream ^^.

Mass-da~! =P

My favorite. The highlight of my August is this:

SORRY, SORRY Tokpokki ^^

It's my first time to eat those. Spicy Rice Cakes~ Hehehehe..

Unnie bought the ingredients [again] @ Sonamoo grocery. And she was also the one who cooked it.. For a first timer, she's already a Pro~! ^^

Here are the ingredients:

1. Rice cakes

2. Fish cakes [ I call it mini pizza because it is sliced like pizza. XD];

3. Ramen

4. And of course, Chili sauce. @_@

THE FINISHED PRODUCT:

Yum~~

Unnie really paterned it to the Rice cakes this guys have made~~

Kyuhyun and Sungmin's Love's Family

Sungmin's specialty. TtokBokki with cheese

WaaAh..... That's why I want to taste Tokbukki because of that show. XD

CRITIC: It's very unique. It's soo yummy.

And soooo spicy~ T__T. My tongue is not gifted when it comes to spicy food. I easily give up when my mouth is already in pain coz of the spiciness. But i enjoyed it~~ Thanks Unnie. ^^

Yummy~~~

SURVEY FROM ZATY Dongsaeng ^^

2009-09-04T15:20:00.007+08:00

THANKS ZATY FOR SHARING THIS FUN SURVEY.^^

My favorites are the wedding dance song and what's my biggest secret?? LOL. Sungmin's saying I DO. ^^

I also love your wedding dance song, dongsaeng. 'Good Luck!'^_^

RULES :
+ Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
+ For each question, press next button to get your answer.
+ YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
LONESTAR (by Norah Jones) *_*

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
DON'T DON (by SuJu) > Seriously, am I money -greedy??

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
DON'T KNOW WHY (Norah Jones)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

QUESTIONS ( By Blaque) > Am I inlove?? LOL

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT (by Toploader)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO??

SAPPHIRE BLUE (by SuJu) > hahahaha... Sowi nuhnayeoye~~ ^^

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
WHY I LIKE YOU ( by SuJu) > Geudaega, geudaega... Saranghae neol Saranghae ^^

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
AT LEAST I STILL HAVE YOU (by SuJu-M) <3

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
WAY FOR LOVE (by SuJu 05) ^^

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I THINK I (by Byul) >????

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
YOU AND ME (by Lifehouse) > ^__^

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
ANGEL ( by Sarah Mclachlan) > hahaha LOL

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I DON'T CARE (by 2ne1)> hahahahaha Super LOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
PENNY AND ME (by Hanson) > *cheesy~~always Penny and me tonight~~!!^^

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
SHINING STAR (by SuJu) > Hihihihi... Will definetely play this on my wedding day~~

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
LOVE DISEASE (by SuJu) > LOL

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
CANONBALL (by Damien Rice) > ROFL =D

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
MIRROR ( by SuJu) > Why??? *_*

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Sungmin's I DO ( by Sungmin Lee) > Hahahah.. Don't realize that I included it.. ^^

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
MMMBop (by Hansons)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
THE LONG DAY IS OVER ( by Norah Jones)> ????

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
YOU FIRST BELIEVED (by Hoku) >????

I'll tagged this at Facebook~~ ^^

I am bored again~

2009-09-01T17:20:00.005+08:00

If you feel bored, what do you do??

????

Me.. I don't know~~

Anything...

Thank God I found these Q&As. At least I could do somehting with my time.
I got these from Jennytutskiputs... hehehe. From her Facebook account..

Let us now turn boredom to getting to know me moment.. XD

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
*Yes. My big bro's classmate (during his kinder years), her name is Diane. My sister likes the sound of her name so I became the victim of her experiment~

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
*2 nights ago. When I am not feeling better.. T__T

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
*Yes. But sometimes no.. I only like it when people envy my handwriting~

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
* Pork, beef... chicken

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
*None (At the moment) @__@. I would like to have one (with Danhobak prince ^__*)
[*zaty knows who's Danhobak~]

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
* Yes..?? I just use my friends as my reference.. ^_^

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
*Often.. These days~~ (only to passengers~)

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?..
*Of course. I'm a human being..

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
*Yes. Sounds fun~~ ^_^

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
*Oats and Corn-flakes

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
*Only when it's new. XD

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
*Chocolate, chocolate and chocolate..

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
*Attitude

15. BLACK OR WHITE?
*Urghhh~~ So hard. ^^. Ok... White~ ^_^

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
*Same as Jenny R., My hair.. Hehehe

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
*My grandmother. MAMA,T__T

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
*Yes. Hihihihi

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
*Pants- Jeans... Shoes- Wohoo.. My new shoes. Chuck Taylor Converse Black ~~ XD

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
*Who am I by Casting Crowns ^^

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
*Blue. ^^

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
*The cologne that I'm wearing now; fresh-from-the-shower smell; McDo fries and sauted garlic. ^^

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
*Passenger double-checking if his reservation had gone through or not. His name is Mr.Edwin. ^^

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
* I just copied it to Jenny R.'s FB page.. and yes, I like her.. ^_^

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
* Boxing. Woohooo~~

27. HAIR COLOR?
*Black

28. EYE COLOR?
*Dark Brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
*Yes.

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
*French Fries and chocolates; Kare-kare~~ Yummy~!

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
*Happy ending. <3

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
* @ Movie house: Confessions of a Shopaholic [ hahaha... tagal na~! XD]
@ Home: A Walk to Remember

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
*Blue ^^

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
*Winter. I want to experience winter..

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
*Hahaha... BOTH~! <3

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
* ????

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*????? [again~! XD]

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
*Hahaha.. I stopped reading Nicholas Sparks 'The Choice'. {hehehe mam. Em, aawayin na nama n akoXD} Coz I'm so hooked on reading SuJu fanfictions now~~ XD MinYoung~ <3

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
*None. Don't have a mouse pad here. =P

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
*Evening News

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
*Christian songs, Alternative, Classic, K-Pop, Chinese pop and Instrumentals~~

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
* Beatles~

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
*Corregidor... [hahaha ang lapit~~!]

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
* hihihihihi~~ @_@. Haven't discovered it... yet~

46 WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
*Pasig City, Philippines~!! MABUHAY!!!

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
*Friends, cousins all in my contacts~ ^^

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
* I'm Still Single.. Super Single...

I am Sorry 'FAMILY WU'

2009-08-27T22:25:00.016+08:00

[Bcoz of the chat I had with Kuya Romel last Thursday... This thing haunted me again~~]

Yes. Sorry.

Coz I realized that the real essence of this blog is lost. Looking back on my first ever post. The reason why I opened a blogger account is because I want to write all the things about my 'family WU'. And I dedicate this blog to them. I want to compile all the stories and all the memories I've shared with them. Unfortunately.... my 'family WU' doesn't exist anymore~

I mean, I still have KATRINA and I always communicate with ILOU. Same with JENSEN, Kuya ROMEL and sometimes with JENNY.

But things are not what it used to be....... not anymore.

---------

It was June 2004, when this family was formed. @ PUP. Out of 30 students [class BST1-1n batch 2008] 14 of them have shared same and common interests.. I am one of that 14 students. We all became friends easily. We felt like we all know each other for a long time. Because of the closeness that formed less than a week, we decided to have nicknames which we will used just within our group. Some of them came up with an idea that our group should be like a family. There should be a dad, mom, babies and so on... We all agreed to that.

But if we are a family, what should be our name?? We almost lost all of our brain cells thinking what should be the surname of our so called 'family'.

While exchanging ideas and opinions, Sabrina [I'll be starting using their names. XD], asked ME.

"Hey, how old are you again?... when was your birthday again..??"

"I stopped schooling for a year, so I think I'm a year older than most of you guys.. I was born 1986.." I answered.

"There you go. Because your a year older than us, we should call you GRANNY." Sabrina concluded.

"Granny??" I felt a lil' uneasy.. But GRANNY isn't that bad, I thought.

"OK.. Then I will be the grandmother of the family. So you guys will call me GRANNY from now on? Am I right..??" I asked them.

"YES~!" ........ And they all agreed. ^^

Well, back to the problem, still we don't know what surname to use. But since i'm already the GRANNY of the group, they let me pick what name to use.. I was a Vanness WU addict way back then, and they knew how much I adore vanness. So they let me use WU as the surname. LOL. I know it's kind of stupid and so dorky~ But that's how 'family WU' got their surname.

The moment we already had a surname, we then discussed the 'designation' of the 'family'.

This is the result:

FAMILY WU

Grandmother- ME a.k.a 'Granny'

Grandfather- Vanness WU. [LOL ^_*]

VELLETTE [Lhet]- only son of Granny and Vanness Wu. The only heir of 'WU group of Companies'. XD

KATRINA [Kat]- the legal wife of VELLETTE and they have two sons namely:

1.MARILOU [iLou]- and 2.JOYCE [Bunso]- Granny's legal grandchildren.

MARY JANE [Jane]- Katrina's only sister.

JENSEN [Mudra]- the 'illegal' wife of VELLETTE. XD whom she bear 7 AB-normal kids. [Hope I didn't forget any of their names] They are: [random order~]

LORRAINE [Rhaine]- as far as I can remember she is the oldest.

MICHELLE [Mitch] - She looks like VANNESS wu in person.XD

KARRYLYN [Kha]- the rebel child.

JENNY [Jen]- abnormal~ XD

SABRINA [Sab]- super abnormal.

AMABEL - can't remeber much. Coz she isolates herself from us before..

GAZELYN [Gazelle]- the youngest. I was deceived coz she's a big girl yet she's the youngest. XD

And there you go. That's how it all started...

2004. Happy days~~

Months have passed. We were able to keep the unity of our family. We became intact.. We were always there for each other. If one of us is sad, the rest should do something to cheer up the sad family member. If one is happy, all are happy. We share each others secrets. Just like a real family..

But not until we reach our 2nd semester of our Freshmen college year.

Mitch met an accident . We thought that it's only minor wounds or something that she got.. but hell... She was dragged by a motorcycle and wasn't able to walk for months. Her parents did not allow her to attend school until her legs will get better...

With what happened to Mitch, our family almost crashed~ We lost contact with her for almost half of year

I thought that's the only challenge my family would experience..

Few months after that incident, Rhaine then decided to transfer to another school. She wanted to take another course. And same with Mitch, we also lost contact with Rhaine..

2005. Our Sophomore year in college, another challenge crossed path with my family. Sabrina didn't enroll for the semester because she already settled down.. [I don't want to elaborate any further coz this one is a lil' sensitve~]. It created chaos within my family. I mean even my entire class was affected with that sudden decision of Sab~. We were so clueless at first about her reason for not enrolling. And when we found out about it, our family was officially destroyed~

Members fought with each other because Half of the family knew what exactly happened to Sab while the rest are clueless.

That was the biggest challenge (I think) my family WU went through..

It was soo stressful. We then also questioned our trust for each other. It was so hard. As the granny of the family, it's not easy for me to see them like that. I even asked myself if I was able to handle the situation really well...

I don't think so.. because few weeks after that, VELLETE , my one and only son, decided to step out of the family. She said she wanted to be free and do something else aside from hanging out with us. Honestly, it hurts a little. But what can I do, it's her life and I have no rights to manipulate it or stop her from doing what she wanted to do.

BUT hearing it from her, I also felt happy. It's not easy for her to tell us that she already wants to be out of the group. I just realized how brave she was. I mean, for some people, they will just hold it back and keep it to them selves that they are not enjoying what they are doing anymore. But Vellette is different, she expressed herself clearly to us that she wanted to hang out with another group but she promised she will never lose contact with us..

She kept that promise.. We still talk to her but rarely goes out with her.

Family WU who is originally with 14 members are now down to 10.

The feeling was awkward when your classmates would ask you with what happened to your group. They would even tease us coz we were like a broken family. Pfff... the hell with them who cares~.

They care.. Uhmmm... Family WU was little influential not just within the classroom but within the college community. How influential are we?? My professors calls me by my nickname Granny.. Even Jensen is called Mudra by our profs. [LOL at that~]. And Kuya ROMEL has been trying a lot to be a part of our family. [ dba tama ako Ama.?? kinukulit mo pa si iLou about it, kaya lang ayaw nya kasi makikihati ka lang daw sa yaman ng angkan namin...XD]....

The challenge did not end there, 2nd semester of our Sophomore year, the highlights of our college life came. (Highlights as for me, kat and iLou...). The Korean exchange students befriended with us for the rest of their stay. Almost everyday, we would hang out with these Korean Oppa-deul. We accompany them around their city tours and they always invite us to have lunch and dinner with them. But I never thought that entertaining tourists can be such a big issue to my classmates, professors and other school staff.

We had no idea that my family has been the talk about of our college community. They've been thinking that we were selling ourselves to these foreigners so that we would hang out with them. They think smut against us. They think that what we do with the Koreans are obscene. And I don't even know where did they get that idea~.

If those accusations were for me, I think I can handle it. But seeing one of my family member, Jenny, cried over it, it's hitting below the belt.

Jenny is known in our school as a happy girl with a very deep faith in God. I admire her on how she embraces her beliefs. She ifluenced me alot in terms of spiritual issues. Obscene things are a big sin in her religion.

When Jenny cried over it, I thought to myself that it's really to much. Richie, one of our Oppa-deul, went to Jenny to stop her from crying. That moment, how I wish those people who think bad about my family and the foreigners could see how innocent Richie is hushing my friend from crying. Shame of me i wasn't able to hush her form crying. I almost broke down also. But instead of crying with her, I think of 'words of wisdom' to help my family calm down. I told them that those people who humiliate us are just envious of us. Coz they also wanted to hang out with our Oppas but our oppas chose us. They think bad things about us simply because they are people with green minds~~. Just like that. XD.

I just want to conclude that those bad people should really envy us because they have no idea how great Richie, RS, Big Jane, Jim, Eddie as a friend. They thought my family a lot about their culture and thru their actions my perceptions for Koreans have changed. They are just worth befriend-ing for.

Richie and his friends after a month of studying english in my school. Even if they left my family we still communicate. Until now.

A year passed we still call ourselves Family Wu. Can't stop it.. It's now like a household name. XD. For the all the years that we've been together we found out each other's weaknesses. We became more open to each other. We also learn to accept that people change including us..

Until now, I still don't know the real process how we became lesser and lesser as time goes by. I mean, some members entered a real relatioship that they have to leave the other members behind[for the mean time], and the just return whenever they want. It's understandable.. But I still can't figure out how we became less than 10 members~~

[can't figure out or I just don't want to remember...]

We came up with these~

2ND GENERATION WU:

The addition to the 2nd generation is Kuya Romel. He succesfully got into our group because he likes Amabel~ BUT Kuya let me tell u thse.. Even if there is no amabel U still deserve to be a member of the family WU. U are qualified ever since. XD

One of the best moments I shared with them is... I'll let these pictures explain the happiness I feel.

That was in Laguna. Jensen's hometown. We went there for our feasibility project. Until now, honestly, I did not understand anything about our project. All I know is a had great time making it. XD.

The 2nd picture is remarkable. I already lost my 'great possesion' but I was able to smile for my friends [not for the camera]. I cried over the bracelet I lost. My family WU knew how important it is to me. Thanks to Katrina who really made an effort to look for the bracelet [even if it's impossible to be found]. And iLou, who accompany during a moment of silence [dun sa may batuhan ilou... tandaan mo ba??] The rest of you... Thanks for cheering me up and letting me feel that you guys are more important than the bracelet I lost..

The last year of our college life is one of the hardest years I've been through. Guys, I'm not trying to be ma-drama.. It's true. Coz last year of college means parting. It's hard to accept the fact that we will be facing the next chapter of our life and not being together. It kills me when I think about that stuff before. I always tell myself, if I knew that this parting will come and I need leave my friends behind, I should have start ignoring you guys since day one. It's so hard to accept that you have to move on and leave all the usual things that you've been doing for four years. It's hard to imagine life without the friends who were always there for you...

After we graduated. We learned to accept that. It's hard at first.. But we were able to do it. Lucky me, Kat and iLou coz we had each other. The 3 of us entered our first ever job.

Few months after we graduated.. We get to hang out once as a whole again. It was really memorable... and from there I just wanted to end the memories of family WU.

[Im not sure if I really had to do these]

link of our pic: <http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_DYnpE-qEAUI/SFTFgagwtmI/AAAAAAAAAB4/m1Z4iZgcHkQ/s1600-h/Image(580).jpg>

GUYS, I've gained a lot from each one of you. This blog is not enough... or if I type it, it's not enough either to express how grateful I am to GOD that I met you...

I always told you about my vices and you guys help me forget about it.
You let me feel that I am important if my opinions should be counted evrytime we have somthing to discuss. I mean just the taking the surname WU as the name of our group is already a big thing for me.. XD

The crisis that we faced a few months ago created a big impact to me. If u know what I mean. One time I post a status message in my YM. that says " I did not establish FAMILY WU to be ruined like these." You know who am I pointing it out to.. But there is no one to be blamed about these.. We all have our own lives. We must learn how to respect each others decision.. Let those people do what they wanted to do..

All I wanted to say is that it hurts me to think that my family have became like these. Even if Ilou will always told me na.. Tayo tayo na lang ang nagkakaintindihan. Tayo tayo na lang sa WU ang parang magkakakilala.. It somehow hurts me.. I just want people who knew Family Wu to remember us that we are the cheerful group, active in class group, always atribida-sa-mga activity group and the group that they are envious of. Ganun...

That's why I wanted to end it here and here.

Sorry but these words are not enough....

I just want to say Thanks a lot FAMILY WU.

Even if I said that family WU is over,, I will still be your GRANNY.

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** Guys, check out my post last year... I don't know if you already knew about it.... here's the link:http://dianegrannywu.blogspot.com/2008/06/happy-anniversary-wu-family.html

SORRY, SORRY Philippines

2009-08-23T18:21:00.004+08:00

Until now I just can't seem to move on upon hearing the news that Universal Records will be releasing Super Junior's 3rd album here in my country. Universal Records Phils. will release SORRY, SORRY and it's VERSION C.

waAah~~~!!!
TOTALLY WHAAAA~~!!! XD

Oh my. Until know I don't what to do.. What to think of next.. I'm so confused.. Im starting to speak in gibberish.. Incoherency attacks.. XD. LOL
Yaish~~ Even my phone transactions are affected. [Ganun kalala..~! hehehe]
*just joking~*

Honestly, [naks, honestly na..]
Of course, I'm happy. Phils ELFs have been waiting for these~
And it's a sign that lil' by lil' SUPER JUNIOR will get to know the Philippines ELF and their other fans.
And it's also a sign that Super Junior will be visiting the counrty....

And it's also a sign of.. of... TT__TT *sobbing..* that I will get bankrupt. Super Junior coming here in the Philippines could mean not only HEAVEN but also expenditures~~ ya~~!! [LOL]

If you know what I mean~

waaah~~!!!

However...
WHO CARES~!!!
They are SUPER JUNIOR.
They are my Stress relievers.
They are my Sunshine.
They gave me smiles~
They make me happy.
They inspired me...
to be like this.. a young lady old enough to be a FANGIRL. XD

Well, seriously.
They gave me insipration.
They gave me hope..
They brighten up my gloomy day~
They are my rainbow after the rain.

Ok. Seriously, I have to stop. @_@ LOL

WELL. For SUPER JUNIOR, ANYTHING~!

GO FOR THE BROKE!!

I'm READY! XD

T___T

All in a day's work

2009-08-03T17:38:00.003+08:00

Here in my office again. Don't have that urge to write something new. But I had the eagerness weeks ago but not now. It's all lost...

I keep on telling myself , 'Oh, this is what I feel right now, I should type it down and post it on my blog..' I don't know what happened. All I knew is that I failed to do it.

Some people dont' get the real point of having a blog.

A friend once asked me why do i have a blog. And is it necessary to update it once in a while... ?? She also asked if someone is reading my blog. Well, it doesn't matter to me if some people were reading it or not. As for me, I like typing down my experiences and things that i had that day. If I'm bored. I'll just open my blog and start reminiscing all those things that i write~

*sigh~~*

I bet that you are saying right now, why don't I just buy a new notebook and have it as my diary..
Well, I can do that. But of course, today's generation is different.More tech-y and I want to be a part of it.

Before, it's 'Dear Diary..', now, BLOGGING!!

I know that sometimes, the things around you, happening with you.. it would be better to keep it to yourself. But in my own POV, I would love to share it with the world. Hahaha...

well, of course.

as long you won't hurt someone and have them curse you.

Why not??

As long as it wouldn't make you less of a person.

Why not??

Who knows... some day someone will put a comment to my page saying that my post or entries helped them a lot... with their... their... life. (??) [can be. XD]
Right??

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Ehem... actually.... uhmm...Do you really want to know the thruth why I opened a blog.The truth.I'm just bored here in the office, i just don't have something else to do aside from yawning. XD.

KyuMin attacked Tiger XD

2009-07-29T15:07:00.007+08:00

Wow~!

Hello everyone!

Kat and I were looking good yesterday.
Why?
Because we were wearing same shirt. XD
Hahahahaha... KyuMin couple attacks~
Yah. Kat is for Kyu and I am for Min. KyuMin.
WTH~~?

Well, we tried our best to find the shirts similar to those
shirts Super Junior are endorsing. Unfortunately, they don't have
those stores here in the Philippines so Kat and I patiently
look for a boutique or shop around the city. And this what we found...

hahahahaha..... I know that this is not the exact shirt they were
wearing but it looks cute, right?? Kat and I bought 2 pairs... hahah
If you want this kind of shirts, you can purchase one @ ARTWORKS.
They have a lot uf cute designs there. And it's very cheap.. reasonable price XD.

Haha... Sooner or later, we'll put 'KyuMin' on the back of our shirts~~ XD
It'll be more fun~~

accompany me~

2009-07-15T18:45:00.008+08:00

I'm so

stressed out

from work

and how I wish

at the end of the day

this guy will

accompany me

to stare at the horizon~

the leader is contagious.

2009-07-05T17:39:00.004+08:00

uhmmm.. as of this writing.. Super Junior's leader just turned 27 4days ago..
I know it's a kind of late but Happy B-day, leader-sshi

Lately, LeeTeuk has been making his fans worried including me. He keeps on posting sad entries on his CY account.
It's like our dear angel has been struggling into emotional stress this days.

Well, til now fans still doesn't know what he's been up to~ or what.

Hmmm..... Maybe he's just sooo tired and all,,,,

I miss this kind of leader.... always so bubbly~~

what's happenin'?

2009-07-05T13:52:00.003+08:00

Boredom conqured me.
I'm here at work now and phones are not ringing.
Yep. Thankful coz it means that I could spend a lot of time on just surfing, fangirling, surfing, fanqirling.... ~~
Whatever enters my mind.

But it's kind of a little stressful.. you know.

I don't know~~

blEh~

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granny is CRAZY!

2009-07-05T11:19:00.002+08:00

First of all, Hi~! Anyeong~!
Well, I haven't been updating my blog for a long time and it kind of make me sad for a bit.

WHATEVER~!

~_~

*_*

-_-

Confused... crazy... bored... hungry... blank... blank... blah... blah... blah...

my own vid of Sungmin and Eunhyuk friendship

2009-06-28T13:39:00.000+08:00

Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

missing my SORRY SORRY buddy

2009-06-16T13:47:00.003+08:00

I haven't updating my blog for months now.
A lot of things happened to me these past months.

AS Usual~~

I still go to work.
I share SuJu moments with Katrina everyday & every minute.
I loathed a close friend. But since I hated her now, I don't consider her as my friend anymore~.
I hanged out with my old classmates and friends, and shared some few talks with them.
I still go home everyday after work.
I dutied in Tiger AU for alomost 3 months and it's very tiring. (I think, that"s one of the reasons why I don't update my blog that much.)
Uhmmm... what else~~
Well, yes... SuJu is always in my mind whatever happens.
I fell in love with Sungmin.. Again... and again after I watched 'Love's Family'.
But before that I almost two timed him for LeeTeuk-sshi XD. (tsk.. tsk.. I am such a playgirl).

I ate.
I slept.
I take vitamins.
I answered phone calls @ work.
I still go to bed as late as 3am. XD.
I still surf the net.
I chat with my family.
I annoyed Basti and have him get mad at me.^_*

I daydreamed~
I got nervous at times.
I questioned myself in some situation.
I reflect once in a while.
I laughed so hard

And cried to death.

These past months have been such an adventure for me.
I have experienced all kinds of emotions. As in all....

I got nervous if I done something wrong at work.

I daydreamed... because it's fun?? And also that has been one of the things I'm good at ever since I was born.XD

I questioned myself and my ability most especially during tough times at work.

I reflect. Of course. We should do that once in while. Help ur spirits to uplift~

I laughed with my friends, with my sisters. I laughed at my mistakes. I laughed if Kat tripped. XD.
I enjoy laughing sooo much~

But why is it, If you laughed so hard eventually you'll cry so hard. As hard as ur joyous laughter.

I cried the saddest cry of my life. So far, that was my saddest cry. That was last 05 June 2009.
I lost a loved one. My grandmother died. And I super miss her already~

She's a big loss.

She was like the baby of the family. She always mistaken my mom as her own mom. She doesn't like watching dramas but she prefer to watch boxing match of manny pacquiao. She doesn't enjoy watching SNSD's GEE music vid, but she enjoyed it so much if I am the one who's dancing. She don't sleep at night but at the morning. She couldn't talk and construct a sentence so she just make annoying sounds. Out the blue, she will tell u that she loves you and she'll also tell u that you are pretty.XD. She don't remember all of our names but it's fine she'll call u Ms. Universe instead. XD.
She's still thoughtful and sweet. And my favorite about her, she doesn't want colorful TV shows or videos but she she enjoyed watching Super Junior's SORRY SORRY MV which is in black and white. We always watch that together.

Haaay~

It's kind of sad. I mean really sad that she is not with my family anymore but it's fine. Coz at least, I know that she is fine now. She is safe and happy. She will see her real mom now whom she really misses. she will not experience any hardships anymore because she is now in paradise. She is now back home safely to our Father.

I just super misss her. AS IN!

MAMA, we love u so much. Watch us always. We miss u!

나는 미치게 되고 있다.. Sorry, Sorry!

2009-04-19T20:43:00.006+08:00

Katrina and I are MICHYOE!! MICHYEO!! over our OWN Super Junior's 3rd album SORRY SORRY~~!

안녕, 녹색 팔찌.

2009-04-12T16:48:00.003+08:00

'_'

Honestly, I don't know how start this post...
Uhmmm~~... But at least give me a chance to be like this again.

The only people who will understand or at least get the thought of this post's title are the people who are so close to me. That is Ilou and Katrina.

Sorry guys... I just couldn't express how I feel about Ilou's news... Ye, you know what I mean.

Aish~~~! Sorry if I am being like this again. I just don't want you to see me became a LITTLE SAD when I found out that... he settled down. (You know who's that 'he').

Honestly... The truth... is I didn't get hurt. I am all OK. Yep, he was the reason I fell in love for the second time. And just that. That was enough. Thinking about that he is already married kind of makes me a bit sad BUT not hurt. It is because it is now inappropriate to reminisce all of the things or times I had with him. I had fun and share a good laugh with both of you habang iniisip natin sila. Kat and Ilou, you guys can laugh at me. Alam kong magara ako, but I don't want to lie to both of you. I don't want to be plastic and say that I'm 100% ok. You guys knew how I cried so hard when I lost the bracelet that he gave me and how I became so mushy and melancholic when we are still 2nd year college students.

Well, I'm 80% ok and 20% not ok.

Sorry friends pero ayoko na i-elaborate pa. Basta....

Well, of course as a friend I am happy for him. Yah! Cheers~!

현희, Congratulations! And thanks, friend!

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Ilou and Kat, well you guys can laugh at me and say "para kang tanga" to me. I'll accept it.
Ganito talaga nararamdaman ko e. '_'. Thanks bestfriends Ilou and Kat. Eversince, kayo talaga nakaunawa sa akin about him. Love you!

Holy Week means Penitence

2009-04-11T12:21:00.004+08:00

Today is Sabado de Gloria (Black Saturday) and I am here at the office.
Nothing can be worst on being at the office on a holy day.

Well, what's new about my job.. I even went to work last Huwebes Santo (Maundy Thursday) and for the first time ever, I argue with an Australian passenger over the phone.

Oh~! That is one major bad trip and I made God unhappy.
I even made God more unhappy when everytime I thought of Super Junior this past days.

I know some people don't get it.

Well here in my country, since we are considered the biggest Catholic country in whole Asia, celebrating Holy week is very important. We are spending the whole week attending vigils and church activities. And the most important of thing to do on remebering the sufferings of the Lord Jesus is penitence and sacrificing the things that make you happy.

I grew up on that kind of perception and belief. So... as my penitence, I should not watch any Super Junior shows and not to listen to their songs.

Hmmmmp...~~~

Well, I hope I can do that.
But of course for my faith, I should do it.

Stress reliever

2009-04-08T18:26:00.004+08:00

God is really good.

I've been so stressed out here in my work, but this guys never fail to cheer me up at the end of the day.

*_*

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Oh~ I'm only a few hours away from my own Sorry, Sorry album.

I can't wait to have it...

Thanks Richie Oh oppa and Ilou chinggu..

Bleh~~!

2009-03-24T13:33:00.004+08:00

T__T

Australians stress me out.

Some of them are not so nice...
While others are so-so...

WHATEVER!!

Oh~ I need a stress reliever..

Super Junior where are you??

T__T

Wildest Dreams with Super Junior

2009-03-18T17:48:00.012+08:00

People, don't think dirty. Please do not rely so much on the title of my post today. ^^

I had a dream and it is with Super Junior again. Yes. Again. This is the fourth time Super Junior became a part of crazy situation in my dream.

The scenario:

A local broadcasting network held a fan meeting by guesting the idols on a noontime variety show.
It's their premier episode so they decided to invite Korean celebrities to be part of their show. The staff from the show believe that thru Korean boybands they will gain viewers. ( OF COURSE THEY WILL! ). Okay...
Only some of the fans knew who will be invited. My friend Katrina, and my two other sisters went to the studio very clueless. We just want to see who will be there and for some reason I'm hoping that it is not Super Junior. While waiting for the show to start, people especially teens, fangirl like me are starting to get crazy. And it drives me more crazy when I saw girls waving blue balloons with SJ initials on it. WHAT? SUJU WILL BE HERE?

Katrina and my sisters were so happy when they overheard that Suju will be at the show. Except me. Kat asked me why I'm not happy. OF COURSE I AM NOT HAPPY. IM A BIG FAN OF THEM AND WHY I AM NOT SURE THAT THEY WILL BE GUESTING IN HERE. I SHOULD'VE KNOWN IT PRIOR TO THE SHOW DATE NOT FINDING OUT ON THE DAY ITSELF. My face has gone red. Still Katrina don't get it.

I explained, "If we knew it already, we should've prepared them something. We shouldn't be dress like this. Now because we don't know (they are coming) We will look like nothing in front of our Oppas!".

Katrina understood now.

People are getting noisier and noiser including us.And my heart is beating so loud that I cannot even hear myself shouting.

And suddenly the host of the show went to the platform.

Shouting increased.

The host introduced herself. And people shouted again.

Then the revalation came.

"Are you girls ready to meet our special guests for today?" the host asked the crowd.

"YES!" shouts the crowd. "No..." my mind answered.

My hands were together praying and hoping that it is not Super Junior.

"Let us all welcome... all the way from South Korea..." started by the host." Girls get ready to shout.... Korean hearthrobs.. boys of SS501!!!!"

Oh~~! Thank goodness! It's not them.

Hahahahah!!!

People became more wild when the guys went to the stage.
Honestly, I don't know SS501. Well, yeah I know that they are also big in Korea.
I'm starting to know them because of Boys Over Flowers..

The atmosphere is getting hotter and it was really fun seeing their fans acting crazy. hehehhe...
And I was smiling the whole time because all I know is that Super Junior wasn't there.
The boys of SS501 took less than 10mins. to introduce themselves.
And when its the host's turn again, I don't know for some reason my heart thumps.
Then suddenly, the host spoke again.. and introduced another sets of guest.

"Ladies, we are not done yet, please welcome another special guest...
the largest boyband in the world is here, and get ready to be conquered...
Let us all welcome them with your screams.. girls~ IT'S SUPER JUNIOR!!!"

"WAAAAAH~~~~!!!" shouts the 99.9% of the crowd including me.

I simply cannot believe that Super Junior is in the Philippines and in that TV show.
Roars and screams gets louder and louder when the boys approach the stage.
And I keep hitting Katrina, because I think its unfair that I don't know that they are coming (and I want to hit her continously because Suju is here).
If i knew ahead of time I could've gone done vigil outside the gates of the studios just to be the first to get in and got a chance to see my idols so close. (I'm an expert on vigils during F4 days~).

"SuJu.... SuJu... Suju...!!!" were the only words you'll here at that moment.

But something is really wrong... They were only 6.
I've seen RyeoWook sporting his new hairstyle. As well as Yesung, HanKyung, DongHae and EunHyuk.
Gosh they are Hot! I want get crazy when I noticed no Hubby SiWon and Pink prince SungMin in the scene. And no Kyuhyun for Katrina. However, I'm happy to see that leader LeeTeuk is present. BUT... Big BUT Teuki's get up.. looks like he was left 4 years ago. Remember how he looked like in their MV 'Miracle'..? The clothes, the eyeglasses and the HAIR especially the HAIR.. That's how he looked like and he is always beside RyeoWook who looked so new. It creeps me out to see him like that.
Of course, he don't look ugly, it's just it doesn't match everything.

Despite of how he look like, fans are getting wild and loud and it seems like the other boyband was left out. (Oh I'm so biased).

The host gave me aother reason to get totally paranoid when she announced the "contest".

Contest? The contest is where boys of Super Junior will be playing 'Funny Bone' with super-uber-duper lucky girls, who got picked because they arrived early in the studio.

Arrived early? I can do that!!! If I knew that Super Junior will be visiting Manila!!!
Totally unfair!! I could be one of those lucky girls who will have a chance to share 'Kilig' moments with our cute oppas.

Watching the whole contest hurts me.. WHY CAN'T I BE THE GIRL WHO YESUNG HUGGED DURING THE GAME? WHY CAN'T I BE THE GIRL WHO HAVE HER CHEEKS STICK TO EUNHYUK'S CHEEKS? WHY CAN'T I BE THE GIRL WHOM DONGHAE KISSED AFTER THE GAME? WHY?!!!!

Then hope came. Before the commercial break, the host announced a new game.

My eyes twinkled when I heard it. The prize is just what I wanted, it's a dinner date with them. PERFECT! The contest is showcasing your talent could be in singing or dancing or both, just be sure that your music is K-Pop. I found hope. I told myself that I can make an impromptu. I'll sing in acapella. Or dance Suju's Haengbok. Whatever! just make sure i'll grab this chance.

While thinking of what to do, I noticed that Katrina is not by my side since after the 2nd contest was announced. I went to look for her.. And I saw her in an empty room just beside the restroom. I saw her together with my other two sisters. And each of them were holding cute green dress. I asked them where they are going to use that.

" Oh. This dress.. we'll be using this for the contest. We will dance 'So Hot' and 'Nobody'." Kat answered.

All of my blood went up to my head.. and all I want to do is slap my friend. How come she is prepared and I am only like this...?

I angrily tell them " I was the one who introduce to you Super Junior and WG's songs. Why are you doing this to me? Why are you taking my hopes and dreams to be with Super Junior? Why?!"

I became dramatic.. I started crying...

I felt I am drowning by my own tears....Then I heard a voice calling my name.

And I felt a very painful pinch after that.

It was my mom. She woke me up. And I am really drowning in my own tears.

HA~~ I cannot believe that I cried over that...

I told the story to Katrina and she was laughing to death when she heard it. ^^

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I know its non-sense, but I just cannot forget it. And it proves that dreams are weird based on Leetuek's get-up at that moment.^^

Super Junior SORRY, SORRY is HOT,HOT

2009-03-16T18:22:00.006+08:00

Super Junior's 3rd album is out!

That's right people, our beloved oppas are back into action again. Though, they never left the limelight, it is still different right now that they'll be conquering the world as SUPER JUNIOR again. AS SUPER JUNIOR. 13.

SuJu's 3rd album SORRY SORRY is way too different from their previous albums. It's more mature and HOTTER!!

I'm sorry but words are not enough to describe how great they are now. (naks!)

oh~~~~~

It's sad that the CD is not availble here in my country. Huhuhu... They should include the Philippines, they have a lot of fans here.

BUT.... On April 10, my own SORRY SORRY CD will be resting on my own hands..

WHAHAHAHA... My friend will go to Korea on April and my Korean oppa will buy me and Katrina the album as his gift to us. Wahahahah~~~!!!!

Geez, can't wait.

Yey! New look of my Blog is hawt~~~

2009-03-16T17:32:00.003+08:00

My blog is not dull anymore.

Waah... I'm soo happy that my blog is lively and colorful.

Well, it doesn't describe the real me, but I just like the way it looks like.

I think Sungmin will like my blog now.

It's his favorite color.

Heheheh

Boring ~__~

2009-02-15T10:12:00.001+08:00

Today is Sunday and I hate being here in the office.

Hey! of course, it's Sunday. Aren't we supposed to take a rest on a Sunday.
It's the seventh day of the week. Even God took a break on the seventh-day.

Why can't people realize it...?!

And what annoys me the most is accepting calls from Australians.
It's not that I hate them, I just prefer entertaining my fellowmen.

Well, what can I do. I have no choice. I'm just an agent..

Hubby SIWON CHOI. Happy Birthday. ^^

2009-02-10T12:32:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to you...,

Happy Birthday dear Siwonnie...

Happy Birthday to you!!!!

*mwah..*

Well, yep people, Siwon just turned 22 today.

Yehey.. we have the same age now.

I am always sad to think about Siwon's age and birthday.

I don't want to accept the fact that I am almost a year older than him..

*aish~~*

Anyways, I am happy for Siwon in everything he achieved.

He is quite succesful at his young age.

Cheers, honey...

Geez... I forgot.. Actually I'm down today.

Why today that I found out a very -urghhh--- ( don't know how to say it ) about SuJu..

I don't know...

Sorry Heechul fans out there, but I hate him for what he did to Siwon at SM Town event in Thailand just a few days ago.

I cannot believe that after he kissed my baby Sungmin, his latest victim is My Siwon..

Heechul, how can u do that..?!!!

Siwon is a devouted Christian and it's a big NO-NO! to Christians. To us...

*aish~~*

Well, i don't know what to do about it.. It happened...

I just wish my Siwon.. Good health, more projects, be with Suju forever and world peace.

Hehehe...

Again, Happy birthday Siwon. Love you!

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The gif above is from asianfanatics.net forum/ Siwon's thread.
I found the pic sooo cute that's why I put it here.
Thanks to carine_snowsparkles. and please don't hate me.

^^

Surprises!

2009-01-29T15:37:00.001+08:00

I love surprises! I mean I used to love surprises. USED TO!!

Yes. That's right.

My week was full of surprises and I am not happy with it.

MONDAY: Table was taken.

Start of the week, I'm glad that I am not late for work.
I reached my office safely and happily ( coz I was listening to SuJu songs on my way to work ), and I was surprised to see my table was occupied by another person. What the HECK!!
I was like ...*???* SO CLUELESS.. Can someone tell me what's going on..?

Where am I going to seat now.. And my things, where did they put it..? My pictures of Siwon's six pack and Sugmin's cute stolen shot.. WHERE IS IT???!! I asked her.. Loudly asked her.. Just kidding. Of course, I didn't yell at her. But I wish did, just to express how I feel. But I spare her she's a nice person.

My supervisors told me that we have to shuffle like almost everything in the office because of... of.. I don't know! Something like, something-will-be-changed-around-the-office-for-improvement kind of stuff. WHATEVER!!!

It's not that I hate being transfered to a different place, actually I love my new table because no one can see me watching SuJu videos during work, it's just that they should have told me and my other co-workers about it. It's just I don't like people moving my things.. especially my Siwon and Sungmin.

But I am ok now.. I am getting used to my new table. And kid of loving it now.

TUESDAY: Shhh...

The new set-up at the office was going well.
I am starting to forgive the people who moved my possessions without advising me.
But what surprises me at the 2nd day of my week is that - NO TALKING anymore!

NO TALKING RULE SUCKS.

You are only allowed to talk if you are assisting a passenger on your line.
( I work in an airline reservations, so.. u know.. passengers.)
WHAT THE HECK AGAIN!!
I don't know.. But the set-up sucks.. I don't like it...

Most of the time during work hours, we don't receive so much calls that sometimes we want to chat for a bit. It's also our way to release all our agonies that we gain from IRATE passengers on the other line. And now it's FORBIDDEN... We might get killed by our own salivas if we are not allowed to talk anymore. Crap! They are bringing me back to the old school days, where mean teacher is holding a stick and always ready to hit a noisy student.

Oh....!

WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY & FRIDAY: .....

Well, did something happen to me during those days..?

I'm sorry..

But we are not allowed to talk.

Another Asian Invasion

2009-01-25T13:43:00.001+08:00

Playful F4. oh.. it's bringing me back to the good ol' times

Playful SuJu. and this makes me wanna join them ^_^

The new F4- JVKV- Waiting for U ( who..?? me??)

From cute to WILD - Super Junior- Don't Don

Before, I get crazy when I hear this phrase -- "Ta jia hao! Wo men shi F si (F4)". But now how I wanted to melt when I hear -- "Anyeongha sae yo! Eu ri neun Syoo Pu Ju Ni Uh YO!!"

Yes. I was an F4 (now JVKV) fanatic. Oh! I mean I still am.. hehe.. But I switched to SuJu. woohoo!!

Super Junior or SuJu is a Korean boyband composed of 13 cute guys! Yes 13! Can you imagine that... 13!!! waaah! That's a lot of drooling... ^_^. Not just that. Thay don't just sing or dance or occassionally act in a drama, this boyband are composed of uber-talented and gifted lads. There are DJs, martial artists, wushu artist, ballerino, model, drummer and just-super-cute guy. Wheeww...~~

Eventhough they are 13 in a group, it's not that hard to diffirentiate one guy from the other. They have their own uniqueness and styles. And each one of them never lack a chance to showcase their talents.

aahhh...~~ SuJu..~~~

About F4, I still like them though. They are the first asian boyband whom I got crazy with. They are different. Well, they are seniors to Suju. And they are like living legends when u talk about Asian boybands ever existed.

haaay~~~! 'Shui Ge' to 'Gee yo wo Oppa'.

These guys rock my world.

SuJu~~~~

I hope i will have a chance to see them in person. And experience what I experienced with F4.

Well, now I know who rules my year..

It's Super Junior people. SUPER JUNIOR!!!

Granny loves Super Junior!

I'm back into action

2009-01-25T13:25:00.000+08:00

whoa! that was way too long ago.. hehehe..

yeah! I know.. not really.

i was kind of busy these past few months so never had a time to make a new post on my blog.

But well yeah whatever! GRANNY is BACK!! *Sexyback playing in the background~~*

And this 2009 I'm ready to share the new me..

So people, hold on tight..

i like to move it.. move it.. i like to MOVE IT!!!

2008-11-17T18:38:00.001+08:00

hohoho... just smile and wave.!

Ang Pagbabalik

2008-09-19T18:53:00.001+08:00

Biyernes ngayon.
Ang araw ko.
Umabsent ako sa trabaho, dahil may kailangan ako balikan... at iyon ay..
Ang aking sintang paaralan.

Teka, share ko lang.. Nag-ferry ako papuntang school.
hahaha... First time ko yon. Infairness, malinis at maganda.
At take note... may flat screen TV. Shala-shala.
Para nga akong turista, kasi maya't maya ako nagpi-picture.
Xempre, para may souveneir..

Anyways.. Pagdating sa school...

Grabe iba na talaga ang hitsura ng school ko nung college.
Ang dami na talagang nabago. Yung school kong parang junk shop dati, e
para na ngayong private school.
Ay naku talaga. Napahanga ako..

Pero xempre ang hindi magbabago s school ko e yung, kalayaan nung mga naging kapwa estudyante ko.
Bumungad sa akin yung programa nila..
Syempre. As usual. Maingay. Nakakaistorbo sa mga nagkaklase.
Pero ayos lang un, kasi dun naman talaga nakilala yung school ko.
Ang ipahayag ang kanilang sarili at damdamin.

And in fairness, na-miss ko yon. *_^

Nalibot ko ulit yung school ko, at kitang-kita na asensado na.
Gumiginhawa na rin kahit papaano ung mga schoolmates ko.. hehehe.

Nagawa ko nman yun dapat kong gawin sa school ko.
Napasa ko na yung kailangan para makuha yung diploma ko.
Kaya lang...

After 32 years ko pa makukuha..

And in-fairness, na miss ko din yon.
(jan din nakikila yung school ko, mabagal na proseso.)

Hehehehehe...
Joke lang..

Haay... Ka-miss talaga ang PeYups...

Sa mga school mate ko, mag-aral kayong mabuti at mag-ipon ng mga magagandang memories
sa school .
Para masarap may balik-balikang alaala kapag nadalaw ka ulit sa iyong sintang paaralan.

Ang pagbabalik. Bow.

Flickr

2008-09-18T12:29:00.001+08:00

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

Reconciliation

2008-09-17T12:54:00.001+08:00

rec·on·cil·i·a·tion
/ˌrɛkənˌsɪliˈeɪʃən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[rek-uhn-sil-ee-ey-shuhn]
–noun
1.
an act of reconciling or the state of being reconciled.
2.
the process of making consistent or compatible

pakikipagbati sa tagalog.

Masarap pala ang feeling kapag nakikipagayos ka sa mga nakasamaan mo ng loob. Lalo na kung kaibigan mo ang ang involve.
Si amabel, ang aming ina sa pamilya WU.
Nagkaroon kami ng hindi pagkakaintindihan, kaya naging magkaaway kami ng mag almost a month din.. ( I think..)
Kami nila Ilou, kat and ako laban kay Amabel.
Uhmm... mayron lang kasing hindi pagkakaunawaan sa mga bagay-bagay.
Maraming na involve...
lalaki, babae, trabaho, hayup, demonyo, maximus, etc... etc...
humantong talaga sa iyakan ang nangyari.. basta nakakalungkot pag inalala ko pa.
Akala ko mabubuwag na ang pamilya WU.
Pag nangyari un.. paano na lang ang mga pinagsamahan.
Masasayang ng bonggang-bongga.
Haay.. tsk..tsk..
pero buti na lang nadaan sa mabuting usapan.
Nisalba ang WU sa matinding dagok ng buhay.

Salamat sa Diyos.

RECONCILITION.. bow.

woohoo!!!! Broadband!!!

2008-08-14T19:44:00.000+08:00

grabe. sarap ng may internet sa bahay...
wahahahaha ito ang buhay..

wahahahaha... I'm Belle!! yipee..

2008-07-05T18:42:00.001+08:00

Which Disney Princess are you?

i am belle.. yipee!!! what about you..? try this gys.. it's fun.

watch this!!! --- JOEL HOUSTON endorsing(??) Thrilla in Manila..

2008-06-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

Youth worship leader of Hillsong United endorsing THRILLA IN MANILA.(??)

well, i dont know what's with Joel but he look so cute doing this clip..

^____^

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY WU FAMILY!!

2008-06-15T11:19:00.002+08:00

hahahaha!!
Happy Anniversary Family WU!! mwahhh...
cheers! cheers!!
hahahay..

it's been 4 years. whoa!!
grabe, wu tagal na natin guys. Biruin niyo un ah, apat na taon na.
Itigil na natin toh... di ko na kaya.... hehehehe.. *joke lang*

Wu, salamat ha..?
salamat sa pagpapahalaga.. grabe from the start talaga, i felt how important i am sa barkada natin.. pangalan pa lang.. "WU". Sinuportahan niyo na agad ang kabaliwan ko kay vanness at naipangalan sa kanya ang barkada natin. hahahaha.. ( e pano yan, ayaw ko na kay vanness wu, kay Joel Houston na ako.. e di "Houston" na tayo.^__*...... ay hindi WU pa rin forever.... hehehehehe)

guys, promise niyo sa akin na ako lang ang Granny niyo ... ha??
hehehehe.. ako lang ang granny ng wu family. ako lang ang Grannytutskiputs ni Jennytutskiputs.. ako lang ang Grandstand ni Joyce, ako lang ang Mama Diane ni Katrina..
basta ako lang... ako lang..

ang saya ng bonding natin sa Teriyaki Boy nung Friday (13 June 2008). Ang saya ng celebration natin. Saya kahit mahal. hehehehehe..
Ama, Ina, Gazelle, Mudra, Vellette, Katrina, Jenny and Ilou (na kasama c Gian) sana maulit ang bonding na un.. Let's do that every 2 months..( oo, 2 months, wag namang weekly or monthly, mamumulubi naman tayo nun.. hehehe.. ^__*)

wu... wu... wu....

miss na miss ko na kayo..
sana estudyante pa rin tayo na pedeng magkulitan hanggang gusto natin, pedeng mag-tsikahan magdamag na walang supervisor na kokontra, magtawanan na walang magsasaway.... magbonding hanggang kinabukasan..

haaay... wu..
those are the moments that i'll treasure forever and nothing can beat that..

WU!!!! I love you guys... mwah...
excess:

sa susunod kaya natin na pagkikita, ano naman kaya ang bago..?ano ang mga bagong issue..??
hmmp.. ano nga kaya..??

basta mudra, watch ur weight ha..? sumisiksik e.. hehehehe.. well, ok lang naman un basta cute, dba noh, mudz? luv u!

gazelle, pizza ulit sa sususnod na pagkikita?? hehehe.. Congrats, Gazelle. we're proud of you. ^__^

vellette, anu na?? ang bali-balita?? totoo ba?? baka naman bulate lang yan.. hehehehe.. miss u anak! ^__*

ama at ina, ang mga magulang naming mahal. kayo din.. ang weight ha..? lalo na c ama.. ang ano... uhhmm..ano ba nag cup size mo ama?? hehehehe.. joke lang. luv u both.

jenny. jenny, jenny.... jenny!!! na-miss kita talaga. lalo na ngayon--HILLSONG!! tama ka. kung kelang hindi na tayo estudyante at madalang nang magkita, saka pa ako na-hook sa Hillsong. pero ok lang un, basta may YM pedeng-pedetau mag-jamming. hehehehe...

"I'm not ashamed of the Gospel Lord. Your power, Your love, thet saved my soul. Now I'm alive in You.I live in the risen Son.."yoohoo!!! luv yah, jennytutskiputs.

at xempre kay kat at iLou, ano pa nga ba masasabi ko... Wala! nu ba.. araw-araw ba naman tayong nagkikita e.. sana lang e wag kaung magsawa sa akin.. dahil pag nagnangyari un e.. ewan ko na lang.. hehehehe.. basta TR phils. tau!!

at kay pareng gian nga pala, pare... ikaw din. ang weight ha.. ang tyan. hehehehe.. joke lang. i don't have to welcome u in our family, kasi matagal ka na namang parte nun e.. at marami pang maiimprentangpremiere night tickets! ^__* hehehe.. kaya pare.. TAGAY!!

hehehehe...

haaay.... luv u guys...

Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work:
If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no

one tohelp him up!

Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone?

Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands

is notquickly broken.

--Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 ( NIV )

ahihihihi... WU!!! guys..?

2008-06-09T14:39:00.001+08:00

to my dearest wu,

hi! granny here..
I've post the video slideshow of some of our pictures since freshmen to now..(??)
thanks to One true media.
anyways, wu, I hope you'll like it.
hindi nga lang siya ganoon ka-polished kaya parang mejo malabo ung ibang mga pictures..
carry na yon.
sana ma-enjoy niyo.. hehehe...

miss ko na kayo..

grabe nag sarap isipin at balikan ang mga nakaraan.. *emote?*
hahahaha.. from WU family, with the Bacteria boys, with the AnYeong friends, with kuya Nato, hanggang mag 2nd generation WU na tayo.. hahahaha.. matatag talaga.

masaya rin ang life to be a part of BST 1n batch 2004-2008..

yun naman ang susunod kong gagawan...

*sigh*

miss you guys..

my Wu and the people close to my heart.

2008-06-09T14:28:00.001+08:00

Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com

What a sad day...

2008-06-08T17:30:00.002+08:00

not just sad but boring as well..

well, I'm here right now at the office.. yes. that's right.. it's Sunday and i have work. I mean we have work. We is Marilou and me.. yeah, we both thought that being in here is really unfair. I mean think about it, we couldn't go to Sunday masses. Not attending mass makes me sick and makes me feel less of a person. And that would make God unhappy too.

Well, I hope God will understand me and Marilou..
I hope.

Here at the office right now is sooooooooo boooooring!!!
phones will ring and you have to assist an annoying passenger on the other line..
grr.. will call again and again and again just to ask the same questions..
ah.. haaay... ex. code name: Romeo Tango.( kilala ni ilou toh!!)

oh.. i know that I have to be thankful cause i have a decent job, but my job keeps me off from my normal and healthy life..

most especialy my spiritual life..

well, marilou and i hope that on the next, next months, we will have a weekend 'rest day"..

loulou let's pray for that..

arasji?

aishh....

2008-06-08T17:00:00.003+08:00

aw...
it's kind of sad, i had to delete my previous blog.
i encounter some problems and i don't know how to solve it..

anyways, that won't stop me from posting "great things" on my blog.. err.. i mean on my brand new blog..

guys, hope you enjoy, especially to my family Wu!!

cause i dedicate everything in here for you.. Guys!!!